Extra: "Two Ways of Love" Chapter 41 Please(1/2)
Extra: "Double Love" Chapter 41, please "Do you want it?"
There was no answer to stay or abort, the man just turned his face and asked without ups and downs.
But just this sentence broke her heart.
Although he did not answer directly, if he asked this, it would already explain the answer in his subconscious mind.
I don’t know if there was a lively relationship in my body that gave her some strength. While clenching her hands tightly, she did not respond, but instead asked him, “Don’t you want it?”
Lu Shaoheng seemed to be stunned, glanced at her with heavy eyes, and then thin lines pursed on the corners of his lips.
He looked at Jiang again, with wrinkles frowning between his eyebrows, as if he was thinking about her question, but also as if the answer was difficult to express.
The cigarette was just now extinguished, and his drooping hands stretched into his pants pocket again, but the cigarette box he took out was empty. The man frowned deeper, and he directly held the empty cigarette box into a ball and threw it away casually, lifted his legs and stuffed his feet into the river.
A very light "thump" sound came, as if it had landed on Lu Xijun's heart lake.
She lowered her round face and eyes, looked at herself and leaned against her toes, and her voice was low, "...I want it."
After the words came to her, Lu Shaoheng's whole body suddenly turned to her, and his pupils shrank.
"Didn't you ask me just now... I want this child." Lu Xijun met his gaze and continued slowly, as if he had finally said it, and the things accumulated in his heart also drifted away.
That's right, from the second she took the pregnancy test stick to test her pregnancy, she was looking forward to this life that she couldn't even feel and wanted it very much.
It is so simple that it is not mixed with any impurities...expect and want.
"Is that OK?" Lu Xijun bit her lip and asked tightly.
She asked so carefully, but Yuanyuan's eyes had a sense of tenacity.
It seemed like...a mother was protecting her child.
"Do you know what you are talking about?" Lu Shaoheng's Adam's apple rolled, his voice frozen.
"I know..." She nodded softly.
Two seconds later, she continued to say, as if she was talking to herself, "I also know that you don't like children. Not only do you not like them, but you also hate them. You said it's so troublesome... But the child is really cute. Although it always crys, it will still smile at you, and there is a milky smell on its body, it..."
Her voice was really light, almost overwhelmed by the blowing wind, but there was a flash of light that could not be ignored in her expression.
"Don't say anything more." Lu Shaoheng couldn't stand it anymore and had to interrupt her in a deep voice.
Lu Xijun seemed to have not heard it and continued to say to herself, "The doctor said it has developed quite well. Now this stage is the initial prototype, and only six weeks later..."
"In six weeks, it will be a formed fetus. The liver begins to produce bile, the kidney begins to secrete urinary to the bladder, and the fingers can also be tightly grasped with the hands... It won't take long to hear the fetal heart..."
In fact, she didn't understand this very much. The doctor said something about it during the examination today. In addition, her friend Qin Su was pregnant at that time. She accompanied her to have a prenatal check-up. At that time, she was just sharing her friend's joy, and did not have any thoughts or any impact on herself.
Just like before she got pregnant, she had never had any fantasies about her children. Even when facing the lively and cute little Zhouzhou, she just liked it and did not dare to hope that she could have it. But when she was pregnant, she realized how much she longed for and what a good thing it was.
Lu Shaoheng's heavy eyes drooped slightly because she kept lowering her eyebrows and eyes while talking, and her thin little hands were pressed tightly on it.
I had nothing to do to look away from her.
Her low and light voices floated in her ears, and she drilled into the deepest part of her eardrum over and over again. He was actually the same as her. He had never thought about the child's problem, so she told him that the moment she was pregnant, he was also confused.
When she visited her family before, she once asked her when she went to bed at night whether she liked the child or not. His answer at that time was indeed what he thought. Her mother died of dysfunction when she gave birth to him and grew up with her father since childhood. In addition, Lu Zhen was always very busy, so he grew up almost independently, which also made him develop a unique temper.
So he never had much feeling about children. His friends around him were almost always playful, except for the team. The only one who got married and had children was Situ, who had retired from the army three years ago. However, his friends were always indifferent to his son, and he didn't even have the chance to read and look at children.
However, once, he also came back from vacation to drink with his friend. The very unique wife in the middle called him. Over and over again, Situ was impatient and turned on the hands-free answer. The first thing that came from there was not a female voice, but a little boy was babbling and shouting: Dad...
Lu Shaoheng obviously felt a sudden stiffness in his friend's body. He could hear it clearly while sitting next to him, and felt itchy, as if he was tickling when he was a child, and his heart was itchy.
His heavy eyes were fixed on her belly, and he was unconsciously driven by her words and followed him with his thoughts.
The pregnant fetus will grow up gradually, and in the near future, there will be a soft voice calling him dad. When he thought about such a thing for the first time, he felt a little conflicted. Maybe it would be a very beautiful thing, their common child...
However, the father's heavy and intimidating words suddenly rang out, and they were intertwined with the sound she was talking about.
Lu Shaoheng closed his eyes fiercely, gritted his teeth and raised his voice: "Enough, I'll tell you not to say anything more!"
It's not anger, it's more like some kind of explosion that is backlogged to the extreme.
Lu Xijun was shocked and shrank her shoulders.
"I'm sorry." She swallowed, astringent.
The wind blowing across the river hit his face like a knife. Lu Xijun raised his head and looked at him tightly, "I'm sorry, this may make you unhappy. But Lu Shaoheng, I beg you, can you think about the question of whether this child will stay or not? It is a little life, I...I really want to keep it."
Lu Shaoheng looked at her, his lips tugged, and suddenly he couldn't make any sound.
It was already a very warm spring, and it was about to enter summer. Even if the river breeze was blowing here, it was still warm, but her face and lips seemed to be white because of the cold.
After a long time, he could only sigh, take off his coat and cover her. After tying the last button on the collar from bottom to top, he held her in a low voice, "The wind is so cool here, let's go back."
Lu Xijun was held by him, opened the car door and sat in.
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The jeep drove from Jiangqiao back to Linjiang villa area, but stopped in the old position in advance. The blood on her face seemed to have recovered a lot.
He took off his coat and handed it to him, and then took off his safety belt. Lu Xijun did not get out of the car immediately, but turned his body and face to look at him.
"I hope... I hope you can think more carefully about what I said." She said to him with her lips.
Seeing that the man did not make a sound, he kept looking straight ahead, and only his slender fingers tightened a little on the steering wheel.
She had no choice but to speak again, her voice lowered, "Please."
"Okay." It took him a long time to finally respond.
After Lu Xijun waited, he opened the car door and walked first towards Lu's house with his hands holding his shoulders.
The car window slowly lowered, and the man sitting in the driver's seat put out the fire, chasing the slender back with heavy eyes.
From the day she followed him, many things were followed by his orders and arranged by him. He rarely resisted him, and he never asked for anything from him.
But just now, she not only asked for a request, but also twice in a row.
As if he was taking off his strength, Lu Shaoheng leaned back on the back of the chair, and his arms were bent between his eyebrows.
In my eyes, it seemed like there was a lonely castle, which had been silent for centuries.
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In the early morning of spring, the vibrant rising sun spreads all over the earth like a deer running briskly.
After Lu Xijun raised her head and enjoyed the morning light for a while, she felt that the time was almost time for a servant to deliver breakfast, so she turned around and returned from the backyard to the villa.
When I walked to the stairs, I happened to meet a man who was running from outside.
Lu Shaoheng seemed to have a lot of exercise today. Now that he is back, his hair is still wet with sweat. His neck and exposed bronze skin are still tides with sweat. When he looked over, there are still waves that have not yet receded.
When he walked in from the entrance, the mobile phone on the inner layer of his sportswear kept vibrating. He walked inside the house and took it out to answer.
"Road Team, I have found the best team in H City these two days. I can definitely rest assured about this kind of minor surgery. I have everything arranged here. When should you say it in advance? Is there a decision on when?"
In the microphone, there was a sound that seemed to be an orderly doctor from the other side of the line.
Lu Shaoheng listened silently, his handsome face slightly tense. For some reason, what flashed in front of him was always on the edge of the Jiangqiao. She lowered her head and covered her belly with her thin hands. She almost couldn't hear anything on the other side of the line.
In a blur, the slender figure walking towards the stairs appeared in his sight. He hurriedly said to the microphone, "I'll call you later."
After hanging up the phone, he also walked towards the stairs.
"Get up so early." Lu Shaoheng asked after approaching.
"Yes." Lu Xijun glanced at him and then turned his gaze.
"Have you not sleep well?" He continued to ask, thinking about the conversation between her and the doctor while she was having a checkup in the hospital, and couldn't help but ask again, "What's wrong? Is it because of a headache?"
"No, I just think the air is good in the morning, so I turned around in the backyard." Lu Xijun shook his head and replied angrily.
"Yeah." He nodded.
Lu Xijun looked at him, but in fact she couldn't help but want to remind him to think carefully, because it was almost the result of heaven or hell for her, but she was just afraid that it would be counterproductive if she said too much.
"Then I'll go up first." She said, and walked upstairs.
Lu Shaoheng watched her figure slowly walk upstairs. He did not follow behind, but stood there, waiting for her back to disappear for a long time. He reached out and took out the phone he had just put in his pocket, found the call record just now and called back.
"Hey, Director Wu." The line was connected and he pulled his lips.
"How is it? Have you decided when? You decided, and I can help you prepare everything. Then you can save time faster and reassure you." The other side continued the questions that I had not asked before.
Lu Shaoheng raised his heavy eyes slightly, and looked at the second floor where his back had just disappeared. His Adam's apple rolled slowly, "This matter... let's talk about it first."
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The endless night outside the window is backdropping, and the lights inside the house are warm.
Lu Xijun held her cheeks with her hands, looked up at Ye Se outside and was ecstatic. When she felt thirsty, she picked up the cup at her hand and sent it into her mouth. However, when the cold liquid touched her lips and teeth, she suddenly thought of something and quickly put it down.
She lowered her head and put her hand on her stomach, and then she unconsciously raised the corner of her mouth.
A very light knock on the door was heard, and there was a "creaking" sound of the door panel being pushed open from outside. Lu Xijun did not turn around immediately after hearing it. After the door panel was closed again, she turned around.
She was stunned when she saw the visitor.
"What's wrong? Why are you looking very surprised? Could it be that you are waiting for someone to come?" Chen Wenwen walked in with her shoulders openly, and then asked her curiously.
"Come to my room, is there anything wrong?" Lu Xijun pursed her lips and just asked.
To be continued...