146. Chapter 146 Deep Pain 2
Jiang Lan didn't want to cry, but she shed a tear. She was afraid that the tears would be filled with heavy makeup, so she immediately wiped it gently with a tissue. At this moment, she finally understood why she had to witness this moment with her own eyes before leaving, for Fang Jing and the man she loved deeply in the past. She realized that she was not as great as she thought, nor as strong as she imagined. Her mind was full of what he had said to her.
That year, they were still able to get along with each other with carefree thoughts. He rode his bicycle and carried him. She hugged his waist tightly, put her face on his back, and listened to him humming a small song and slowly fell asleep.
"Miss, are you okay?" A middle-aged man next to Jiang Lan asked when he saw her constantly wiping tears under her sunglasses.
"It's okay." Jiang Lan shook her head. She had to leave. Staying here would only make it even more sad. She finally felt the pain that Fang Jing had experienced today. Fang Jing should have the same mood at her and Mu Mingchen's wedding. No man has ever been as kind to her as Fang Jing and gave without regrets.
She loved Fang Jing, too much of a repression, almost no one knew that she cared so much in her heart. It was a pity that they would never have a future. She believed that everything would be fine, time could smooth everything out and turn the other Fang Jing's feelings into family affection.
At this moment, Mu Mingchen stood at the door and looked around. He was looking for Jiang Lan, but he glanced at the audience and couldn't see her figure, so he decided to look for one place at a time.
Mu Mingchen and Jiang Lan passed by, but they didn't see each other. Jiang Lan was in pain in his heart, and wiped his tears with a tissue without looking at what he had experienced. And Mu Mingchen never thought that this woman dressed in heavy makeup and very fashionable, with an out of place, her hat, long hair, and under her sunglasses, would be Jiang Lan's face.
So they didn't know it at all.
Could it be that Jiang Lan has really left, and she didn't even attend the wedding of the two people she cared about? Mu Mingchen felt a chill in his heart, and endless loss and endless loneliness surged into his heart. If he couldn't see her today, it means that he would be even more unlikely to see it in the future.
In this life, I had no chance to say "I'm sorry". Mu Mingchen stopped, his whole body became soft, and there was only unwillingness left in his eyes.
Jiang Lan walked too fast and ran into an old lady head-on. The old lady fell to the ground and said unforgivable: "Big belly, what are you doing? Shaking her big belly and staying at home and running out to hit someone!"
It was Jiang Lan who lowered his head and didn't look at the road, so he hit someone and hurriedly helped the old lady up and apologized: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's my fault, you're not hurt."
"Fortunately, I'm tough, otherwise how could I stand your collision!" The old lady stared at Jiang Lan, "Be careful next time, young people should not wear such heavy makeup, it looks awkward!"
"Yes, yes." Jiang Lan smiled at the old lady.
"Jiang Lan--" A familiar voice behind her was so scared that Jiang Lan was stunned. She didn't have to look back and heard that it was Mu Mingchen's voice. He was standing behind her, with the two people only a few centimeters apart.
Mu Mingchen came and heard her voice? When did it happen? Jiang Lan didn't have time to think too much, so he ran away. The faster the better, the farther the better. There were the sound of rapid footsteps behind him, and he caught up with him!
"Big belly, don't run away when you are pregnant!" The old lady shouted at Jiang Lan's back again.
Today is a big trouble for eight lifetimes. I was able to leave the wedding scene soon, but I met an annoying old lady and attracted the wolf Mu Mingchen. I had to speed up! I was so tired, my stomach hurts, and my physical strength was obviously not as good as my non-pregnant period.
Mu Mingchen chased after him, seeing her avoiding him like a devil, and felt ache again for no reason. He was afraid that Jiang Lan would fall accidentally, so he hurriedly rushed to the back and shouted: "Be careful, Lan'er, I know it's you, stop running away, I won't chase you!"
Jiang Lan stopped running, and she really couldn't run anymore. They were more than two meters away in the corridor of the hotel. When they heard no footsteps behind, Jiang Lan stopped to breathe. She was always alert, and as long as he moved, she would continue to escape.
I was almost blinded by the surface and never saw her again. It felt great to be able to meet her again. Mu Mingchen breathed a sigh of relief. Fortunately, I heard her voice so I recognized her: "Don't run away, you can't exert so hard now. I know you don't want to see me. I chased me and just wanted to say a few words to you. No matter what happens in the future, you are my Mu Mingchen's favorite woman!"
When Jiang Lan heard this, she didn't feel much. It was ridiculous to tell love to a man who didn't understand love. He could not use sweet words to deceive her sympathy. No, no, and even more so in the future!
"I'm sorry, it's me who deeply hurt you, Lan'er, it was all my fault before. For some reasons, I have closed my heart and unwilling to accept external feelings, so I don't know how to love someone. As you said, I'm just a selfish guy in love. Now I will slowly learn how to be really good to someone. If there is still a chance, I can do anything for you, stand behind you and protect you alone." He said this not to hope that she can forgive, or stay. He just wants to tell her the truest thoughts in his heart.
Jiang Lan walked forward step by step, frowning deeply. What was this demon saying, saying something she couldn't understand. Was he crazy? Her heartstrings were tightly tense. This man was really hateful. Until now, he still didn't forget to fight emotional tactics and scheming her. Mu Mingchen, you big bastard, it's useless to say anything!
"Lan'er, take care of her." Seeing her gradually moving away, Mu Mingchen did not pursue her anymore. He no longer cared about everything, just wanted her to live a good life. He grabbed the railing next to her with one hand and tried his best to control his surging feelings. He wanted to rush up and leave her, but he couldn't, and he was willing to let her go.
He had a premonition that he would never see her again after this parting. Perhaps she had completely disappeared into his world, one thousand ten thousand and ten thousand were reluctant to let go, and he felt heartbroken. He covered his chest, bleeding from his nostrils, and kept flowing. He didn't know why. Then he felt dizzy, dizzy and painful. Mu Mingchen's body fell down and fell to the ground.
"Hey, sir—" He happened to be seen by a passing waiter and hurriedly walked up.
Chapter completed!