268. Chapter 268 Heart's Choice 1
Hearing the word "Chen", Xiao Yifeng's movements stopped, as if he was in a thousand-year-old ice cellar, completely cold.
He realized that she didn't want to be his woman, and even when she was intimate with him just now, she couldn't help but think about Mu Mingchen, it was Mu Mingchen!
Yan Junyu realized that she shouldn't have mentioned Mu Mingchen just now. She opened her eyes and looked at Xiao Yifeng's cold eyes, grabbed Xiao Yifeng's arm and wanted to explain: "I'm sorry, Yifeng, I..."
Xiao Yifeng's mouth curled up gently and looked at Yan Junyu faintly. There was no vocabulary to describe his current mood. She pushed him into the bottom of the abyss that would never be restored with just one word. It turned out that no matter how much he tried, it would be in vain.
The deepest part of her heart was that man, so no matter what he did, he could not enter her sincerity. Xiao Yifeng's faint smile deeply hurt Yan Junyu's heart, and Yan Junyu held Xiao Yifeng's arm with his arms.
Xiao Yifeng broke free from her coldly. He quietly put on his clothes, looked back at her, and left the bedroom.
"Yi Feng--" Yan Junyu also quickly put on his nightgown and chased him out.
He sat on the sofa in the living room, raised his head and closed his eyes, leaning against the sofa.
Yan Junyu walked to Xiao Yifeng, saw his solemn brows, and sat beside him, and breathed for a long time: "I'm sorry, Yifeng."
He didn't need to apologize, nor did he want to hear these three words. Xiao Yifeng slowly opened his eyes and his eyes flashed slightly: "I thought you would completely belong to me tonight, as if I was too stupid and naive."
Yan Junyu felt even more uncomfortable when Xiao Yifeng looked like this. She gently wrapped her hands around him and hugged him: "No, I really want to be your woman, it's true!"
"Are you really sincere? Have you really loved it?" Xiao Yifeng looked at Yan Junyu with a strange and endless loss. She always gave him too much hope, but in the end she found only disappointment. The greater the hope, the greater the disappointment. The more he loved her, his heart would hurt now.
"I have promised to marry you. This is the best proof!" Yan Junyu raised his right hand and wore a diamond ring he personally wore for her not long ago - "Heart of Tears".
Xiao Yifeng suddenly held up Yan Junyu's body with both hands and shouted hard: "Yan Junyu, you have clearly promised me, you must forget Mu Mingchen, and then fall in love with me wholeheartedly! This is what you promised me in person, I have always believed it, but why do you want to deceive me?!"
He was very excited. Yan Junyu was frightened and hurriedly comforted him: "Yifeng, calm down, I didn't lie to you, I really didn't lie to you."
But just now she couldn't control her feelings and thoughts, but she thought of Mu Mingchen. Apart from saying sorry, she really didn't know what else she could say: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."
"Don't say 'sorry' to me anymore, I don't need these three words! Yan Junyu, do you know how cruel you are? I will give you my whole heart, but you have not fulfilled your promise to me at all!" Xiao Yifeng's eyes cold. He could not accept such feelings the most. The feelings he wanted must be wholeheartedly.
Xiao Yifeng told Yan Junyu a long time ago that the woman he wants to marry must be a woman who loves him very much, and loves him better than everything. It is also because he has been watching his parents' endless quarrels and even separation since childhood, which makes Xiao Yifeng so painful.
"I swear that my woman must love me, better than I love him. But now, I love you so much, there is only another man in your heart! If you only have him in your heart, then why do you lie to me and why do you still say you are willing to be my wife?" Xiao Yifeng yelled hard at Yan Junyu, "Answer me, why?!"
Xiao Yifeng grabbed Yan Junyu's shoulders tightly and shook her body. A heavy feeling of tenderness came from her shoulders.
"It's not like this. Can you listen to my explanation? Yifeng, I beg you to calm down first and listen to my explanation clearly." Yan Junyu was able to understand Xiao Yifeng's mood. "No one can replace our feelings over the past three years. How could I not be moved by you at all? You have to believe in me and yourself."
"Is that right? You are moved by me, but the only person you love is Mu Mingchen. Isn't that true?" This is a fact that Xiao Yifeng has always dared not admit, but what happened tonight forced him to accept this fact.
She was lying on the bed, he wanted to caress her, he wanted to be a real couple with her, but she couldn't help but shout out her ex-husband's name. They had only been divorced for a month, but they gave each other their hearts to each other, and the others could not integrate into it at all.
"I know Mu Mingchen has given a lot for you and changed a lot for you? So what about me, Xiao Yifeng? What I have given and changed for you and can't be as much for you as Mu Mingchen, and less than him?" Xiao Yifeng asked Yan Junyu with tears, tears rolling in his eyes.
Xiao Yifeng is willing to give up everything he has for Yan Junyu. He will not give less than Mu Mingchen. He can accept all the past that tolerate her and is willing to love her without reservation. Because of this, Yan Junyu is very clear about this, so she has no way to reject him and cannot hurt him.
No matter how tired or tired Yan Junyu was at work, she would not refuse any request from Xiao Yifeng and was willing to cook a table of delicious dishes at home like a little wife waiting for him to come back.
But no matter what Yan Junyu did, she couldn't explain her feelings for Mu Mingchen. She gently held Xiao Yifeng's hand: "Yifeng, give me some more time, I can definitely do it, forget him!"
"It's been three years, you can't forget him!" The anger made Xiao Yifeng lose his mind and roared, "Didn't you say he is a demon? But why do you still fall in love with that demon?"
Yan Junyu couldn't help but say something to Mu Mingchen: "There is no perfect person. He used to be a demon, but now he is not. He is also worthy of love and happiness. He now has Gu Qingru. My feelings for him are also temporary..."
Xiao Yifeng smiled again, and a drop of clear tears flowed down: "It seems that his position in your heart is very good. At this time, you still choose to speak for him."
Time is not that Xiao Yifeng doesn’t want to give it anymore, but he is really worried that no matter how much time he gives it, it will be in vain. He is afraid that he will never get into the position that Yan Junyu loves most in his heart.
If I didn't love you, it wouldn't hurt now. Xiao Yifeng sneered and said, "Actually, I don't blame you, I really don't blame you. If I want to blame you, I should blame myself, myself..."
Chapter completed!