It hurts, she has never felt like she is now, and her bones are about to be peeled off.

Why do the people she loves eventually leave her? Dad is like this, mother is like this, and now... Xu Jinteng no longer belongs to her.

No, she never really owned him! He is not hers!

If she had known that loving someone would be so painful, she would rather... she hadn't learned to love at the beginning.

...

One day after Zhaozhao came to Yanagawa District, she made an appointment with Bai Qiu to meet in a restaurant.

She pushed open the door of the private room in the restaurant, and Bai Qiu was indeed sitting there waiting for her.

Seeing Zhao Zhao coming in, Bai Qiu stood up to greet her, stretched out his hand, looking mixed with emotion.

Zhaozhao was not grateful, and sat directly opposite her, staring at her with wide eyes and looking at her unscrupulously. Her scrutiny eyes were like trying to make two holes in her body.

"Shoot..." Bai Qiu was the first to speak, and she could hear her voice trembling slightly, but... she was trying to keep calm. "I know you will be very angry, but... you came to me this time to listen to my explanation?"

"Bai Qiu?" Zhao Zhaozhao sneered coldly, "Xu Jingbai, you are so cruel!"

"Look at it."

"Don't call me my name!" A complicated emotion rose in her heart, not disgust or joy. In short, she didn't like this woman who suddenly called her in such a kind tone, and she was not worthy.

Before finding Bai Qiu again, she had fantasized about how her mother looked after she left countless times. It was very hard and lonely. Maybe she lived every day in her longing for her and her grandmother?

However, when I see Bai Qiu now, it is not what she imagined. She lives well, beautiful and elegant, with men who love her, nanny cares for her, and a wealthy life.

She lives so well, but she didn't think about going back to see her young daughter and her old mother. It's ridiculous!

"Okay, I won't call your name..." Bai Qiu's eyes filled with a strong sense of sadness, "You have grown up after not meeting for such a long time."

"Yes, my parents are not around, so I've grown up like other children. It's amazing, right?"

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have left you behind, but I had no choice but to come up with this bad decision. It's also right for you to blame me."

"I'll just ask you one thing, how did Dad die?"

Bai Qiu's expression suddenly stopped, and his eyes suddenly moved away from her body and became distant. The secret buried more than ten years ago was about to be revealed, as if a scabbed wound was torn, and his whole body was filled with blunt and heavy pain.

"Your dad... committed suicide."

"Suicide?" Zhao Zhaozhao sneered a few times, her expression was extremely angry, "If a person wants to commit suicide, will he smash his head? Why should he suffer such a crime?"

"He just committed suicide. He had depression. He was a violent maniac. He had been very sick for a long time! He came back that day and drank too much, so he smashed his head with a bottle and chopped himself."

"You're talking nonsense, my dad has no depression!" Zhao Zhao slapped the table with a heavy palm, aggravating the sound.

Bai Qiu grinned, "You are still so young, of course I don't remember."
Chapter completed!