523. Chapter 521 Do you need feelings for a broken life?
Situ Qingqing originally felt that she was desperate, but Ye Xin's pardon made her suddenly feel like she had grabbed a life-saving straw. She ran upstairs without saying a word. The corridor was too dark and scary.
A scent of corrupt garbage came to her face, and she covered her nose and complained: "It's so dirty here."
"Slum, how clean do you think it will be?" Ye Xin regretted it instantly. He shouldn't have suddenly felt soft-hearted and let her come up!
Situ Qingqing heard Ye Xin’s tone was not kind, and suddenly realized that she shouldn’t say such things as looking down on him. She quickly explained: “I don’t mean that, don’t think too much…”
"Okay, come here quickly." Ye Xin greeted her like a pet.
Situ Qingqing followed happily, but the young lady was completely dissatisfied.
Ye Xin opened the exposed emergency light bulb at the door and opened the iron door with the key, as if the seal that had been sealed for many years had been opened. Qingqing even saw tiny dust and insects flying up.
The room was a bedroom and a living room, and the living room was full of all kinds of things. Ye Xin kicked away the garbage at her feet and walked over without hesitation. Situ Qingqing stood there and wandered. This... can this live in someone?
This is clearly filthy!
"Why, I think it's dirty?" Ye Xin put down the guitar as if she was self-deprecating. "Sorry, I live in the garbage every day. It's better if you can see my essence, so as not to be inexplicably fanatical to me."
Situ Qingqing shook her head, suddenly her nose felt sore, and she whispered: "I think you live a very hard life."
"Is that right?" Ye Xin shrugged, not caring about it. "It was even harder when I was young, and it was also harder when I hid. Since my parents died, I never had to live like a mouse again."
His tone could not hear any sorrow, but this was the greatest sorrow.
Ye Xin brought his enemy Situ Qingqing to his home that he had never been to, and couldn't explain why. Maybe for a moment, he suddenly wanted to understand alone and walk in alone.
But this person should not be impossible for him to understand him, Situ Qingqing, who lives in two worlds.
"I'll go take a shower, you can find any place to stay. I only have one bed." He made way and pointed to his pretty neat room for her.
"Didn't you live with your grandma or with your grandma?"
"She has Alzheimer's disease, and I can't take care of her. I sent her to the nursing home a while ago." Ye Xin kicked the can under her kick and answered lightly.
Situ Qingqing suddenly felt even more sad. Why can Ye Xin say these clearly heartbreaking things so natural? No, she felt that he was just pretending to be strong, and once this tense string was broken, it would never be tied.
Life alone is very hard, right? He has to take care of everything himself, and he has to make money during the day and at night. So he pays all the money his grandmother has in the nursing home. No wonder he works so hard...
Why doesn’t my second brother understand him? He is so hard and so kind...
She sniffed and suddenly asked, "Ye Xin, can I stay here to take care of you?"
Ye Xin was stunned, took off her coat and said, "I don't need anyone's sympathy."
"I'm not sympathizing, I'm just..."
"Just pitiful? Feeling sad? In my eyes, it is no different from sympathy. You imagine yourself as a savior and think that helping me is doing good things. I know too much about people like you, and I don't need it."
After saying this, he took the towel and went into the small bathroom, without giving Situ Qingqing any chance to explain or argue.
Situ Qingqing stood beside the bed blankly and recalled what Ye Xin had just said. She wanted to say that she didn't think so. She wanted to say that Ye Xin protected herself in a shell like a crab. No matter if anyone wanted to help him or harm him, as long as he stretched out his hand, he would forcefully pinch the other party.
The reason why crabs need to protect themselves is because their heart is too soft. I believe Ye Xin's heart is like this, right?
The sound of water rushing in the bathroom came, but Situ Qingqing had no idea of being distracted. She frowned and stared at the messy clothes that had been washed and unwashed in the room, staring at the pile of randomly discarded debris, and always felt that she should do something.
At this moment, Ye Xin was in the bathroom and was extremely conflicted. He was unsure of what to do with Situ Qingqing.
He had to admit that he seemed to have thought wrong before. In his eyes, Situ Qingqing's positioning has always been an unlearning, ruthless and unreasonable Situ family's eldest daughter was protected by the brainless Situ family. She was the sister of the enemy who forced his parents to death, and a pawn he wanted to use for revenge.
But this piece seemed... very kind, her heart was good, and she was sincere to him.
No, maybe she is pitying herself, isn't it? She has nothing worthy of her liking, she is useless, and is completely from two worlds with her, and she will not have any true feelings for herself. Everything is just her temporary freshness!
I was confused and thought about it in a daze. Before I knew it, half an hour passed.
Ye Xin came to her senses, turned off the faucet, put on her clothes and went out, he stood in the living room and was stunned-
Is this my own home?
This is too... neat, right?
Situ Qingqing was like a hardworking little bee, sweating heavily in the house. She sorted everything out of categories and cleaned up three large plastic bags just for garbage.
"Have you washed?" Situ Qingqing pointed at the fruits of his labor like offering treasures, "Look, how are I doing for you?"
Ye Xin stared at her coldly: "Who told you to touch my stuff?"
Situ Qingqing was so scared by his fierce attitude that he was extremely aggrieved - he was obviously doing good things, why did he... so fierce that he wanted to eat people?
"Get out if you think it's messy!" Ye Xin threw a vicious sentence, and slammed the bedroom door with a "bang", leaving Situ Qingqing alone outside the door.
Situ Qingqing was completely shocked. She didn't understand why things turned out like this. Yes, it was true that she touched his things, but those were all garbage. Can garbage be used as treasures?
Ye Xin locked herself in the bedroom, her heart was in a mess - damn, how could she treat herself like this? Don't touch her own things! He doesn't need it!
He doesn't need anyone's care! He doesn't need anyone's care! He can take care of himself alone! He can live a good life! Better than anyone imagined!
His own life doesn't want to be broken by anyone, anyone!
He never thought that he would like someone in his life, nor did he want to give true feelings to anyone. Does a life of giving up requires feelings?
No need at all.
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Chapter completed!