Why is his relationship like this?

Before meeting sweetheart, he never believed in marriage or love. He wanted to live a single life for a lifetime, or simply marry someone satisfied with his father and go home to fulfill his obligation to pass on the family line.

Later, when he met sweetheart, he would occasionally think - what would it be like if he suddenly lived a life where he could see her every day?

His selfish desires gradually expanded. He began to not only want to see her every day, but even want to eat the food she cooked every day, and could hold her to sleep every day. When these thoughts that shouldn't have appeared in his mind one by one, he was always calm and hesitant to plan his life perfectly.

Sweetheart is hardly helpful to him except to drag him down. He has to follow her endless heart every day, not only asking for trouble but also causing trouble, but this is not the most terrible thing.

The most terrifying thing was that she made him, the soldier, feel greedy for life and fear of death.

He lived without worries for a while. Even if he died one day, he would just treat it as a mother he had never met. But now it is different. When he picked up his gun a few days ago, he suddenly thought, what if the gun went crazy?

Once you have concern in your heart, you can no longer make a decisive decision with a willingness to make a decision. He knows how fatal this is during the execution of the task. A moment of hesitation can make him die.

It is precisely because of these complex factors that he cannot accept being with Sweetheart, and he is afraid that one day he will drag her down.

He kept silent, sweetheart lay on the side and worried. She didn't understand why Qinglang didn't agree to be with her. He clearly... clearly liked her...

Does he suspect that he is not...

Thinking of this, she suddenly got up, knelt in front of Situ Qinglang, and said seriously, word by word: "I have never been touched."

Situ Qinglang turned his gaze and looked in surprise. The light vaguely came out of the window. He couldn't see how much courage sweetheart was plucking up to say this.

"I've given you my first kiss..." Sweetheart bit her lower lip, and she was almost suffocating to hold the corner of her clothes, "Qinglang... I, I want to be with you."

The more she said this, the more he could not face it. The drunkenness gradually faded away. He began to regret his previous confession. His eyes were dodging and he was about to stand up: "I'm back, you can sleep well by yourself."

"cool and bright!"

Sweetheart felt hot and suddenly did something she would never dare to think about in her life!

She actually pulled off her nightgown and rushed towards Situ Qinglang like a little loach. She directly threw him off the bed and pressed him onto the floor, and then sat on his chest.

"Sweetheart, you're crazy!" Situ Qinglang was in a panic in an instant. The alcohol that had not yet completely faded was honestly motivated the hormones in his body in front of her beautiful body. He hurriedly dragged the quilt from the bed and covered her with a roar, "Do you know that the consequences of doing this will be serious! Who asked you to take off your clothes in front of others!"
Chapter completed!