Li Ruoyun's words shocked Carry, because the gap between this beautiful, lovely and well-behaved rich girl and him was really huge. It's not that he didn't feel it for this school beauty who bought him breakfast for three years! He had done it for himself

I was so excited to be my roommate with this beautiful school beauty that I couldn't sleep for several nights.

However, when he really faced her love, he was defeated by his own cowardice. In the days to come, he even thought that that beautiful first love was over, and he took it for granted that their lives would never be the same.

We will meet! This beautiful school beauty, my first girlfriend back then, is just a passerby in my life.

However, at this time, the love that had been suppressed by low self-esteem and cowardice came back to life! He really didn't expect that Li Ruoyun would suffer so much and endure so much pain for him! He also really didn't expect that she would be so affectionate.

Love yourself.

He patted Li Ruoyun's back gently with concern and said softly: "Ruoyun, I don't hate you! To be honest, I used to be complacent about being your deskmate! I have been touched countless times by you and me buying breakfast,

I also liked you very much at that time! Really! But I just didn’t dare to love you! Because the gap between us was too big at that time. You were smart and beautiful! You were excellent in both character and learning! You had countless suitors! But what about me?

My parents are just forestry workers! If I can’t succeed in my studies, then I will be nothing!”

"Do you still remember the first time you bought me breakfast in the first year of high school? I threw the breakfast you bought me back at you, saying that I would not eat food given by others! You scolded me for being fake and pretending to be noble.

Deep! In fact, I am not noble, nor do I pretend to be deep. I have low self-esteem! This is a kind of inferiority from the heart! I was naive at the time and thought you were giving me charity! It was an insult to me!"

"But you still kept buying me breakfast! Every time you coaxed me to eat breakfast, and kept telling me about the harm of not eating breakfast to the body! It would be a lie to say that I am not touched! That's why I continue to

I reject your two expressions of love! I am unwilling to accept your love under those circumstances! I hope that one day, I can stand on an equal footing with you and accept your love generously!"

"The confession in the blackboard love letter made me think that you were just showing up again and wanted to use this method to violate my self-esteem! That's why I rejected you and said without hesitation that I will never love you.

The words of a woman who doesn’t love herself! Really! I didn’t want to hurt you! I didn’t even think that I would make you commit suicide! This was really not my intention! I really didn’t know that my impulse back then would make you commit suicide.

So many years of pain! All these years, I have been living with guilt and regret!"

"I thought time would smooth everything out! I thought I could forget you! But over the years I have never been able to do it! My parents and colleagues have also introduced me to many people, but I just can't help but compare you to

When they compare, no matter how much they compare, they feel they are not as good as you! But..."

Caring and Li Ruoyun have never had such a candid and direct communication since the "blackboard love letter incident". This also allowed Caring to resolve the knot that had accumulated in his heart for many years. He originally wanted to tell Li Ruoyun that although he also loved her deeply, but

It was already too late. He already had his lover, and she also had her own family and children. It was impossible for them to be together again. Before she could finish her words, she was blocked by Li Ruoyun's soft and wet lips.

The following.

Caring had a spiritual connection with Li Ruoyun by chance, which meant that Li Ruoyun's neurological reactions and physiological feelings could be analyzed by Caring if he wanted to. At this time, Caring was also in the midst of this single-line unconscious connection.

middle.

Therefore, Li Ruoyun's passionate kiss not only had his own physical sensation for him, but also transmitted Li Ruoyun's own feelings. This double stimulation almost made him lose his concern.

However, he soon came to his senses, pushed away the confused Li Ruoyun, and then said apologetically: "Ruoyun, I haven't said anything yet. After I finish speaking, you can decide whether you want to be with me or not."

together"

Then, Caring told Li Ruoyun everything they could and could not say about Ye Keran who accidentally saved Ye Keran but fell into the sinkhole, and Yuan Ding Yu'er and others, including the current affairs with Ye Keran and Wang Rushui.

They all told the truth one by one.

While Li Ruoyun was telling the story about concern, her emotions gradually calmed down, and she listened quietly to the story about concern. She did not interrupt to ask questions, but her expression kept changing. She completely believed the story about concern, because the story about Shangqingqiao

She was one of the witnesses to the Superman incident.

Finally, Caring also tactfully reminded Li Ruoyun that she already had a family and children, and it would be inappropriate to maintain such an ambiguous relationship with him. I hope she would consider it carefully.

Li Ruoyun fell silent after listening to Caring's words. While she was happy that Caring could have all kinds of adventures, she was also sad to hear that he already had three women. It was Caring that was the spiritual pillar that supported her all these years.

, which allowed her to survive.

But at this time, she was confused. She didn't blame the three women for stealing her lover, because each of the three of them could be a helper of concern, and each of them was excellent, while she was just a bankrupt old woman.

.She has no competitiveness with them at all. Especially the last sentence of concern made her feel very wronged. She felt that caring was a disdain for herself.

Of course, Li Ruoyun's chaotic thoughts couldn't hide from Caring. When he was about to enlighten Li Ruoyun again, he saw her smile miserably and said: "Caring, do you dislike me? Do you think I am a casual woman?"

Regardless of whether we can be together or not, there is one thing I have to tell you. Do you still remember that class reunion four years ago?"

Having said this, Li Ruoyun stopped talking and stared closely into concerned eyes.

Caring didn't know why Li Ruoyun mentioned that party. He looked at Li Ruoyun in confusion. Li Ruoyun was slightly disappointed, but she didn't make him wait any longer and continued: "It was this hotel where you got drunk that night.

, this is also the room that I sent you up with the help of Yang Bin! After Yang Bin left, you said a lot, which is similar to what you said to me today. Do you have any impression? "

Caring tried hard to recall the scene at that time, but nothing came to mind, so he had to say: "I had just been expelled from the army that day. I was in a bad mood and drank too much. I only remembered what happened when I was drinking with everyone.

I don’t remember anything after that. I have no memory of arriving at the hotel. I only found myself in the hotel when I woke up the next day.”

Caring's answer made Li Ruoyun very sad. Her emotions became excited again, and she yelled at Caring with a look of resentment: "Then let me tell you, you raped me that night! On this bed, you raped me regardless of my resistance.

You want me! When I left crying in the middle of the night, you were fast asleep! Regardless of the pain and ridicule I endured when I gave birth to a child out of wedlock, do you understand the difficulty of living alone with a child? What qualifications do you have to come here?

Dislike me? What qualifications do you have? Just say it!"

Li Ruoyun's words were like a thunderbolt from the sky, causing Carry to be stunned. After a few seconds, he asked in disbelief: "What? We have a child?"

Li Ruoyun's tears kept falling down her cheeks like water. She took a deep breath, calmed down her mood, and said in a cold tone: "You are my first man, and also my only man in these years, no

Who else will your child be? Believe it or not! But it doesn’t matter now! Because you are not worthy of being a father at all! I have the ability to support my daughter, and you don’t have to be afraid that I will use my daughter to blackmail you.

!You and your women have a good time, bye!"

After Li Ruoyun said that, he opened the door and walked out quickly. Caring hurriedly caught up with her and grabbed her: "Ruoyun, where are you going? Don't act recklessly!"

Li Ruoyun waved Caring's arm and said with a sad smile: "Haha, would I mess around for an irresponsible man? Would I seek death for a lost past and a relationship that should not be cherished at all? Caring, you are too much

You think highly of yourself!"

After Li Ruoyun finished speaking, he quickly walked towards the elevator.

Caring hurriedly stopped her and was about to explain the misunderstanding to her, but Li Ruoyun didn't want to give Caring a chance to explain. Instead, he yelled angrily: "Stop following me! Or I'll call the police!"

Li Ruoyun's sharp roar made many guests in the rooms on this floor open their doors to check. He smiled at everyone with concern and embarrassment, and once again caught up with Li Ruoyun who had already entered the elevator and said: "Ruoyun, I won't follow you.

, please stop shouting, okay? You really misunderstood me. I don’t dislike you. I know you may disagree, but now I don’t pray for you to believe it. This is my business card. Please calm down.

Be sure to contact me!”

Caring said as he handed one of his business cards to Li Ruoyun, and then let go of the elevator door. However, the moment the elevator door closed, Li Ruoyun threw Carry's business card at Caring's face.

After picking up the business card with concern and helplessness, he did not pursue Li Ruoyun again. He understood that it was not the time yet, so he just focused on Li Ruoyun with his thoughts. He did not withdraw his thoughts until she took a taxi home and cried with her daughter in her arms.

Caring calmed down and thought about Li Ruoyun's words. Although there were still some doubts, he believed that Li Ruoyun was not telling lies, because Li Ruoyun, who had a spiritual connection with Caring, could not deceive Caring at all.
Chapter completed!