Chapter 118 The relationship breaks down

"You are still young. You don't understand what love is, and you don't understand why I do this."

He paused, sighed in a low voice, and smiled as if he was self-deprecating: "Because I love you, I want to protect you. You are not sensible. I will wait until you are sensible. I want you to see more

After a wonderful world, make your choice.”

Li Qizhi said, looking down at her, with some tears in his eyes, he reached out and touched her cheek gently, his tone was very gentle: "But I am also burdened with pressure, I am better than you

I am older. I am already thirty years old this year. I have to face the pressure from my family and the possible opposition from your brother. I will also be tired. However, I just want a promise from you, even if it is deception...

"

Because I love you, I would rather bear the infamy and responsibility; and because I love you, I cannot bear your pain.

However, when he faces these pressures, he also needs an arm to accompany him and a motivation to keep him going.

Cheng Suiran opened her mouth, wanting to argue something, but her throat felt like it was choked with cotton. She couldn't make a sound and could only stare blankly at the man in front of her, her eyes suddenly burning up.

"Don't cry." Li Qizhi knelt down and wiped away her tears gently: "Crying, I feel bad."

Cheng Suiran lowered her eyes to look at him, her eyes filled with tears, blurring her vision. She shook her head and choked softly: "I'm sorry..."

Li Qizhi curled his lips and smiled, his eyes full of reluctance, but he still reluctantly said: "Of course, I will also be afraid. What will happen when you see the world and don't want me anymore? Wait until five or ten years later,

What should I do if you dislike me for being old?"

"No way..."

Cheng Suiran vaguely guessed what he was going to say, and couldn't help but throw herself into his arms, hugging his neck tightly, her voice a little unclear due to crying: "Li Qizhi, I love you,

It’s never been a vague liking, can you believe me?”

"I trust you."

Li Qizhi hugged her gently and slowly closed his eyes, his eyes trembling uncontrollably: "But there are too many uncertain factors in the future. You can't use your future as a bet, and I can't afford to bet...

…”

"Then what do you mean?" Cheng Suiran raised his eyes and stared at his face blankly. His brows were full of exhaustion. It turned out that he was just calm and relaxed on the outside, but actually he was in extreme torment inside.

She looked distressed and said softly: "Li Qizhi, if you are really anxious to get married, then I am willing. We can go get the certificate tomorrow."

Listening to her words, Li Qizhi only felt that his heart became more and more sour and helpless. His eyes flashed slightly and his voice was low and hoarse: "Of course, what I want is not your compromise. Since ancient times, the world has been able to achieve both ends, and live up to the Tathagata."

There is no way to live up to you. In the past, I thought too highly of myself. I always simply thought, after you see the world, if you still choose to return to my arms, then everyone will be happy..."

As he spoke, a line of tears rolled down from the corner of his eyes. He rolled his Adam's apple and continued: "But now I'm afraid. I have no confidence in myself. I'm afraid that after you see the world, you will meet someone better."

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"Then I won't go and see it, okay?" Cheng Suiran stared at his handsome face, tears dripping down his cheeks and falling on his fingertips: "Li Qizhi, don't say these words anymore..."

"Don't cry."

Li Qizhi wiped away the tears on her cheeks and tried to be as calm as possible, but still couldn't help but tremble: "Of course, love is never about taking the other person as your own using despicable means. I can't be so selfish. For

I want to ruin your future by getting you. I love you, so I can’t do that, and I will never do that.”

Every word he said seemed to hit her heart. Cheng Suiran bit her lip tightly, feeling as if her heart was being pulled hard.

"Li Qizhi, I love you..." She lowered her eyes and looked at him with misty eyes: "Please wait for me, I will definitely not fall in love with anyone else..."

He was her secret love throughout her teenage years, the first person her heart fell in love with, and the person who treated her in every possible way. With Li Qizhi in front of her, how could she possibly fall in love with someone else.

Li Qizhi looked at her and raised his hand to wipe away the remaining tears on her face. After a long time, he slowly murmured: "Of course, let our relationship return to the starting point. After you have seen the beauty of the world, if you still

If you like me, then we will get married."

Hearing his words, Cheng Suiran suddenly became excited: "Back to the starting point? Are you the brother and I the sister?"

Li Qizhi's breath froze, and then he pursed his lips and said nothing.

Cheng Suiran took a deep breath, his tears could no longer be held back, he sobbed softly, hugged him, and wanted to kiss him: "Li Qizhi, I don't want to go back to the starting point, I don't want to be your sister, I love you, this

It's never a lie, do you believe it, okay..."

Li Qizhi avoided her kiss and hugged her into his arms: "Of course, stop making trouble and be obedient."

"I didn't make a fuss..."

Cheng Suiran cried sadly, his eyes were red, and he struggled out of his arms, choking and saying: "I have loved you since I was seventeen years old. Now I am twenty years old. For three years, I have never loved you more."

Change, isn’t this enough to prove my determination?”

"Of course..." Li Qizhi looked at her with complicated eyes, not knowing what to do for a moment.

"Okay, if none of this proves my love for you, then I admit it." Cheng Suiran sniffed, trying to calm down, and asked anxiously: "Then when we are just brother and sister, if you

If you meet a better and more suitable girl, will you marry her?"

He wouldn't. He had already met such a beautiful and pure woman, so how could he fall in love with someone else again? His heart and tenderness had all been given to her, so how could he give some of it to others?

But he also understood the little girl's temperament. If he didn't speak more ruthlessly, how could the little girl give up so easily during this period? Her thoughts were very simple, and she would only use the simplest and most extreme method to tie them up.

relationship between.

He was afraid that if one day he couldn't stand the little girl's initiative and had an impulse, the little girl would regret it, so he had to cut off all the little girl's thoughts now.

"meeting……"

"Crack!"

A crisp and loud slap suddenly echoed throughout the room.

Cheng Suiran's face was pale and tears were streaming down his face, while Li Qizhi turned his face sideways and did not come to his senses for a long time.

"Li Qizhi, your love is nothing more than this. Your love is also full of hypocrisy and distrust!" Her voice was choked with sadness, "I am not getting younger by the day. You cannot bear it.

Stop the pressure, it’s you who want to get married, it’s you who doesn’t want to wait for me, it’s you who abandoned me!”

Listening to her accusations, Li Qizhi did not refute, but just forced the bitterness from his eyes away.

"Brother and sister relationship?" Cheng Suiran sneered, tremblingly took out his phone, deleted all his contact information in front of him, and roared: "I have a brother, I don't need you to be my brother, I don't care about it

!Don’t you just want to draw a clear line with me? Okay, I will definitely not have any more entanglements with you from now on!"

Li Qizhi: Who understands my suffering?

Rabbit: I understand! ()
Chapter completed!