But only she seemed to have a completely different meaning to him. She clearly saw from his eyes that when she was facing the newly married concubine, there was a touch of warmth in her eyes, who was always cold and harsh.

This is what she tried her best to get.

But now it seems that she can't get it. Because he has given it to other women.

What should she do? What can she do? She hated her and killed her. She had used these methods before. But this time, she was really scared.

She was afraid that he would hate her for the rest of her life. But what she was even more afraid of seemed not to be this. What was it? For a moment, she herself didn't know.

When she returned home outside, it was already very late. Xiao Jinyan rushed to see her, so she didn't bother to go back to change clothes in her room. She only wore court clothes during the day and entered Qinshuixuan's door.

"I heard you went to Jinsexuan in the morning, but you were tired? Look at you, your face was a little bad." He pushed aside the snow-colored bead curtain, causing a rippling ripples in the gauze. Seeing Roujia lying on the bed to rest, he leaned down and tucked the brocade quilt for her. The lace woven with three golden threads was luxurious and dazzling, and the peony pictures on both sides were showing his mood. He smiled and said softly: "Qinglian and the others have stewed soup for you. Can I help you get up and drink a few sips?"

Roujia opened her eyes lazily. She had never left the door since Jinsexuan came back. It was strange that her first pregnancy reaction was particularly severe. Not only did she feel nauseous and vomiting from time to time, dizziness, but she even had symptoms of lethargy. However, every time she woke up, she was still sleepy and weak all over, and even felt that it was hard to walk a few more steps.

However, seeing him so considerate and caring, she was still happy, so she nodded, reached out to close her hair with her scattered temples, and said, "Well, I slept this time, it turned out that it was dark outside. Why are you back so late? Have you had a meal?"

Xiao Jinyan replied, "I ate some snacks in the afternoon, but I'm not hungry yet. You get up later, let's eat together." After that, he reached out to take the porcelain bowl brought by the maid, scooped the soup with spoonfuls of it, and fed her some unfamiliarly and patiently.

It was not until he saw her frowning and shaking his head to signal that he handed the bowl aside and helped her and said, "But I feel disgusting? It's so strange. How could your reaction be so great? Once upon a time..."

He said this, suddenly felt something was wrong and hurriedly stopped. After sitting on the bed and retching for a few times, Roujia only vomited some clear water from the porcelain bowl that Qinghe brought, but her face turned pale even more. Seeing that tears were coming out of the corners of her eyes, Xiao Jinyan said with pain: "Why don't this boy feel sorry for his mother so much? When he is born in the future, I must teach him a good lesson."

Roujia glanced at him weakly and said, "I'm still so young now, who knows whether it's a man or a woman? If you want a son like this, if you're born with a daughter, would you be very disappointed?"
Chapter completed!