Bi Fei looked at me blankly: "Xiaofeng, why are you so ruthless to me?"

"My heart is dead. [ ] Two years ago, after Bino fell down the river, my heart was dead. You know better than anyone else. If it weren't for the sake of the child... maybe I'd left with Bino."

He sighed.

"Emotional matters really cannot be forced. I know that I am in pain, but I still can't let go of your hands. You can rest!"

He left sadly.

He lay in the study and I closed the bedroom door tightly.

In my heart, I can’t tell what kind of feelings I have for Bi Fei.

Although he was cruel and ruthless, he was kind to me and never forced me to do anything.

Moreover, although we have a little bit of a husband and wife life, he will not force me. He thinks but I refuse. He will use cold water alone to extinguish his enthusiasm.

I am very grateful to him at this point.

He also followed his promise and no longer had any violence against me, and he respected each other as guests.

But I am still unhappy, maybe I ask too much.

Maybe I still hate the game he must hold.

When I was only one step away from happiness, it was him who destroyed my happiness with his own hands.

At night, it was windy.

I heard Bi Fei's cough and felt guilty in my heart.

The study is deserted, not as warm as the bedroom.

However, I still made up my mind to not care about him because I didn't want to give him any hope.

When the child is older, I may still leave him.

Besides, I seemed to have a different relationship with Mu Feng.

This is the only man I feel after Bino. I don’t know why. Even though I know it shouldn’t be and it’s impossible, I still can’t help but want to contact him more.

I don't understand myself like this either.

Maybe everyone has their own unknown side!

The next day, Bi Fei had a fever indeed, so I asked a family doctor to treat him and took medicine.

Seeing that he was really sick, he felt pitiful and took him into my bedroom to take care of him.
Chapter completed!