Bi Nuo held Zuo Qing's hand: "It's my fault. My world is closed to you, so you won't understand me. [ ] Xiaoqing, I am a very rational man. I know what kind of person I want and what kind of life I want. Indeed, you are right. I am too close to Xiaofeng and may threaten my revenge, so I know how to deal with it. But it does not mean that I have to give up my love for this. You won't understand my relationship with Xiaofeng. In fact, the best way to keep me is to leave nothing and do my duty silently, so I can see it. I am a selfish man. I will not be with her because of a woman's infinite dedication to me. I will not betray my feelings because of guilt."

Zuo Qing felt his mind sinking little by little: "No, don't leave me, Binuo, are you angry? Just because of my mistake, did you decide to abandon me? Do you really don't love me at all?"

She looked at this handsome, elegant and gloomy man, he was so sad, and how much she wanted to ignite his torch of happiness.

But no matter how much I give, I can't enter his inner world.

This is her sorrow.

"Xiaoqing, what I like, respect, and thank you, but not love. I know very well what I have done to you, it is a completely different emotion from Xiaofeng. I have experienced too much with Xiaofeng. It is not something anyone can compare with. I have never concealed this feeling from you. Even if I can't be with Xiaofeng in my life, I will not give this love to anyone else. Do you understand?"

Zuo Qing said: "I understand, Binuo, as long as you don't leave me, it doesn't matter if you don't love me."

"Have you forgotten our initial agreement? You said that I can leave at any time. Xiaoqing, I beg you not to put pressure on me. If I put pressure on me, I will leave you, because I, Binuo, will never wrong myself because of others. Even if my path to revenge will become difficult, I will still stick to my own decision."
Chapter completed!