He suddenly reached out his hand, and I quickly turned my head: "What are you doing? You said you can't touch me! It seems that men's words cannot be believed."

But he wiped my mouth: "Where did you think of it? I am not a heavy-tasting person, it's stinky. Who wants to take advantage of you? You can believe my words. Even if I am by your side and protect you to sleep, you can fall asleep with peace of mind. Bi Ye and I are completely different people."

I nodded slightly: "Biye also promised me that if I didn't want to, he wouldn't force me, but... when I was married to you, he threatened me as the object of the deal and got me, and it was also the reason why you and me broke up with me. Then I had a psychological shadow on him. Later, his violence and harm to me made me even more distrust him. Now he said that for me to be a new person, I was observing him, but I didn't expect that he wanted children again... Excellent men are also changeable, making women feel insecure."

Bi Tian held my hand: "I can wait for you. As long as you give me a glimmer of hope, I can wait for you for the rest of my life."

"Bi Tian, ​​I can't give you a promise. That day, Liu Ye told me what she said in her heart. She said that she was actually very uncomfortable when men outside, because she was torturing you and herself. She didn't love those men at all, and she couldn't stand your indifference to her. Bi Tian, ​​have you ever thought about it? Maybe you were using cold domestic violence against her, so she lived so painfully."

Bi Tian nodded, a trace of sadness flew across his eyes: "I also reflected on myself. I know that I was using cold violence against her, but first, because I don't love her, she forced me to marry her, and second, she has been constantly looking for men, which has made me bear the feeling of humiliation. I feel that what I owe her, I have also returned it to her."

I shed tears: "The whole society condemns mistresses. In fact, we understand in our hearts that we can't be the mistresses of each other's marriage. We just put the other person in the most sacred corner of our hearts, and no one can replace the other person. However, it is not our responsibility, but the people around us have been deeply hurt by you and me now, and we can't go back to their feelings. Feelings are complex and changeable, and they can't be measured by right and wrong."

He lowered his head, suddenly held up my face, and gently wiped away my tears for me: "Maybe your existence and my existence are to soothe each other's wounded hearts. This is no longer ordinary love, but more like the feeling of relatives. You and I are relatives. They are destined to be passers-by in our lives, Chuchu, I just need you to be more determined by me, I won't force you, but don't destroy my inner hope for you with your own hands, don't let me despair. Now I have taken fame, wealth and wealth a lot. If I were not you, I would be the richest man in the world, so what? I am not happy, and family is the source of happiness!"

Yes, we are all too poor now. In the eyes of others, I have a husband who loves my prodigal son and turns back. I am obedient to me, but only Bi Tian knows the pain in my heart.

I endured humiliation so much because of my inner guilt towards Bi Ye. I can't give him love. No matter how hard he tries to change himself or how he caters to me, I will never love him again. I have never loved him before. Even if I marry him, I was just to forget Bi Tian and heal his wounds. I also know that I am a selfish woman.
Chapter completed!