What should I do? Is this my destiny?

Since being raped by Zhang Jin, my body has never had any contact with men again. [ ]

Once a man showed their intimacy, I had goose bumps all over my body and thought of what happened in the asylum.

The harm Zhang Jin has hurt me is a psychological shadow for my life. I have thought about finding a psychologist, but I am always ashamed to speak up.

Liming has been with me as my elder brother. Although I promised to marry him in the future, I was still not sure that I could recover my feelings for a man.

But at this moment, the haze will happen again. Can I accept a man's approaching?

The lights are blurred, and my thoughts are also blurred.

Binuo, what do I owe you? Do you want to treat me like this?

"Xiao Feng! Why haven't you come in yet! Don't let my husband wait in a hurry."

Five minutes had passed quietly, and I heard Bino urging me.

I stood up and clenched my teeth.

For the sake of Dawn, for my family, and for repaying my kindness to Mrs. Zhao, I could only endure humiliation, treat myself as a deal, and silently walk towards Binuo.

No matter how he will insult me ​​next.

It was just one night anyway.

I quietly walked into the bathroom.

The bathroom is also luxuriously decorated.

Binuo turned his back to me, half lying in a round bath, with the hot water inside steaming.

Next to his bathtub was an ice bucket filled with red wine.

The music came quietly. His naked back exuded the temptation of a man. He was a very toned man.

Unfortunately, I have no feelings for me. I only feel scared.

He is obviously a man who is very good at enjoying it. He listens to music and drinks red wine.

I was stunned and he said, "What's wrong? Are you still nervous? Don't worry, I won't eat you, I'm not a demon."

I said coldly, "In my heart, you are the incarnation of the demon."

"It seems that such a fragrant atmosphere still does not make you feel good about me. Well, I don't ask for your thoughts to change, I just ask for your behavior to become a little more feminine. Come here and beat my back." He patted his shoulder.
Chapter completed!