I immediately understood that this was not a hair salon, but a place where women did business. I really regretted it. How did I come to such a place? Isn’t it embarrassing to see that compared to people I know?

As soon as I thought of this, I immediately ran towards the door. Because I was afraid that if I stayed in this place for a long time, I would not be able to control myself. Because I am a junior brother, I tend to be impulsive when doing things, so I have to

Get out of here now.

When the girl with heavy makeup saw me leaving like this, she immediately pulled me and said: "Handsome! Don't leave so fast! Am I not suitable for your taste, or the price is too expensive? If these are the problems, we

It can be discussed." The girl was still here trying to 'seduce' me. But I really didn't want to stay here for a while, so I ignored her and ran straight towards the door.

"Why did this happen today? How did I come to such a place? But this feeling is really exciting." I thought of the exciting scenes just now, and my face turned red.

Never thought of it.

"The girl just now has a really good figure! Her skin is also very fair. I wonder if Huang Xiaoxia's figure is as good as hers? Is her skin as fair as that?" I thought in my heart.

"What's wrong with me? How could I have such an idea? I'm really such a gangster that I would have such an idea." I scolded myself in my heart for being a big bastard.

After I walked through a small road, I arrived at the school. I returned to my dormitory, turned on the light, and saw that no one was in the beds. I knew that Xiaopang and Xiaoyong were not back.

.They must have a 'program' tonight. That's what I thought. What comforts me the most is that in this dormitory, I have another person with the same fate. That is Wang Ming. It seems that he is also on the same page as me.

After all, there is no program tonight.

"Xiao Ming, why are you coming back to stay tonight? Why don't you go play with Xiaopang and the others?" I asked Xiao Ming with doubts.

"Why should I follow them? They all go out with their girlfriends. It's not appropriate for me to go there. It's better to sleep in the dormitory by myself." Xiao Ming still said indifferently, but in his eyes,

, I can see that Xiao Ming is actually a little lonely.

"That's right! It seems that we are both from the end of the world and have no girls." I said with an indifferent expression, but I didn't think so in my heart, because just tonight, Huang Xiaoxia promised to do it

My girlfriend. I say this just to comfort Xiao Ming'er.

"Just brag! Do you think I didn't see you and class leader Huang Xiaoxia walking together? You must have an affair, and everyone in the class can see it. Come on, why don't you just go with class leader Huang Xiaoxia?

Where have you gone???" Xiao Ming looked at me with disbelief and said.

"No, no... I really have nothing to do with her. Don't think about it. I just accompanied her home. I really didn't do anything." I protested, but this answer

Even I don't believe it myself. How should I answer Xiao Ming's question? Do I really have to tell him honestly? This is impossible. In this case, it will be difficult for me to say it.

It can be seen on Xiao Ming's face that he didn't believe what I said, because I knew he was looking at me with contempt, as if to say, 'Just brag! I don't know how to do it anyway.

I believe you.' This was the look in his eyes. When I saw the look in his eyes, I knew that no matter what I said, she would never believe me, so I stopped explaining because I spoke like this.

, it will only become more misleading the more you say it.

This night is a sleepless night, because I am still recalling everything that happened tonight. Thinking of confessing to Huang Xiaoxia, I am very nervous, but fortunately she has agreed to me. It seems that I

Her efforts will not be in vain, because she has agreed to be my girlfriend, which is so sweet for me!

I never thought that Huang Xiaoxia would agree to me. Even I couldn’t believe how outstanding she was. She was a good-looking person and had a good family background. And what about me? I don’t have anything to attract girls.

My family background is not good, and I am from a rural area, so I always felt that I was not worthy of her.

I'm really not familiar with the world today. Let's take what happened tonight as an example! I actually entered a brothel without even knowing it. If someone I know well knew about it, they would laugh to death.

Fortunately, no one familiar saw me when I went in and out, otherwise I would have been really embarrassed to see anyone.

Although such things are very small and simple, they must be known in today's society, so I must learn these social 'habits' in the future.

It's already midnight, but I'm still very awake, because I can't sleep now. I feel uncomfortable down there. The girl with heavy makeup keeps appearing in my mind, and she's perfect.

Her figure. When I think about her underwear show, it becomes even more difficult for me to fall asleep.

How is my lower body doing? Why is it happening tonight? Is it really like what the biology book said, my body secretes too many hormones. I really feel a little uncomfortable now. Is it true?

I really want to solve it for myself, as Xiaopang and the others said. But I rejected this idea as soon as it appeared, because I am still a virgin, and I don’t want to give up my first life like this.

Once and for all my hands were given.

I knew I wouldn't be able to sleep tonight, so I was going to go to the balcony to look at the stars. When I was about to walk to the door, I heard a strange noise. I listened carefully, and it turned out to be a small child.

Ming was talking in his sleep.

"Xiaohua, Xiaohua... I can see you tomorrow. I really like you..." After I heard Xiao Ming say it for several minutes, he stopped.

Then bursts of snoring sounded.

"It turns out that Xiao Ming has a girlfriend. This guy can really hide it. No one in this dormitory knows that he has someone he likes. I should be the first to know this secret, right?" I thought stupidly in my heart.

Thinking about it, there was still a hint of a silly smile on the corner of my mouth.

I don’t want to disturb Xiao Ming’s sweet dream. I went to the balcony, raised my head, and saw that the stars in the sky were no longer as bright as they were at midnight, and even the moon was slowly drifting towards the sky. But what about my heart?

?Who should I give it to? Who will truly love and protect my heart? These are all very confusing.

Should I go to college? What kind of path will my life take? I don’t know now, but I will work hard to take every step. I will always believe that I only have my own destiny stone.

In my own hands. As long as they are my relatives or friends, they will become the people I want to protect. No matter what the reason is, as long as it will hurt them, I will protect them.

This is an idea I had when I was very young, and it will not change as I get older.

I look at the stars in the sky, and I feel that my own heartbeat matches the frequency of their twinkling. I look at the stars in the sky, and feel how insignificant I am. Now I feel that my abilities are real.

It's too little.

I thought of my parents, and how uncomfortable I felt when I thought of them leaving early and returning late to work. I hoped that I could return to my parents immediately and reduce even a small burden for them. I

I have lived in the countryside since I was a child. I only came here to study in high school, so I miss the place where I grew up very much.

Tomorrow I will be on my way home, and I am very excited. I think that I will soon see my relatives, and I don’t even notice a tear falling from the corner of my eye, because I only go home once a semester.

, so I feel very excited when I think about going home every day.

I looked at the school where I had lived for three years. The scenery at night turned out to be so beautiful and quiet. Why hadn’t I noticed it before? Could it be that this school knew I was about to leave and deliberately made it like this?

Send me off.

I have lived here for three years. I have met a lot of friends, learned a lot, and learned a lot about many things in society. I am very satisfied with this. When I first came to this school, I was still a

I am a young man who just came from the countryside and knows nothing. It is not until now that I am about to leave that I know what it means to be reluctant to leave.

I am destined to be sleepless tonight. I have thought about a lot of things tonight, and I have learned a truth, that is, "We must cherish what we have now, don't let it flow away, and express ourselves."
Chapter completed!