Chapter 179 Premature Birth
"How could this happen?" Yu Ziqing cried out in a tragic voice.
"Qing'er, don't do this." Yin Shangxi wanted to come forward and hug her, but she didn't dare. He was so timid when facing his lover for the first time.
Both of them stood outside Ye Lei's ward, with Chu Haoxuan inside.
"Did you keep hiding it from me if I didn't look for her?" Yu Ziqing glared at Yin Shangxi with red eyes. How could she know that she had just met two days ago, but now Ye Lei has become like this. What she couldn't stand the most was that something happened that day.
Yin Shangxi pursed her lips and didn't say anything. He didn't expect such a thing to happen, so when he learned about it, he chose to hide it. Yin Shangxi did not deny that he was selfish, because Ye Lei gave him the chance that day, and finally the relationship between him and Yu Ziqing was slightly resolved. How could he let it change at this time?
On the other hand, Ye Lei is undoubtedly his benefactor, but it does not mean that Yin Shangxi will pay his feelings as a price. He waited for so long before Yu Ziqing compromised. What would she think if Yu Ziqing knew that Ye Lei had an accident because of that genius? Yin Shangxi didn't need to think about it, and she would definitely blame herself, and the relationship between the two would fall back to the bottom again.
Why did I say that I have been together for more than a year? Even if I can't say that I have a complete understanding, Yu Ziqing still knows a little, just like the other party's inner thoughts at this moment, so I feel that Yin Shangxi is so selfish.
"If you don't tell me what you think of me if such a big thing happened, what did you think of me?" Yu Ziqing said sadly. She did not deny that she would blame herself when she knew she would make a stop to their relationship because she knew that it was not what Ye Lei wanted, nor what she wanted.
Yoon Shangxi moved her lips but still said nothing.
"That's how you see me? Or is it my feelings for you? Have you never believed it?"
Almost as Yu Ziqing finished speaking, Yin Shangxi replied: "I don't."
"Then why don't you tell me? Do we have to exchange for the things between us with her sacrifice? If so, I would rather not."
But no one could predict the accident.
Yin Shangxi pursed her lips again. He dared not say that it was because he was afraid that the hope he had finally won would turn into nothing. It was not easy for a good person to bet on him. How could he use this to bet on that half of the possibility? No, maybe it should be said that he could not afford to bet on any possibility that was not absolute.
Looking at the person in front of him, Yin Shangxi had never felt fragile in her heart. He loved her so much. He did not deny that he had fickleness before he met Yu Ziqing, but since he was with the other party, he had never had any bad thoughts, and even felt that having her company in this life was enough.
That time, because he had no choice but to choose to hurt the other party in that way, which was also the only way he could protect the other party after repeated consideration. He did not regret doing this, but regret hurting Yu Ziqing like that. Yin Shangxi knew that Yu Ziqing was not as gentle as he seemed on the surface. Once he touched the other party's bottom line, even if she regretted it to death, she would never look back, so she was also willful.
After that, Yin Shangxi pretended to be cold to Yu Ziqing, but every time he was cold to her, he felt so clumsy in his heart. When he finally could embrace her in his arms again, Yu Ziqing's cold attitude looked at him like a stranger, making his heart beat hard. He knew that he deserved it, so he silently endured the treatment he suffered from later.
Finally, Yu Ziqing finally compromised. Even though he knew it was not because of him, Yin Shangxi was still very happy and vowed to use this opportunity to let Yu Ziqing return to him again. But at this moment something happened to Ye Lei. It was not that Yin Shangxi who was kind to him did not know that Yu Ziqing's compromise attitude was because of Ye Lei, but because he was afraid that Yu Ziqing would leave again, he remained silent.
Therefore, in the face of Yu Ziqing's questioning and accusations, all he could do was silence.
"Why——" Tears wet Yu Ziqing's face. At this moment, she felt that the person in front of her was so strange and selfish. What about the handsome but considerate man she once loved deeply?
Yu Ziqing felt sad about the relationship between herself and Yin Shangxi, because she only realized that she didn't understand each other at all. What made Yu Ziqing sad the most was Ye Lei. She felt sad for Ye Lei. Others might not understand it, but Ye Lei lost her child for it. What does the child mean to Ye Lei? It is a existence far better than life. Just like herself, children are her only missing and living goal.
Although this is just a guess and feeling, it is not clear why Ye Lei thinks so, but Yu Ziqing must have lost her child and lost half of her life. She doesn't even know whether Ye Lei can survive. After all, she knows Ye Lei's physical condition a little bit.
As soon as Yu Ziqing thought that the person who was spotless in today's society would leave like this, she couldn't help but feel sad. During the process of meeting the two, she had even regarded Ye Lei as her own sister. The help, tolerance and laughter that Ye Lei gave her was so warm. If she lost the warmth, would she return to that cold world again?
Thinking of this, tears flowed even more.
"Qing'er--" Looking at Yu Ziqing crying, Yin Shangxi felt heartbroken, no matter what the reason.
The next moment, looking at Yu Ziqing's soft body, Yin Shangxi hugged her before she fell to the ground.
"Qing'er!!" The heartache turned into worry at this moment.
Yu Ziqing didn't say anything, just shed tears, her face was pale, and her lips were trembling slightly, but she didn't know if it was affected by her body.
"Pain-" Snuggled in Yin Shangxi's arms, Yu Ziqing chanted softly.
"It hurts? Where does it hurt? Tell me where does it hurt?" Yu Ziqing's gentle whisper was like fine lines, but Yin Shangxi still heard it and hurriedly asked.
"It hurts--" Yu Ziqing let out another moan, which was much more obvious than the previous one.
"Where does it hurt? Tell me where it hurts." The care was a mess. When Yoo Ziqing moaned, Yin Shangxi felt that her heart was about to be broken, almost at a loss.
Then, Yin Shangxi discovered that Yu Ziqing's hands had protected her abdomen at some point, and her high and raised belly realized something the next moment.
"Does it have a stomachache?" Of course Yin Shangxi would not have thought about whether the child was about to be born. After all, the child is only more than seven months old and has not reached the due date at all.
The belly just reminded Yu Ziqing and subconsciously shouted: "Child——"
Chapter completed!