Chapter 328 Conversation with Chu Yan
Chu Haoxuan woke up, no, it should have been said that he had recovered consciousness, and the time was short, and then he fell asleep again. This was the first time he woke up after the operation, which also meant that he was out of the dangerous period.
After learning the news, Ye Lei said that it was a lie to not be excited, but she did not go to see him. While he was hesitating, Chu Yan sent someone to find her, and then she went to see Chu Yan because Chu Yan's physical condition is not very good now.
In fact, he had very few contacts with Chu Yan, and he could count them with one hand, but when he saw Chu Yan again, Ye Lei couldn't help but sigh. Although Ye Lei's own health was not good, it was much better than Chu Yan. She never knew what the cause of Chu Yan was. But at this moment, he had less than half a month since he last met. Chu Yan lost weight, his face was pale and blue gray, indicating the passage of life.
Long Ling'er was there too. She sat quietly beside Chu Yan, focusing on peeling apples for the other party. Even Chu Yan couldn't eat it now.
When Ye Lei came, Chu Yan was leaning on the bed. It was obvious that he was prepared. He looked dead gray, and the fortitude revealed between his eyebrows had not been reduced much.
"Here you come." Hua Cong Chuyan said, not a question, but a statement, which was very consistent with his current situation, and his calm voice was a little haggard.
Then, Chu Yan looked at Yu Ziqing who was pushing the wheelchair. Yu Ziqing nodded understandingly, then greeted Long Ling'er and left, leaving the space for the three of them.
The reason why Long Ling'er stays here is not because the conversation between them is related to her, but just because she is not an outsider, an outsider who is not a relative.
Long Ling'er sat inside, while Yu Ziqing parked Ye Lei's wheelchair on the outside, just left and right.
"Slimmed."
When this was said from Chu Yan, Ye Lei was in a daze, not sure if the other party was talking to her, and the words he said seemed to have no persuasion at all, but it just made people listen to it and it was undeniable.
"Ling'er has told me everything, and those people have been found, but there are only three people, and the other few are dead. I don't know whether it is a blessing or a misfortune for you. Your father is one of them."
Ye Lei looked dazed and seemed to have no reaction.
"I'm sorry, if I hadn't been concealed by your mother back then, or if I was more careful, this wouldn't have happened, and your mother wouldn't have died like that."
When Ye Lei mentioned her mother, she seemed to come back to her senses, her eyes flashed, as if she finally understood Chu Yan's words.
Slowly shook his head, Ye Lei almost murmured: "Mom won't blame you, and she has never blamed you."
Hearing this, Chu Yanqing couldn't help asking: "Has she said anything to you?"
Ye Lei heard that when Ye Qin was still there, there were always times when Ye Qin always talked about a strange uncle who was to her with a happy face. He was just sometimes happy and sometimes sad. At that time, because she was still young, she didn't know the reason. Later, after Ye Qin fell ill, Ye Lei heard some words and a name from Ye Qin's moan tortured by illness, but in fact, it was only a few sentences.
'sorry……'
‘Delay--’
It can be said that in the last period, Ye Qin spent the last period of regret and self-blame. Perhaps it was because she was approaching death that she thought of the beauty of the past.
"Is that true..." After hearing Ye Lei's words, Chu Yan murmured, feeling indescribable distress in his heart, even though it was too late and the ending was changed.
Long Ling'er's eyes flashed, and then she continued to move in her hands in silence, but the movements were obviously slowing down a little.
"Do you hate me? Or have you hated me?" Chu Yan asked.
Ye Lei shook her head slowly.
Chu Yan didn't find it strange, but just asked again: "I've never hated you?"
Ye Lei continued to shake her head.
"It's indeed her daughter, you are very similar to your mother." Because this is exactly the same as Ye Qin back then, the kind but extremely extreme personality that Chu Yan finally lost.
Ye Lei refused to comment.
"You have said that parents should hope that their children can be happy? And you have also said that you hope that they will be happy?" Chu Yan suddenly changed the subject.
Hearing this, Ye Lei remembered the situation when she woke up after the first miscarriage, so she naturally knew that the person in Chu Yan's words was referring to Chu Haoxuan, and she still clearly remembered what she said at that time.
"Do you still love him?" Chu Yan's voice sounded again.
Ye Lei looked at Chu Yan silently, and refused to comment again.
Chu Yan could understand that he didn't blame Ye Lei, because all this was Chu Haoxuan deserved, and he had no choice but to interfere with Ye Lei's choice.
After saying so many words, Chu Yan looked very tired, and Long Ling'er immediately brought him warm water.
After drinking water and breathing a sigh of relief, Chu Yan continued: "No matter what your current thoughts are, I want to tell you that now I want my children to be happy like other parents, and I know that his happiness comes from you."
"He loves you. Even though he has done so many mischiefs and wrong things, he is just a hot mind. Because his childhood is different from others. This is the negligence of his mother and me. The only mistaken way to give her mother tenderness as a miss is that all this happened. I apologize to you on his behalf."
Ye Lei shook his head: "I can understand, so I didn't blame him, nor did I hate him. Although I thought Xuan'er's incident before... it was already a past tense. I can't hate him, or I won't blame him for anything he did to me. It's just that I can't tolerate him venting these on the children. They are innocent, and..."
"And more because they are Xuan's children, are they? Xuan, Xuan's homophones, Jing, Ping'an, Lei'er, what does their names mean?"
It sounds like asking, but in fact Chu Yan's words are the best answer.
Despite Ye Lei's denial, Chu Yan knew that she still loved Chu Haoxuan, but that was seven years ago and until she finally left. However, Chu Yan could use another way to understand Ye Lei's current relationship belonging, without a doubt, because she is her daughter.
It would be impossible for two people to question her feelings if Chu Yan was better than to make him doubt himself.
"Leier, what I want to tell you is that he is now trapped in the quagmire made by himself. Although he has regained consciousness, it is not certain that he can really wake up. Do you want him to wake up?"
hope!
Ye Lei shouted in her heart, but she couldn't say a word on the surface, so she could only look at the other person with a dull expression.
"He is waiting for you to wake him up."
Chapter completed!