"I didn't have an education or even dared to disclose my identity and took two children with me. At that time, I thoroughly understood the mood of my mother back then. I don't remember how many times I felt that I was about to be unable to hold on, but when I thought of the faces of the children, I would always let myself persevere because I was their only support. What would they do if something happened to me?"

"I remember that after my mother died, I refused to be adopted and did not want to be replaced by someone, so I was sent to a welfare home, or an orphanage. Every time I saw a child with a parent acting cute to my parents, I always couldn't say that I envy them, envying them for being spoiled and for being cared for by their parents."

"I still remember when we were sick, except for the teachers in the welfare home, no one was willing to look at us more. Sometimes even the teachers didn't like it. They thought it was too difficult to take care of sick children, so they just left them there and let them die. Anyway, even if someone really couldn't do it, no one blamed them."

"I don't want Xuan'er and Xiaojing to suffer that crime. They still have a long life to leave, but I didn't blame my mother, because if it weren't for me, my mother wouldn't have died..."

Tears passed through Ye Lei's face, lowering the big hand that was held in the palm of her hand. Suddenly, the fingers of that hand seemed to move.

After being surprised to find out, Ye Lei said excitedly: "Can you hear my voice, right?"

Yes, Ron and the others said that Chu Haoxuan had recovered his consciousness, but he had not woken up, but he could still feel the things and voices outside.

When Ye Lei thought of this, he became even more motivated.

"You must not know that when I left, I realized how incompetent I was. I couldn't give Xuan'er and Xiaojing what other children had, and even the most basic living security could not be met. I couldn't give them a complete home, and I couldn't give the life that other children should have. Do you think I was a very failure?"

"I didn't tell them about their father at that time because I was afraid that they would not accept it after they knew it, and they were still young, let alone you..."

The words came to an abrupt end, and Ye Lei didn't say anything later. If the loss of the first child was due to an accident, then the second child was undoubtedly killed by Chu Haoxuan. In that case, how dare she say their father's name? If so, she hopes to keep this secret in her heart forever.

Ye Lei never dared to expect Chu Haoxuan to admit her two children. If she could allow them to grow up ordinaryly, it would have been the most gratifying thing in the years. Without Chu Haoxuan, only two children, that was her only relying on and reason for survival.

In other words, it is unquestionable that Ye Lei has lived for Ye Xuan and Ye Jing over the years, and from beginning to end, Ye Lei has never put Chu Haoxuan in it. It is not that it is unnecessary, but that he stays away from it.

"Actually, there have been many times, I want to tell them that they have a father, a very powerful father. If so many things hadn't happened, they would have been proud and proud of having such a father."

"But I can't say, I'm afraid you know, I'm afraid you will hurt them, I'm afraid you will separate us. They are my only goal to survive now. I can't lose them, absolutely not..."

"But what to do? Xuan...I can't hold on anymore..."

Thinking of the past, Ye Lei felt physically and mentally exhausted because she had no support in the past, which was extremely difficult for a woman, especially an unmarried woman with two children.

As time goes by, the flowers of the past no longer exist, and only the hardships and fatigue of life are replaced by life. This is also the reason why Ye Lei accelerated her aging. She was obviously just standing up at her thirty.

"Tell me, what should I do?"

Of course, Chu Haoxuan would not answer, nor could he answer.

Tears were falling even more violently, but Ye Lei ignored them.

"Will you wake up and tell me if you can?" When he spoke again, Ye Lei's voice was full of prayers.

"Are you still blaming me? I blame my deception of you?"

Even if Ye Lei denies it, if Chu Haoxuan can wake up if he admits it, what's wrong with her admitting it? Anyway, he has been hated, so what's the difference between hating her a little more?

The topic changed: "Yes, I did deceive you. I clearly recalled everything in the past, but I concealed it from you. I have always been unwilling to leave because I was unwilling to accept it. I was unwilling to treat me like this, and I got nothing."

"So you deserve this, and the more you become, the happier and more satisfied I am. At least I have done it. What I did not do seven years ago, I have done it now. Look at you, look at you, look at your current appearance, life is worse than death, how can you have the momentum of the past? But it is no different from dead people, so I succeeded and successfully avenged my mother. Even if it wasn't for your mother, you are the same. Who made you her child?"

Ye Lei's voice went from choking to hoarseness, and then slowly changed from hoarseness to silentness. Until the last word was said, Ye Lei's voice completely disappeared, leaving only the depressing sobs of soft mosquito sounds, and the grief in his eyes was even more indescribable.

Every word in these words was like a needle, and a needle was pierced on Ye Lei's chest, almost causing her pain, but she forced herself to not let herself fall down and forced herself to hold on.

After a while, when Ye Lei finally recovered, she spoke again: "I got close to you because I wanted to take revenge on you. Do you hate me even more? Since that's the case, why haven't you woke up yet? You haven't woken up and punished me?"

At this point, Ye Lei was almost buried by sadness, but she still looked at Chu Haoxuan without blinking her eyes, and she was still flowing unscrupulously with tears.

"I love you--"

The three words, the sound is so heart-wrenching, so helpless, and so painful.

Ye Lei buried her face in her hands and the big hand. Her heart hurt so hard that she couldn't bear it. Once, she could not see him for seven years or even longer, but at this moment, she could not watch him lying here without moving, as if the whole world had collapsed.

The eyeballs were spinning under the nose, from invisible to becoming more and more obvious.

Then, the eyes that had been closed slowly opened, from the initial confusion to the concentration of focal length, after a moment of confusion, he naturally turned his eyes to the person who was within reach.

I gently clenched my cool and rough hands under my hands, but I tried all my strength.

Feeling the force coming from his hands, Ye Lei froze all over and slowly raised her head, undoubtedly facing the deep and tender eyes. The tenderness inside seemed to be able to tolerate everything.
Chapter completed!