‘In that case he could escape alone, he had no reason to escape, I think you should be very clear.’

Ron's words kept echoing in Ye Lei's mind, making her unable to forget it. Ling Hong even remembers the scene at that time. From beginning to end, Chu Haoxuan had no intention of abandoning her. If she still couldn't understand Chu Haoxuan's idea, it would be self-deception.

It is undeniable that Chu Haoxuan did do a lot of cruel things to her, and she lost a child for this. As for hatred or not to hate, it is no longer important now, just like what she said to Chu Yan, she once hated her.

So what is your current relationship with Chu Haoxuan?

It is a lie to say that there is nothing at all, but it is impossible to say that it is as before. After all, even Ye Lei himself may not know what kind of feelings he is now for Chu Haoxuan. The only thing that can be sure is that he still loves him.

Chu Haoxuan is the first person Ye Lei falls in love with. It can also be said that the only one he falls in love with in his life is naturally impossible. When loving someone deeply penetrates his bones, that kind of love has long been integrated into the soul. How can the love that is integrated into the soul be easily forgotten? Even if you have amnesia, the person you love can still affect you. This is the so-called love that penetrates into the bones and is unforgettable.

Thinking back to Ron's words, when he associates Chu Haoxuan's previous words, Ye Lei knew that Chu Haoxuan really loved him, even if he did such a cruel thing to him. In Ron's words, it corresponds to the ancient saying: Love is deep, hatred is so deep, without love, where is there any great things?

Not to deny that Ye Lei has never forgotten Chu Haoxuan, even though he was hurt so deeply. Even when Chu Haoxuan proposed to be together, even if he was threatened, he still felt a little excited in his heart. Perhaps speaking it would make Yu Ziqing and the others look down on them and disappoint them, but it is an indisputable fact. Ye Lei really loves Chu Haoxuan very much, loves him so much that he can lose himself and self-esteem.

Ye Lei wanted to tell herself that she had forgotten, forgotten Chu Haoxuan, and forgot this relationship that was not allowed and could not be realized. However, the result was always counterproductive. Not only did she not forget, she became more in love.

Even when I recalled that memory loss, Ye Lei knew that it was probably because of the unforgettable love that was at work. The days when I longed and nostalgic for Chu Haoxuan were around him, even if joy and pain coexisted.

“Has our love been wrong from the beginning?”

Looking at the night outside the window, Ye Lei couldn't help but murmur.

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The door was opened from inside, and Ye Lei's hand stopped in mid-air.

"I know you will definitely come back." Cas said as usual, as if he had been expressionless, facing Ye Lei's surprised gaze.

Ye Lei didn't say anything, not because she had nothing to say, but because she was not necessary.

Cas walked out, passed by Ye Lei, and said, "Go in, he just woke up not long ago."

Leaving this sentence, Cas left without any stop.

It was not until he watched Cas disappear from sight that Ye Lei turned to the room, hesitated for a moment, and dragged his injured foot in, and closed the door.

There is only a light on the bedside lamp in the room, no wonder, after all, it is already late at night. This is the small infirmary at Yu Ziqing's home. Because it is for home use, everything looks more than half a year away from ordinary rooms, except for those high-tech equipment and instruments. The layout of the entire room is full of warmth of home. If it weren't for those cold equipment, it would be an ordinary room without a doubt.

On the bed, Chu Haoxuan was lying there, and his whole body looked very quiet. At this moment, he didn't seem to have the indifference and alienation he woke up at all. On the contrary, he felt a faint gentleness. Chu Haoxuan seemed to be sleeping uneasy because his brows were slightly frowning, not surprisingly, because he suffered such severe injuries.

Ye Lei moved to the edge of the bed with difficulty, and did not stop in front of the sofa dedicated to accompanying the window, but went straight forward and sat on the edge of the bed.

Do people always have to wait until they lose to cherish?

Ye Lei suddenly thought of this sentence. She knew that she had never forgotten Chu Haoxuan. It was just that so many things happened, so she never thought that she would stay with Chu Haoxuan. Until today, they almost died. At the critical moment of life and death, Chu Haoxuan's unfamiliarity with her touched her and was extremely happy. Ye Lei knew that it was because Chu Haoxuan cared about her, and why didn't she care about him?

If something really happened to Chu Haoxuan, Ye Lei didn't know what she would do, but it is certain that if Chu Haoxuan died, she would never live alone, right? She wouldn't just love because Chu Haoxuan died for her.

Why do you discover it now?

Thinking back to the time before today, Chu Haoxuan was almost dead and almost died in order to protect her. Thinking of the situation at that time, Ye Lei felt that not only Chu Haoxuan was hit, but also her. The feeling of the bullet hitting him was almost as hard as hitting her. If it weren't for fear, why would she feel this way?

Yes, scared.

Every time she thinks of the kind of thing on the verge of life and death, Ye Lei is very afraid of losing Chu Haoxuan because of this. She can't imagine what she would have if she lost Chu Haoxuan. It's not until today that she has the answer.

She didn't want to lose Chu Haoxuan, she didn't want to do anything. If she lost him, it would be like killing her. Ye Lei fell in love with Chu Haoxuan in her life. She knew that she would not fall in love with anyone again, so when she lost, she would probably choose to accompany her without hesitation.

Even Ye Lei was very surprised by this idea because she didn't know that Chu Haoxuan had become more important than her life without realizing it. She once thought that Ye Xuan and Ye Jing were all about her.

Then, Chu Yan's words suddenly echoed in his ears: "Xuan" is the homonym of "Xuan", so what about "Jing"? "Jing" has many meanings, and one of them is "Ping An".

Ye Lei was not intentional, but when she first named her, these two words came to her mind instantly, so she naturally chose to use these two words to name the two newborn children. Ye Lei thought, even at that time, she had already subconsciously felt that the person in her heart was more important than herself? That was why she would pray with the names of the two children.

Holding the scarred hand and pressing it on his face, Ye Lei's voice choked: "Wake up? Shouldn't the Xuan I love always be very powerful? I know what you want, so I want to tell you my thoughts, so will I wake up?"
Chapter completed!