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Chapter 362 Invisible Pain

"Have you really thought about it?"

In the room, Yu Ziqing looked cautious and serious, discussing with Ye Lei about the matter between her and Chu Haoxuan.

"Um."

Yu Ziqing was not surprised by Ye Lei's affirmation. After all, he had already noticed it from the beginning, and even felt that this would be the result a long time ago.

Taking a deep breath, Yu Ziqing spoke again: "I know that the barriers that blocked you have disappeared, but can you guarantee that he will not be so cruel to you anymore? Even though he could have spoiled you in every moment, what about later?"

Yu Ziqing didn't need to explain what happened later. Ye Lei, as herself, was more clear than anyone else.

How could Ye Lei forget it? Such unforgettable pain and love... Ye Lei felt that he could understand Ye Qin's mood at the beginning, without hatred, because love is much simpler than hatred, at least it is not so tired, and his mood will be different.

"I know you are worried about me. Actually, I have thought a lot, but it often makes me breathless. Every time I think of everything that happened before, I always feel that it is just a dream, a real dream,"

"However, every time I think back, those indelible memories always remind me to make me hurt. I don't deny that I can't forget him, and even love him. But in hatred, this love turns into pain and tortures me all the time."

"It's like my mother, even though those things happened back then, she didn't hate her. I'm not sure whether she never hated her from beginning to end, or she didn't hate her later. But no matter which one it turned out, it proved that she was open-minded. Hate was with her own pain, and love was different, and at least she would miss her at least."

"I'm the same. After so many things, I found that hatred can really make people feel unforgettable. While torture others, it also tortures myself. I think Xuan was also in this mood at the beginning, right? Because I always find the pain that occasionally appears in his expression. Compared to him, I'm much luckier, right? Because I have you around me, and he only has one person."

"Although I can't say that I have never hated you from beginning to end, I know very well that feeling. The most important thing is how many years of life can you waste? It is the most important to live well, so that you can prove that you have not come to this world for nothing."

Yu Ziqing was silent. Indeed, she did not deny that Ye Lei was right, just like her former self. Looking back now, Yu Ziqing could still feel the pain at that time. While she was mentally tortured, she was also tortured. Although she was determined to forget, she could not really forget it. Just like, how could the scars imprinted in her heart be so easily erased?

Looking back on herself and Yoon Sang-hee back then, Yu Ziqing thought that because of this factor, she chose to return to Yoon Sang-hee? Because it is undeniable that after returning to Yoon Sang-hee, she never felt the bone-eating pain again.

From this we can see that although some pain is invisible or touched, it is real.

"What will happen in the future," paused: "Who can tell the truth now?"

Hearing this, Yu Ziqing realized that Ye Lei might not trust Chu Haoxuan as much as he imagined, at least not as trusted as he had ever been.

"Do you still love him?"

After thinking about it, Yu Ziqing finally asked this question.

Ye Lei nodded without denying it.

"Did you love more in the past, or do you love more now?"

Ye Lei was silent, but Yu Ziqing saw the answer. Ye Lei was not good at lying, and most of the time the answer was written on her face, so it would be difficult for Yu Ziqing to not know.

Yu Ziqing looked at Ye Lei and said, "I said I hope you live for yourself, so I will support your choice no matter which one is, but I just hope you can understand that although you will not be able to make it through this choice again, what has happened is indelible after all."

Ye Lei didn't say anything, Yu Ziqing's voice continued: "I admit that I love Xi very much, and I feel that being able to return to him is the most correct choice in my life. Of course, thanks to your original suggestions."

Ye Lei looked at Yu Ziqing quietly and listened carefully to every word she said, without any impatient or disgusting.

"Similarly, I have never forgotten that painful memory yet. I can't say I regret it. I have hatred. When I hated the most, I almost wish I could die with him. But I am very glad now that I didn't do that." Looking back at the beginning, Yu Ziqing was indeed very glad, glad that he chose Yin Shangxi again, so now he is so happy.

Of course, the reason why Yu Ziqing said this is because she hopes to share it with Ye Lei and tell her own personal experiences, and hopes that Ye Lei’s choice will be as happy as she does.

How could Ye Lei not understand Yu Ziqing's feelings? She could even be said to be a witness to Yu Ziqing's original experience. Unlike that, the protagonist was replaced by herself.

"Promise me," Yu Ziqing held Ye Lei's hand and said, "Don't force yourself."

Ye Lei curled up a curve at the corner of his lips and said, "I know."

After gently patting Ye Lei's back of his hand, Yu Ziqing suddenly changed the subject: "Have you ever told Gao Shao?"

Gao Young? Gao Jue!

When Ye Lei heard this name, his reaction suddenly became stiff.

How long has it been since I met that person? Ye Lei no longer remembers it. It seems that she has rarely met again since then. She knew that the other party was deliberately avoiding him.

Taking Ye Lei as he was puzzled, Yu Ziqing explained: "Young Master has always treated you..."

Ye Lei became bolder before she could say the following words, and she only heard her say: "I know."

When Yu Ziqing heard Ye Lei say this, she naturally disappeared. In fact, she should have discovered that Gao Jue’s intentions were known. However, thinking of Gao Jue’s efforts, Yu Ziqing knew that the other party really loved Ye Lei, but some things were destined.

"I think you should have a good talk with him." Yu Ziqing tried to be more tactful, even if he would refuse in the end, just hope the result would not be too cruel.

What Yu Ziqing didn't know was that even if she didn't say that Ye Lei had already intentionally done this, but she had never found the opportunity. So far, after hearing what Yu Ziqing said, why don't she think this is an opportunity?
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