Chu Haoxuan never believed in God, but now he longed for God to hear his voice, let Ye Lei wake up again, and also gave him the opportunity to apologize to her personally. If possible, even if it was just a luxury, Chu Haoxuan hoped to get the other party's forgiveness, because every time he thought of this, his heart would hurt, and there seemed to be something else stuck in his chest, which made him even breathing a luxury.

I want her to wake up, I want her to have only myself in my heart, and I want her to have only myself in my eyes.

I have never had such a strong desire, especially I still hope that that person loves him and can... love her.

Chu Haoxuan has no doubt that this person can only be Ye Lei, and only Ye Lei. After all, she is the first person in her life to have such a strong desire, hoping that the other party can stay by her side forever. Therefore, the god of death cannot be taken away, and Ye Lei can only be his.

Chu Haoxuan looked at the sleeping man and murmured: "When will you wake up?"

Even though the people in the bed couldn't hear it.

Chu Haoxuan suddenly hated himself very much, hated that he had not seized the opportunity, and hated that he had lost his memory. Such a bloody and vulgar fact did indeed happen to him. Not only that, did he forget the person he loved the most? Or was the reason why Ye Lei became like this because God punished him? He punished him for not treating her well, and he should not be forgotten so simply.

"Lei'er, wake up and ask me to love you well, okay?"

"I will never forget you again, would you please wake up and punish me?"

"You haven't seen those three little guys yet. Don't you want to see them?"

"Those three little guys are all very good, but they will definitely want to see you very much, are you right?"

"Leier, this time I will definitely be a good father. Let's work together to make them have a happy family, and then we will witness their growth together."

"Jing'er is really excellent. It should be said that she is worthy of being taught by you. Because she was born by you, she is so outstanding. Children of the same age are simply not as good as those of her age."

Chu Haoxuan talked, holding Ye Lei's hand tightly in his hand, and then kissed him gently. He wanted to pass all his strength to the other party in this way, and wanted to use this way to awaken the other party, but how should he be a sleeping person to really wake up?

The longer he sleeps, he thinks the worse the situation is. Chu Haoxuan feels that he can tolerate everything, but he can't tolerate and accept that the other party can never wake up again. When he thinks that the other party may not wake up, Chu Haoxuan feels heartbroken as if he dies and is willing to work for himself.

Apart from those forgotten memories, Chu Haoxuan felt that this week was even more emotional than his past thirty years, among which was the fear of losing. He could hardly imagine that one day Ye Lei was really gone, could he still survive? In just one week, Ye Lei had become an existence beyond everything, including his own life.

"Lei'er, do you have the heart to not see those three children? And Jing'er and Xuan'er, they are all very worried about you. Xuan'er even asks you every day when you will wake up. The child herself has just returned from the brink of death. Do you have the heart to look at her and be afraid every day because of you? She is still so young, those three little guys have just come to this world. Do you have the heart to not look at them?"
Chapter completed!