Without looking carefully at the eyes that were originally closed, you can see the very obvious trembling eyelashes, indicating the owner's inner emotional fluctuations.

Geshu Mingyue just pretended not to see this and continued to talk about the past:

"Actually, that time was not the first time I found out about the two of you. It's just that I always pretended that I didn't know, because only in this way, I wouldn't be in so much pain.

It is said that people who don’t know anything are stupid, but if stupidity allows you to tell me white lies, even if you just pretend to be polite to me, I will be satisfied. My brother always says that sometimes I am too smart, and I am so smart.

Those suitors who are afraid of you will stop, and when it’s time to act stupid, you may get unexpected gains. What my brother said is indeed correct.

It’s just that I have never been able to figure it out. If someone like you really likes her, she will definitely pursue her openly. Why would you be willing to retreat behind the scenes when you are in front of her? At that time, I thought, it must be because you love her too much.

for the sake of.

However, since you don’t plan to make it public, there’s no need for me to say it, right? No way, at that time I would rather be immersed in the dream you made up with lies than face the cruel reality for me. Ignorance is

Happily, when I have these, why should I care about the unrealistic ones? Even though I am the most ridiculous one and live in the most unrealistic life.

It would be a lie to say that I really didn't care. But at that time, I was always thinking that as long as you didn't say it for a day, I would still have a chance. The unexpected death of my parents made me know that opportunities don't just come to my door.

, but to take the initiative to grasp it, not to mention pursuing your own happiness, which will definitely require more ups and downs.

Unfortunately, as my dead parents said, you can only get rewards if you pay, but not necessarily."

After the words fell, Ge Shu Mingyue saw the pair of eyes that had been patiently opening slowly. Their eyes were clear and sad, but there was still the haziness and confusion when they just woke up. She was not surprised why the other party knew that she had woken up.

What he knew about the coming incident was that the other party was speaking to him.

The corners of his lips were raised, but he looked so bitter that no one who saw him felt the same.

"Everything you are doing now is not because of me, but because it was once within easy reach, but now it is gone from you. Because you can't get it, you want to get it back. To be honest, it's just for your vanity.

Your desire for exclusivity, right?"

Lying on the bed, Kang Shao looked at his brother Shu Mingyue for a moment, including the sadness and self-mockery clearly visible in her eyes. He wanted to refute and say no, but he couldn't say a word.

But for Ge Shu Mingyue, the meaning was different. She smiled bitterly and said, "Why bother? Don't say I don't owe you anything. Even if I really did owe you, I would have paid it off long ago, right?"

Kang Shao trembled his lips and finally uttered a hoarse and depressed voice: "You don't owe me anything -"

"It doesn't matter anymore, it's all over anyway."

Kang Shao had a hunch that he could feel that Ge Shu Mingyue said this to draw a clear line between them, but that was not important. What was important was that he felt that the other party said this more like saying goodbye to him.

"You want to leave?" Without thinking, the question came out of his mouth.

"Do you think it's necessary for me to stay?"

"If I say I need you..."

Before he finished speaking, Brother Shu Mingyue shook his head: "What you need is that feeling. To be clear, you are not used to my sudden departure. How can we say that we have been together for so long and suddenly left?"

Of course you won't get used to it, right? It doesn't matter, I think as long as you are willing, you can always find someone who is willing to stay by your side."

Kang Shao said anxiously: "I only need you!!"

Surprisingly, Ge Shu Mingyue did not answer immediately, but just looked at the other person quietly, his eyes were somewhat meaningful, and finally turned into a sigh.

"I'm tired..."

Hearing the sound, Kang Shao was startled, with a look of disbelief on his face, his eyes full of inquiry, and his lips opened and closed, but he didn't say a word.

Geshu Mingyue raised her head slightly, her eyes wandering, making people wonder where she was looking. Only she knew that she did this just to force back the tears that were about to overflow. After so many things happened, she thought she would never see them again.

I shed tears, but when facing the person in front of me, and only when facing him, many things become less certain.

"You chase me like this, and at first it was me chasing you. Don't you feel tired of this kind of drama? Or do you think it is rewarding? But why do I get nothing but pain? Even though I am now

Being able to talk to you calmly like this, I'm afraid it's unrealistic to say that I don't hate you in my heart, but so what if I hate you again? Nothing can be changed if it's different?"

A sourness constantly invaded his throat, and any words were blocked in his heart, making Kang Shao feel unspeakably uncomfortable. It was as if an invisible hand was squeezing his heart tightly, like a dehydrated fish.

I feel like no matter how thirsty I am, I can't get a drop of water to nourish me.

"I think you feel tired too? Instead of wasting unnecessary time on me, why not let go by yourself, so that you can live a relaxed and comfortable life."

The tears blurred Brother Shu Mingyue's eyes, but she didn't know it, and subconsciously squinted her eyes in a vain attempt to clear her sight.

"I don't want to say anything that goes against my heart. I really love you, very much, more than anyone else. I don't know why I love you so wholeheartedly, even if I love anyone else.

It's easier than you. When I loved you, you didn't love me. Even when I needed you the most, you didn't even look back. I don't know what I am to you.

Although sometimes you seem to be the most gentle and considerate lover, sometimes you are the most cruel and cold-blooded lover.

Do you know what I like and what I hate? Do you know what I like to eat? I’m afraid you don’t even know which hand I use to hold chopsticks when eating, right? If my birthday is not the same as my brother’s, you definitely won’t either

Remember?

But I know that your favorite thing is to look up at the vast starry sky, you hate others doubting you, your favorite thing to eat is stir-fried musu pork, you don’t like ginger and garlic, your most taboo is clams, your favorite color is black, and your least favorite is

red……"

At this point, Geshu Mingyue was suddenly stunned, because she was surprised that she accidentally discovered a fact that she had never discovered before.

Isn't red Qin Ruoxi's favorite color?

But if you hate her, why are you so interested in her?

Is it because of love? Otherwise, Shu Mingyue really couldn't think of any reason to explain the important thing. She would never believe that Kang Shao really had no feelings for Qin Ruoxi at all.
Chapter completed!