Chapter 600 The Prodigal Son Turns Back
As soon as Yin Shangxi came into the room, she found that Kang Shao was not lying on the bed and pretending to be asleep as usual, but sat at the head of the bed and didn't know what he was thinking. The intuition told him that this phenomenon was very abnormal and he felt a vague feeling of uneasiness.
"What's wrong? Are you not afraid of being discovered like this?" Yoon Sang-hee tried to make up for the uneasiness in her heart with a teasing voice, but she didn't expect the stiffness and awkwardness of the voice to betray him.
Sure enough, Kang Shao's answer confirmed his anxiety: "She is gone."
There are many meanings to leave, and Yin Shangxi couldn't react for a while. However, in a short while, he had already found the answer from Kang Shao's expression.
“…She left?”
Kang Shao did not answer, but the pain and tolerance in his expression had already answered this question.
Kang Shao made Yin Shangxi suddenly think of his former self. He didn't know that his expression was so bitter at that time. He only knew that his beloved was really painful to avoid him like a snake or a scorpion. Kang Shao loves brother Shu Mingyue, no doubt, and he is not even less than his love for Yu Ziqing, so Yin Shangxi can understand his current mood very much, and because he can understand it, he feels even more sympathetic in his heart.
There is no need to sympathize with any man, let alone the superiors like Kang Shao and him? But in the face of love, they are just ordinary people and need the care of others.
"You just let her leave?"
Kang Shao still didn't say anything, but his expression was about to meet bitterness, and his forbearance and bitterness seemed to be about to cry.
Seeing this, Yin Shangxi felt a trembling heart, pursed her lips, suppressed the excitement in her heart, tried to calm herself down, and then asked: "She knows you have woken up long ago?"
This time, Kang Shao did not remain silent anymore, but instead made an inaudible "hmm".
Yin Shangxi was confused. He didn't think Kang Shao would tell her on his own initiative, nor would he show his flaws in front of her. After all, in order to look really "unconscious", he was sleeping most of the time, except for him awakening him. Suddenly, a guess poured into his mind. Although he didn't want to do so, the facts were in front of him.
It is hard to tell what kind of mood he felt when he learned this idea. Unbelievable, surprised, disappointed, and a hint of anger. Various emotions hit Yin Shangxi's heart, making him feel guilty, especially when he saw the decadent Kang Shao in front of him, this guilt became deeper.
"That..." When he spoke again, Yoon Sang-hee found that his voice was unexpectedly dry. He knew that it was because he felt guilty, paused for a moment, calmed down, and then continued: "Do you want me to find her back?"
If it were the past, Kang Shao would have not hesitated and would even go to find it in person. But this time, unexpectedly, he shook his head.
Yoon Sang-hee asked in disbelief: “Did you give up?”
Kang Shao still shook his head.
Yin Shangxi then felt a little relieved, as if Kang Shao was the one he knew, but the next moment he was invaded by guilt again, he felt that Kang Shao became like this because of him. If... he thought, maybe it wasn't for him who told Yu Ziqing that he might not have left, and Kang Shao would not have...
Yoon Sang-hee knew that nothing is helpful now, and what has happened is that it has happened and no matter what is done, it cannot be changed.
"Do you want me to help you?"
"never mind."
Seeing Kang Shao repeatedly rejecting his help, Yin Shangxi felt something was wrong and could not say it. Since Kang Shao didn't go by himself, he could think it was because the other party was seriously injured now. After all, although he was not in danger of his life when he woke up, how could he recover in one or two days? Kang Shao was even harder to get out of bed now. Of course, this matter was just a small task for him, and because it was also because of him... No matter what, as long as Kang Shao nodded, he was willing to give the greatest assistance.
Kang Shao didn't say anything for a while, and Yin Shangxi could not guess what the other party was thinking, so she could only remain silent like the other party.
In the silence, the atmosphere gradually changed. Yin Shangxi felt the heavy and depressed atmosphere. He wanted to help his friends, which was considered to make up for his mistakes. But the other party didn't say a word, and he was a little anxious.
Just when Yoon Shangxi was about to speak because of her anxiety, Kang Shao finally spoke again:
“Am I wrong?”
Kang Shao's voice was very light, which made people feel like they were muttering to themselves. Including Yin Shangxi, he didn't know if the other party was asking him, so he didn't react for a while.
"Yue'er said that my feelings for her are like what I want because I can't get it. The more I can't get it, the more I want it, just like before, to Ruoxi..." At this point, Kang Shao's voice paused for a moment, and then slowly said: "I know very well, especially after those things, that's not feelings, but I'm not sure, what I have for Yue'er is because of the different feelings, so I always think that I love her. However, if I find out in the end that my feelings for her are not love, then..."
Kang Shao didn't say anything else, nor could he continue to say anything, but Yin Shangxi could guess what was later. He felt that if this was the case, Kang Shao would have to be unforgivable. However, Yin Shangxi knew Kang Shao, so he was surprised by what Kang Shao said. If he had not met Yu Ziqing, he might not have known the answer.
Kang Shao is from Brother Shu Mingyue, there is no doubt that Yin Shangxi did not expect that Kang Shao could not distinguish between feelings and love.
Getting may not be the best, and not getting it may not be what I want most. The former is like Qin Ruoxi, and the latter is like Brother Shu Mingyue. As Kang Shao himself said, he only did not get it, and also because they had known each other for a long time; and Brother Shu Mingyue, Kang Shao was cherishing after losing it and was willing to wake up.
After discovering this, Yin Shangxi couldn't help but sigh in her heart that fate was awesome. He felt that the three brothers, he, Kang Shao and Chu Haoxuan, were all of them who knew how to cherish after losing them. Although they could not cover the sky with their own hands and control their destiny, they were definitely the pride of heaven in the eyes of many people. They had birth, status, power and wealth that ordinary people could not meet. Such a slowness had played with the fate of many people in the applause. Who would have thought that they would all fall into the hands of a woman in the end? Although they were willing, they still hurt their beloved people.
The prodigal son turned around and the gold was not exchanged. Yin Shangxi believed that although they were wrong, they were not what they wanted, just like he treated Yu Ziqing. Because of the hurt back then, Yin Shangxi recognized his heart and paid the corresponding price to save the other party. Since the other party returned to him, he had been careful to maintain it. Isn’t this enough?
Chapter completed!