‘No one has ever taught him how to love, and he has lived in a world without love since he was a child, so naturally he doesn’t know how to love others. He can only love in his own way, clumsy, blindly knowing how to give but not saying anything…

From the beginning, I didn't understand his heart, and even his desire for possessiveness and control made me scared. After thinking through this, I realized how happy I was in the past because I could be loved by him wholeheartedly.

He never expresses his true feelings easily. I guess it's not that he doesn't want to, but he just doesn't know how to show it.

Why haven't you discovered it before?

In fact, he is really gentle. Maybe he didn't even notice this. When we were together at first, the feelings he always showed by chance were so gentle, so gentle...

He was very stupid, he only knew how to give, he was so stupid that he didn't want to say anything, and he silently carried all the misunderstandings but couldn't even explain a word...'

Ye Lei's words kept echoing in Chu Yan's ears. All of these words touched him deeply. He even had to admit that some of them were caused by him, both direct and indirect. However, in Ye Lei's last words, Chu Yan wanted to say, in fact, there is only one stupid person?

In Chu Yan's opinion, why is Ye Lei stupid?

"Are you still not sleeping?"

The voice of Long Ling'er came from behind him. Hearing the sound, Chu Yan turned around naturally, without any surprise at all at the time of the person who suddenly woke up in the middle of the night.

With the help of the moonlight outside the window, Long Ling'er saw Chu Yan's face full of excitement, so she spoke out and said with concern: "What's wrong?"

It’s not that I didn’t know what Chu Yan talked to Ye Lei at night, and I could guess some of it, but Chu Yan didn’t say it, so she didn’t ask. But one thing is certain, that is, Chu Yan must have insomnia at this moment. Since the two were together, to be precise, Long Ling'er was taken to her room by Chu Yan, and she was called convenient care. After all, Long Ling'er is not a three-year-old girl. Although she was really embarrassed at the beginning, Chu Yan really did nothing out of the ordinary except taking care of her, which made Long Ling'er both relieved and lost.

The corners of his lips raised a curve, and Chu Yan said, "It's nothing, why don't you sleep so late?"

Under the moonlight, Long Ling'er was wearing a white nightgown, looming, looking particularly charming and full of temptation. Of course, these temptations for Chu Yan were deeper, but he knew that it was not the time.

Long Ling'er did not answer immediately, but walked forward, then reached out to hold Chu Yan's waist and snuggled himself in the other person's arms: "I'm used to the warmth of you by my side, so I can't sleep."

In fact, Long Ling'er has never slept because she knew Chu Yan was worried, so after pretending to be asleep, she heard the movement around her, and then Chu Yan got out of bed. How could she go to bed after that?

Long Ling'er's words touched Chu Yan's heartstrings, and his heart suddenly became softer.

He raised his hand to hug Long Ling'er and murmured: "Sorry, has it disturbed you?"

Long Ling'er shook her head in his arms.

"Actually nothing is wrong," paused. After seeing such a Long Ling'er, Chu Yan couldn't help but say it: "It's what you were worried about before. In fact, you really don't have to worry at all. Those two children can solve it very well by themselves."

"What did Leier say?"

"The roughly means I want to give that fool another chance."

"Probably? Fool?" Long Ling'er raised her head from Chu Yan's arms.

Chu Yan laughed: "Because there isn't it yet, right? So I can only say it's probably. As for the fool, do you think he doesn't look like him?"

Long Ling'er thought about it and nodded, but seemed to have thought of something and said, "Actually, I think Lei'er is also very stupid sometimes."

This time, Chu Yan did not refute, but agreed: "Yes, both of them are stupid."

"What about you?"

After hearing Long Ling'er's question, Chu Yan became interested. He looked at the person in his arms and asked, "What do you think?"

Long Ling'er thought for a while and said, "It's quite stupid."

"Since you think so, that's it."

No matter how you sound, it sounds like you are acting cute, and Chu Yan is like a considerate lover tolerate it for granted. When Long Ling'er found this, she suddenly felt a little embarrassed.

Fortunately, Chu Yan did not continue to tease, but changed the topic: "Although I didn't think I was wrong before, no, to be precise, I don't think that was wrong, but today after hearing Lei'er say that, I found that maybe I was really wrong."

Hearing Chu Yan's seriousness in his speech, Long Ling'er also sorted out her emotions and asked: "What did Lei'er say?"

"Maybe, I owe that kid."

Who is Long Ling'er? So how could he not hear the meaning of this sentence? He immediately realized that as for Ye Lei's words, there was no need to answer them.

"I always feel that you owe him, but you don't want to admit it. What? I finally found out now?"

The tone seemed to be complaining, but it sounded like jealous, Chu Yan suddenly felt refreshed.

"Yes, then are you going to give me an idea?"

"What's the idea?"

"Of course it's the idea to compensate that brat."

Long Ling'er looked up at Chu Yan, but didn't answer for a long time. It was so long that it made people feel abnormal.

Chu Yan had to ask strangely: "What's wrong?"

"I'm just thinking, are you really the one I know?"

Seeing Long Ling'er's serious and innocent look, Chu Yan smiled and lowered his head to kiss her hair, then said leisurely: "Do you think I have changed?"

"Of course there are, but I like them all, whether they are the ones you in the past or the ones you now."

Unexpectedly, this answer would be like this, which made Chu Yan feel a little moved.

After tightening his arms and hugging the other party tighter, Chu Yan said, "I will treat you well in the future."

"Well, I believe you." Long Ling'er never even doubted this.

In fact, Long Ling'er wanted to tell Chu Yan that he had not changed, but he used to just treat her as his sister, but now they are lovers, lovers, and will soon... No matter what, Long Ling'er is sincerely satisfied with her current identity, and naturally enjoys the tenderness from Chu Yan that only shows to her lover. She even feels that she will continue to rely on it from now on until she leaves and dies.

Chu Yan himself probably didn't know that he and Chu Haoxuan were the same? Since they were both father and son, they were very similar in terms of feelings, just like the true feelings and tenderness that only revealed to a person... When he heard Ye Lei repeatedly talk about Chu Haoxuan's gentleness, Chu Yan didn't know that he also had an unparalleled gentleness in the eyes of a person.
Chapter completed!