Chapter 7: Talking Candidly
The distance between the army reception center and Chu Zheng's office building is not far, it only takes about ten minutes of running.
However, Chu Zheng still did not rush over immediately.
When we meet for the first time after marriage, why should this scene be more solemn?!
Chu Zheng felt a little regretful. If he had known better, he would not have "pushed out" his political commissar and marched with the team members. Now there is no one who can even discuss it, and he is so nervous that his little heart is beating happily.
Putting on his newly-issued regular clothes, Chu Zheng quickly walked into the reception center and went to the front desk to take out his ID. It was easy to find the room where his wife was assigned.
After ten months of marriage, the couple only met on the wedding day - Chu Zheng knew very well that he should really feel guilty.
"How about I show that I'm saving up for vacation and making up for my honeymoon as soon as I walk in?" Standing in front of the guest room door, Chu Zheng paced back and forth lightly, constantly doing mental construction.
"Bang!" The door opened.
Chu Zheng, who was very sure that it was not him who knocked on the door, watched helplessly as a beautiful and refreshing girl appeared in front of him. He instantly "photographed" the girl in front of him, and at the same time, he added the appearance of his wife in his head, and compared the two.
get conclusion:
"Zi...Zihe?"
Han Zihe scanned his eyes up and down, and nodded towards Chu Zheng who looked dull: "Come in and talk."
Looking at the delicate figure walking forward, Chu Zheng quickly wiped the cold sweat from his forehead by turning around and closing the door.
"Sit down." Han Zihe picked up the newly purchased mineral water, unscrewed the cap and placed it on the coffee table on the sofa.
When Chu Zheng saw this, he sat down on the sofa facing the mineral water bottle very obediently.
Han Zihe took out two documents from his bag and said straight to the point: "My application for work secondment, and the application for joining the army approved by your army leader."
After receiving the handed document, Chu Zheng did not open it immediately. He considered it and said slowly: "I heard that you are angry at home... I will apologize to you for them first... As for me, I will also apologize.
We are husband and wife, and I know your character and conduct in my heart. Regarding your affairs, I will always be with you..."
Han Zihe, who wanted to interrupt at first, fell silent the moment Chu Zheng spoke. She wanted to know her spouse's attitude on this matter, and the result made her quite satisfied.
After hearing what she wanted to hear, Han Zihe finally raised his hand to stop Chu Zheng's words: "Chu Zheng, I think... whether it's your second sister-in-law or your second brother, these are not the key... everything is ultimately the center.
The problem is you and me."
As she spoke, she took out the marriage certificate that came with her bag: "Military marriages are solemn. I think to a large extent, it is my fault... Before the marriage, I did not seriously consider the difference between military marriages and ordinary marriages, or maybe...
It can be said that you and I have not really understood each other... We have known each other for five months and been married for nearly a year... In less than two years, I don't know if I am just a weak person in your memory.
Shadow? Look, you can’t recognize my voice, and when I see you, you are also very strange..."
Seeing Chu Zheng frowning and about to speak, Han Zihe raised his hand and waved, saying softly: "Don't rush to speak, just listen to me... I know that this is not entirely your fault. I also have a big problem myself."
Responsibility, not to mention the carelessness before marriage, only after marriage, you are busy with your work, just like before marriage, I am immersed in the utopia I built, and I have no consciousness of being married...
Now think about it, the purpose of your marriage...maybe not even 'to start a family', that kind of impulse like wanting to get rid of something, or to complete a task, now that I think about it, it is a great disrespect for you, and also
Your disrespect for me...
Haha, to put it inappropriately, I have the feeling that "people must insult themselves and others will insult them"... You know, that feeling of neither being cherished by oneself nor being respected by one's spouse made me think for a while.
, I want to end this marriage.”
After a timely pause, there is a long silence, which is long enough for a quick-minded person to think clearly about the problem.
"I'm sorry..." Chu Zheng spoke first.
His bright black eyes looking at Han Zihe were as deep as the night sky. The solemnity and seriousness in his eyes could easily make the person being stared at believe that what he was about to say at this moment was extremely responsible.
And seriously: "I'm sorry that my actions hurt you."
He stared intently into Han Zihe's eyes: "Our union was indeed too fast, but in my heart, I really don't have any frivolous thoughts... I think the misunderstanding between the two of us is largely due to
I did not communicate effectively with you, my wife, in a timely manner...
So, you may not quite understand what I am thinking.
In my heart, I am a soldier from body to heart, a qualified soldier! I will have strict requirements and constraints on myself: I can make decisions quickly, but I will be responsible and responsible to the end...
Maybe this marriage doesn't make you feel the respect you deserve.
At this point, no matter what, it's my fault.
No matter how you explain it, you can't hide it. As a husband, I didn't make you feel safe. This is my dereliction of duty.
That alone is my fault.
Today, no matter what decision you make, I should apologize to you.
But...I still want to struggle.
Zihe, you...are you willing to give your husband, who has never been in love, a chance...to pursue love, manage a marriage, and love his wife?...Actually, I think I can still become a good husband if I train him/her.
; I think I can still save it myself!"
Han Zihe reached out and touched her eyes. This was not because she was moved to tears. She simply wanted to destroy Chu Zheng's charm skills on her - deep words and serious eyes were too lethal to her.
.
"Chu Zheng, I just want to ask, do you think I am your spouse or your wife?"
"Wife, soon, we will become each other's irreplaceable lovers."
As expected, sweet words should be spoken by someone with good looks, so that they can be pleasing to the eye.
"Before, before I came to the station, I fainted at the municipal military hospital." Seeing Chu Zheng's expression suddenly change, Han Zihe smiled at him soothingly, "Don't worry, I'm fine, Mr. Zou over there
The doctor checked me out and found that my health is still worthy of the envy of others."
Making a joke to lighten the atmosphere, Han Zihe spoke again: "However, that dizzy spell also made me want to understand a lot of things... Isn't there a saying, 'The past has become a cloud of smoke'? I think, I think
I should also change something...
So, let me ask you, if... I am no longer the original Han Zihe, will it be difficult for you to accept it?"
Chu Zheng was stunned for a moment when he was asked. He could tell with his intuition that Han Zihe's words were not without purpose, but no matter how much he thought about it, he couldn't figure out what made him feel strange. Chu Zheng thought that he might be overthinking his wife.
The child may simply want to abandon the past and create a better life in the future with him.
"Before, we didn't understand each other. Since we are starting from this moment, naturally you are more important now. You can't chase the past. If you abandon your past self, naturally I will also abandon you."
My past self...
In this way, you in the past are accompanied by me in the past, and I am accompanied by you now. I should be happy, so how can I feel uncomfortable?"
At this moment, Han Zihe finally breathed a sigh of relief.
After relaxing, Han Zihe suddenly realized a problem. She suddenly raised her head and looked at Chu Zheng, who was sneaking towards her, and asked very attentively: "Comrade Chu Zheng, are you officers so glib?"
Uh... Student Chu Zheng suddenly realized that reality had taught him a solid lesson, letting him know what "too much is not enough" means.
Chapter completed!