65,【3,4 more】(1/3)
Shen Zhizhe lowered his head and trembled violently all over.
He thought he was playing Shen Yuntang, but he didn't expect that Shen Yuntang had been playing him.
Shen Yuntang knew so early that he was lying to her.
His breathing became stagnant, and this thought made him a hundred times more painful.
"Are you going? The nodes in that world are very subtle. It was after the system asked me: Have you found that you are becoming more and more interested in the fate of the characters in the book?" She paused, "Are you afraid of me? You want to change their fate?" Destiny, so you’re here, huh?”
"Then please explain." Shen Yuntang sat back on the chair, folded his arms and said, "What is your purpose? Tell me everything?"
This question shouldn't be difficult to answer.
She has made everything clear. As long as Shen Zhizhe still has some conscience, he should not hide it from her anymore.
But it seems difficult.
Revealing those thoughts that had been buried for too long was like cutting open his heart and digging out the seeds that had taken root and rotted inside.
What's more, facing Shen Yuntang.
He wanted to show his most disgusting side in front of her. Let her know how he carried out such an elaborate design against her, just to realize his shameful delusion.
How difficult.
Shen Zhizhe could hardly speak.
He would rather die.
I would rather never be adopted by the Shen family, die of starvation or accidental death, or grow up in poverty and embarrassment in a corner struggling to survive, than let Shen Yuntang's evaluation of himself be that of a "scheming evil person".
…
But he already is.
Shen Zhizhe's heart sank.
Obviously he had imagined the worst outcome. If Shen Yuntang found out that he was planning this matter, would he ignore him, never see him again, regard him as an enemy, and lose his temper to drive him away.
He also thought that in order to seize the chance that he could really get what he wanted, it was acceptable to pay such a price. He deserved it.
But he never expected that Shen Yuntang would have his own lover in this world.
She accepted her husband and embraced life in this world.
This means that she doesn't have much to miss in her original world.
This is the biggest punishment for him.
He reaps the consequences.
After a long time, Shen Zhizhe was able to speak out with difficulty?
\"You are so lovable no matter where you are.\" He lowered his eyes, not looking at her, just looking at his gradually whitening knuckles, "I? The original trajectory I arranged for you was to be like the original owner, and be killed by the male protagonist. Get revenge with your male partner, get divorced, and leave the Huo family."
"I want you to have another life before you know me? I am the one who protects you the most."
"Anyone will hurt you, distrust you, and prevent you from living the life you want."
"Only me? I will never reject you."
"I will appear when you are at your lowest point. This time it will be me who will save you."
"I want you to be unable to leave me?"
He smiled, "But no one will hurt Shen Yuntang."
"I? Miscalculated."
Shen Yuntang looked at him quietly.
It seems that he is not telling how to arrange his own life, but telling other people's stories.
She rarely looked at Shen Zhizhe so carefully.
He was still holding Xie Yunting's face, and after looking at it for a long time, she almost forgot what Shen Zhizhe looked like originally.
The original Shen Zhizhe has indeed become distant and strange.
Will desire change people? Or is it like the saying goes? It is said that people will really be troubled by the things they can't get when they are young.
What is he obsessed with?
Shen Yuntang feels that Shen Zhizhe cannot be completely attributed to love, or even secret love. His emotions are very complicated, including childhood loss, childhood dependence, later ignorance and self-repression, and experiencing the torture of shame and sense of immorality. , it was pulled repeatedly and became what it is now.
She even felt that Shen Zhizhe was worshiping her as a god.
He doesn't want his god to come into contact with other mortals.
He even wants to reshape a world for her and maintain her divinity.
But.
She hates an arranged life, especially people who try to control other people's destinies.
She was far from the only one being manipulated.
"What about Zhuo Mei?" Shen Yuntang asked him calmly, "Zhuo Mei also appeared in Cihabao later. Is she related to you?"
"I have now figured it out. The perfume exhibit she left in Cihaburg is almost exactly the same as the master in the real world, but there is an extra freesia, which is probably a hint to you."
Freesia is the most commonly used flower by Shen Zhizhe.
"Is she in the real world?" Shen Yuntang asked.
For a long time, Shen Zhizhe closed his eyes and nodded.
After listening to his confession, Shen Yuntang finally understood the cause and effect.
But Shen Zhizhe still lied to her.
He said it was a book he created.
But Shen Yuntang knew that it was not the world in the book, but another parallel world.
Shen Zhizhe got a system that could modify the parallel world. As if he saw the hope of getting rid of the worldly gaze, he decided to personally modify a story to fulfill his long-cherished wish.
From the moment he revised it, each character was given the "personality" he created.
Huo Yuyan became a cold and tyrannical boss.
Huo Xihuai became the boss of Yin Prey.
Everyone changed their life trajectory and lived according to Shen Zhizhe's ideas.
But when there is a sudden change, some people will always feel something is wrong.
Zhuo Mei is that one.
She trusted her own personality and wisdom very much, and felt outrageous that she would marry Shen Anguo.
From this moment on, she realized that she was being influenced by something and would always make the most abnormal choices at critical moments.
This isn't right.
This is not her life.
It is impossible for her to give up her career and be deceived by a fool, it is impossible for her to ignore her daughter and let her grow crooked, and it is impossible for her to die of illness.
She was assigned a "fateful trajectory" and she couldn't resist.
Zhuo Mei began to record her own destiny.
Because of her awakening, the plot collapsed for the first time.
Shen Zhizhe began to tinker with the plot, trying to set up character causes for important characters to prevent them from discovering differences in the details of their lives and awakening.
Until the day Shen Yuntang entered the world.
He began to close the net.
"I? Understand." Shen Yuntang nodded.
What is the background of the world? It’s clear, but he still didn’t explain how Zhuo Mei came in and out of the two worlds.
Taboo symbolizes secrecy.
The secret is the point.
Finally? The confession was over, and Shen Zhizhe let out a sigh of relief.
He raised his head and looked at her with complex and dark eyes.
Shen Yuntang didn't lose her temper with him. She didn't even have much emotional reaction, as if she felt that this was not the final outcome.
"Are you going home, or are you staying here to watch the plot develop?" he asked.
Shen Yuntang paused.
"I want to see Zhuo Mei." She said confidently.
Shen Zhizhe was quiet for a moment.
She's actually not interested in what's going on in that world right now?
To be continued...