There is a knot in my heart that has always been difficult to understand, that is, whether this book still needs to be written...

Recently, a lot of things have happened. Originally, this was not the reason why I stopped updating, but the real reason why I didn’t want to update was the continuous shouting and scolding under the book reviews. Plus, once things happened, I didn’t want to think about it anymore.

This is the real reason why I stopped updating!

Some readers put down harsh words and said that I didn't update. I looked at it coldly and laughed. It seemed that I didn't hit many bricks. It seemed that I didn't do anything about it. Is this how you feel?

Keep scolding, many brothers are enjoying scolding, right? The more you scold, the less I will update!

I have said it myself, first of all, I am not a professional writer, I don’t take writing books as a career, and I don’t expect to earn a living from writing books. For me, writing books is just a hobby! In the end, it is for responsibility and for

The brother who has been with me for such a long time. As the saying goes, if you have no desire, you will be strong, and if you have more money,

It doesn't matter to me that I have less money. I used to ask for red envelopes and gold medals for my enthusiasm and motivation, not for what you call money. In fact, in the final analysis, I am just a child with a temper. I have worked hard, but how much money do I need?

A word of praise, a few words of encouragement, it's that simple.

Remember, what I am looking for is not my parents, and you are not my parents! Many authors use the word "dear friends" to address readers and friends, but I always use "brothers". What I am looking for is

My confidants and brothers are not my parents. I have been groveling before, not because you are older than me, but because I respect you, feel ashamed of you, feel sorry for you, and sincerely accept everyone's whipping and scolding.

Second, I am also a human being. I also have to live, I also have to struggle for survival, and I also have things to do. Don’t read just one or two chapters every day, that’s what I squeezed out. Just think about it, it’s already six o’clock when I come back from work every day.

, go home, have dinner, it’s ninety o’clock. One chapter has two thousand words, for me

It’s one and a half hours, two chapters is three hours, and it’s twelve o’clock in a blink of an eye. Not counting stuck, lack of inspiration, etc., I can’t rest until at least twelve o’clock every day, and eight o’clock the next morning

Get up and go to work. Calculate the time. How many hours should I rest every day?

Third, I write books as a hobby. I work hard and you spend a few cents to read books. This is originally a matter of mutual consent between you and me, and it is a matter of justice. I just want to ask you,

Why can you insult me ​​wantonly? Thinking about it makes me angry. The plot I worked hard to conceive and the words I worked hard to code are not bullshit in your eyes. In this case, just don't read it. Why bother to insult me?

When the trend of insults became bigger and bigger, and more and more people began to insult without restraint, I was very depressed! I really wanted to stop here and stop updating. At this point, my mood was very low. I have to admit that the reader's

Evaluation is too important in my heart, and I can never be proud or disgraceful.

So, I disappeared again for a month. Partly to adjust my mood, and partly because I had something to do at home. Now I am still wandering between the two. Should I write this article... or not?

Earning money from selling cabbage and having the heart to sell white rice flour still doesn't get recognition and encouragement. Is my effort worth it?
Chapter completed!