Chapter 133 Remembrance of Deep Love
"I was so excited by you that I said those words. I was angry and angry, but that was all the past. Now - I am glad that you left Yun Han, so that we have the chance to renew our relationship." Wei Zi was more afraid that she would say it too late, so she was about to leave, and was eager to express her thoughts.
But Yunmeng would not believe his words so easily, "You don't need to comfort me."
"No." The sorrow on her face made him feel harshly again, and even a little panicked. He immediately couldn't care about anything, and shook out all the emotions he had realized these days. "Actually, I think... I don't have feelings for you now."
"What does it mean?" Yun Meng was shocked, forgot to resist, turned her head and frowned at him.
Wei Zi's thinner lips tightly pursed, his handsome face was deeper, as if he was thinking about something. After thinking about it, he said, "When I was studying, I got used to many female classmates around me. Because I had a girlfriend at that time, I never cared about the girls who showed goodwill to me in school. I thought it was a coincidence that I thought you were obedient and thought you were a honest and obedient girl. To be honest, I didn't actually have any regard for girls like you who are too sed to be too obedient.
I am interested, and you have never shown that kind of thing to me like some girls... just love or something. How can I know you like me? When you graduated, you came to me and told me about your family situation. I was really moved by your filial piety at that time. At the same time, for Professor Yun's sake, I agreed to your request. I thought that you were honest and that you had done a fake marriage because of your filial piety to your mother, and I never doubted anything.
During the year we got married, I was mostly busy with my career. Although we lived under the same roof, we didn’t even say anything. However, when we went back every day, the lights were on at home and there were food on the table. I thought it was quite good. And you said that it was just by the way and just thought it was thanking me for my help. I didn’t think too much, but I was used to your care for me.
When my aunt passed away, I felt very sad when I saw you being so sad all day long, but after all, I was just a cooperative relationship with you, so I couldn't say anything comforting, so I had to let you vent my feelings quietly. Fortunately, you came out quickly and your life gradually returned to normal. At that time, seeing that you were in a better state, I actually felt relieved.
When the year comes, I would have forgotten that if you hadn't mentioned it on your own. At that time, Pan Fuyun was about to return to China. I thought I should have handled this marriage well, so I agreed to find time to get a divorce, but who knew that she suddenly came back early. You knew everything that happened afterwards. However, on the day I broke up with her, I was not as sad as you thought. I was just a little annoyed, so I drank some wine, but you were chatting around me and said that I would go to get a divorce immediately, asking me to apologize and admit my mistake and ask her to make a good deal. I suddenly felt even more irritable and inexplicably angry.
At that time, I didn't understand what was going on. In short, I got drunk for no reason that night and even told you..." After talking so much, Wei Ziyue's face looked weird and embarrassed, "I felt relieved afterwards when you said you didn't want me to take responsibility, but I felt a little depressed. After the divorce, you disappeared so thoroughly. It was by chance that I heard my uncle say that you had been to France for a long time. In fact, after that, Pan Fuyun came to me, but I gave up the opportunity to get along with me. I don't know why, but I just felt it was unnecessary.
After the divorce, I have very few opportunities to come to A City, but every time I come here, I will go to school to see my uncle and ask about your news. I am used to it."
After he said so much, Yunmeng still didn't understand what his words "It's not that I have feelings now" meant. The more Wei Zi looked at her confused face, he moved uneasyly, and then looked at her and said, "Until I met you again, I suddenly felt that life was interesting. You probably don't know, it was actually a long time ago. I guess it was not until you returned to China. Once on the road, you took a taxi and the taxi rear-ended it--"
When he mentioned this suddenly, Yun Meng's eyes unconsciously widened, obviously surprised that he knew this! Wei Ziyue looked at her surprised expression, and smiled at the corner of her mouth, and asked curiously: "Do you have no impression of the person who got off the car at that time? I was sitting in the car that day. At first I didn't expect it to be so coincidental! When I saw you get out of the car and walk forward through the traffic, I almost thought there was something wrong with my eyes! Later, I asked Assistant Lin to drive you until you went to a restaurant."
Yunmeng also had an expression of sudden enlightenment, shook her head and murmured, "No wonder when I saw Assistant Lin for the first time, I always felt that I had seen him somewhere..." The first time she said was when she saw Lin Dong next to Wei Ziyue.
Wei Ziyue smiled and continued, "Since then, I have inexplicably liked to go on business trips to A City, and I always want to see you. Later, I met you at Zhou Weicheng's wedding by chance. Seeing you changed a lot compared to before, I felt that I couldn't say anything, just that I felt... I was very happy to see you. But later, when I knew you came back with my child, and the child was completely my copy, the unknown happiness in my heart was replaced by anger.
Can you imagine that feeling? That is, the impression you gave me before was suddenly completely overturned. My first feeling was that you, those well-behaved and obedient ladies, were all disguised. As for what the purpose was, I didn’t understand and didn’t think about it, but I was just angry! You knew everything that happened after that. The more you didn’t want me to be responsible, the more I wanted to be responsible. I always thought it was for the children and to give my children a complete home. But when you married Chen Yunhe, I really realized that I actually wanted to be with you, I wanted to be responsible, not just for the children, but because of you... and then slowly, I gradually understood all my abnormalities before - even when you were anxious to divorce me a few years ago, I felt unhappy and depressed in my heart, and even Pan Fuyun turned to me and I didn’t even have the intention to match her... I think, what is the reason, you won’t understand, right?"
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