Gong Qianhan: Survival in the Cracks in the Dark World 1(1/2)
When I was lying on the operating table, the lights in the operating room were surprisingly bright, and my vision was clear and blurred.
Nan Fengchen and Xia Xiaomi, wearing white coats, hats and masks, stood on both sides of the operating table.
Nan Fengchen lowered his head and put on gloves, while Xia Xiaomi was fiddling with anesthetics.
"General anesthesia or local anesthesia?" Xia Xiaomi asked me for a long time.
Without any hesitation, I said: "Local anesthesia.com"[
Xia Xiaomi paused with her fingers, then looked at Nan Fengchen opposite her.
Nan Fengchen held his hand on one side of the operating table: "Are you sure? Your body has an anti-ansthetic constitution. If the "medicine" effect is lost in the middle, you will be in great pain. General anesthesia is safer."
I shook my head and insisted: "Local anesthesia. Treatment."
Nan Fengchen shrugged, and Xia Xiaomi also seemed helpless.
As a doctor, I know very well that although anesthesia can reduce the pain of surgical patients, the side effects are also very large. For example, your IQ will be reduced, and your memory and all aspects will have an impact.
As a doctor, I can't accept these negative effects.
"Then, it's starting." Xia Xiaomi began to inject me with "ejaculation" and anesthesia, while Nan Fengchen watched from the side.
After the anesthesia is finished, it is a waiting period, waiting for the anesthesia to take effect.
However, at this time, my consciousness was very clear.
"The operation began." Half an hour later, when the anesthesia began to take effect, Nan Fengchen told me.
I closed my eyes: "Yeah."
Yes, I entrust my life to these two people - Xia Xiaomi and Nan Fengchen.
It has been three years since we met.
They have been learning medical skills with me. Both of them are very smart and learn very quickly, especially Nan Fengchen, who comes at least, but learns the fastest. Of course, Xia Xiaomi has also made rapid progress, but compared with Nan Fengchen, it is still slightly inferior.
In fact, at their speed, they can go to the operating table one year in advance, but both of them chose to study steadily and have a little more chance of success. And I was their first surgical patient and their first battle after they got out of the army.
When I made this decision, my mother said, "You're crazy."
My father even raised his slap, but finally put on his hands under my cold eyes.
In three years, the underworld collapsed, the Royal College of the British Emperor was no longer owned by the underworld, and the M organization disappeared. The so-called top ten underworld families were all in decline. In the end, the business was doing regular business, including our Gong family.
"Xiaomi, give me the scalpel." Nan Fengchen's voice.[
"Okay." Xia Xiaomi answered.
Immediately afterwards, I felt something cutting on my body, but I couldn't feel the pain, and I could even feel the traces of blood rolling on my stomach.
"Ming Qianhan, give us your heart surgery. This is a favor we owe you." Nan Fengchen said.
Xia Xiaomi corrected: "It's my favor."
Nan Fengchen defended: "Your favor is mine."
Then Xia Xiaomi stopped talking.
The relationship between these two people has been like this for three years. They obviously like each other, but everyone can see their feelings later, but they have been like this.
I think Bai Mo's "dead" is a serious blow to Xia Xiaomi. Although I know where Bai Mo is, this is also the secret between us.
I once asked Bai Mo: "Don't you really regret doing this?"
The gentle boy replied: "If I were there, Xia Xiaomi might never be with Nan Fengchen."
"Don't you like Xia Xiaomi?"
"No, I like it very much." His eyes looked very hurt, but his tone was still so calm.
The serene and bizarre.
"Since you like it, why don't you fight for it? Why do you have to leave? Wouldn't it be nice to stay by her?"
"It is happiness for me to stay by her side, but it may be a trouble for her! With her "gender" character, even if she knows that she admires me more than likes, the most suitable thing for her is Nan Fengchen. As long as I exist, she will never get close to Nan Fengchen."
"So you have to sacrifice your happiness to fulfill them?"
To be honest, I can't understand Bai Mo's thinking and ideas.
If you care, if you like it, isn’t it the best thing to stay by your side?
Why do you have to be the Virgin Mary?
"Ming Qianhan, if one day you find that you like someone very much, but she only admires you, then you will be very disappointed and lost. Instead of letting her wake up and dreams, it is better to leave and become a myth in her memory. From then on, whenever she thinks of you, she will always feel that you are the best and most perfect."
I still couldn't understand and digest his words. However, I couldn't help but think of that person.
Because, there was such a person in my world, and I had swear to myself to take good care of her.[
The first person to study medicine was also because of that person.
That year, I was eight years old.
And she was six years old.
That year, she was wearing a rose-colored princess dress, tied with two braids, a pair of bright corners of her eyes, and two dimples when she smiled, looking energetic.
When we first met, she was the child adopted by her mother.
"Qianhan, this is my sister, named Mo Nong."
Mo Nong smiled at me and stretched out his hand: "Hey, my name is Mo Nong, brother, hello!"
I frowned and turned around coldly.
Because, I hate her smile, I hate how bright she can smile, but I am so dark.
"Mo Nong, don't care, he's that." Mom's voice came from behind.
Then, our cold relationship lasted for nearly a year. Every time she took the initiative to talk to me, I pretended that she didn't hear it.
It's nine years old and the sun is just right.
I sat in the dark room, surrounded by darkness.
There are subtle breathing sounds outside.
I know that those are servants at home.
From the moment I was born, I was identified as a congenital "sexual" heart disease, so weak and fragile.
Everyone looked at me with pity.
They would say in private, "Don't approach Master Gong, he has a heart disease, and it will be angered if he dies." "Look, what a cute young master, it's a pity that he is a heart disease patient."
Perhaps the speaker has no malice in his own words, but I hear them in my ears and my heart.
After that, my parents arranged a lot of servants to protect me, so as to prevent me from being in danger of my life, as a "congenital heart disease patient". No matter where I go, they are all following me, causing me to suffer.
"Brother, brother!" Mo Nong's timid voice came from outside.
I changed my position and sat down irritably without saying a word.
"Brother, you have been in the room for many days." Mo Nong said weakly: "It's not good."
I still don't speak.
Because I feel very annoyed.
"Brother, the pear blossoms are blooming, it looks very beautiful outside." Mo Nong's voice became louder, and then she pushed open the door and the light opened. I felt that my area was violated.
"Who is going to let you come in?" I stood up and asked coldly.
Mo Nong lowered his head and crossed his hands uneasily: "Brother, the pear blossoms are blooming."
"The pear blossoms bloom when they bloom."
It's nothing to do with me.
"The pear blossoms are really blooming." She seemed to be able to say this.
Very annoying!!!
This is how I felt at that time.
"What do you want?" I asked.
She looked up at me and walked up to me, stretched out her little hand to hold my cold finger: "Brother, look at the pear blossom."
"No!" I refused.
But Mo Nong seemed to have taken my hand and walked out as if he hadn't heard it.
"Young Master!" Seeing me come out, these servants showed a sigh of relief, but soon they became nervous again: "Miss Mo Nong, where are you going to take the Youth?"
Mo Nong said to them: "Brother is hungry and wants to have afternoon tea!"
I stared at this "sister" who usually speaks weakly in front of me but speaks openly to them. When I found out that she was lying, her face did not blush or her heart would not be beating. She was born with a shameless person!
For example, if you take my hand and walk out despite my opposition, this is proof!
Those people looked at me and showed a puzzled expression.
To be continued...