Chapter 1316 I love you more than I hate you
Bai Lu: "Hate, I hate that you helped Xie Shuoyu steal me away from my parents, causing me to be an orphan for eighteen years, bullied and exploited by Shenyang Hong Chen Liping's family. Originally, I could stay with my mother, but when I am a child with a mother who dotes on me. Even if my mother and father are not together, my mother will not stop my father from visiting me. I am a child with a mother and father."
Lu Miaomiao: "I'm sorry."
But Lu Miaomiao couldn't apologize.
She just apologized softly in her heart, saying I'm sorry.
Over and over again, just like she has done for more than ten years.
Bailu: "But I can't hate you. It's not that you gave me a way to survive, but... I don't know anymore, Lu Miaomiao, this is the first time I have hesitated like this, and it is also the first time I can't tell whether I am right or wrong about someone." Human feelings."
Lu Miaomiao smiled bitterly: "This is the feeling I have had for your father and your grandma for so many years."
Very complicated.
Don't know if it's love or hate.
It must be a mixture of love and hate, I can't tell the difference for a long time.
But she thought it was probably more hate than love.
Bai Lu said: "I think I love you more than I hate you."
Lu Miaomiao's tears suddenly fell down, falling together with the drizzle.
Yes, there is too much love and hate.
Always has been.
Bai Lu: "Before you left me in the orphanage, you must have held me like a mother. Right?"
Lu Miaomiao didn't know when he had held her cold hand. She did not answer directly, but just fell into memories and said: "You are ugly, small, but also soft. I don't know how to hold you." , I’m afraid that I will crush you if I exert too much force. Every time you finish drinking milk, I will let you lie on my shoulder, drag your little butt, and then I will give you milk to make you burp. You don’t know , your milk burps are so stinky."
As he spoke, Lu Miaomiao laughed.
Bai Lu couldn't help but laugh.
Lu Miaomiao's eyes began to blur, as if he had gone back to more than ten years ago.
She said: "You are really well-behaved. As long as I hold you and you lie in my arms, you won't cry or make fuss. But once you start crying, it's useless for anyone to coax you except for me to hold you." Later, whenever you cry, I will hold you. If your left hand gets sore, I will switch to my right hand. If my right hand gets sore, I will switch to my left hand."
Lu Miaomiao told her: "You were almost always in my arms for the three months before I sent you to the orphanage."
Bai Lu didn't know what her expression was. She wrinkled her nose and smiled: "I must be annoying to death."
Lu Miaomiao: "No, you are not bothered at all. As long as I give you milk, change diapers, and hold you, you will be obedient and sleep most of the time."
Bai Lu: "Blood relationship is really wonderful, right?"
Lu Miaomiao: "I don't know. I've only found that wonderful feeling in your family. I don't even have the slightest feeling in my own father and brother. I look at them as if they were strangers. .”
Bailu: "Lu Miaomiao, you are too paranoid."
Lu Miaomiao smiled: "I would rather you say that I am too ambitious."
Bailu said again: "Lu Miaomiao, let's go. I'll send you away before it's too late."
Lu Miaomiao stopped talking and began to recall her childhood again.
Although he had only been her eldest sister and mother for three months, Lu Miaomiao knew her very well, because after sending her to the orphanage, Lu Miaomiao had been paying attention to her and silently caring about her.
She knows everything about her and has witnessed all of her growth.
Lu Miaomiao finally said: "When I brought you back to China, you were still young, just three weeks old, and the change in air pressure after the plane took off made you particularly uncomfortable. You cried so hard that I couldn't comfort you. I thought
You were sick and scared me to death. My confinement sister kept telling me that it was okay, but I just couldn't trust you. As soon as the plane landed, I took you to the hospital quickly. The doctor thought you were born by me."
Bai Lu waited for a while: "Is there any more?"
Lu Miaomiaoyao
Shaking his head: "No more."
She had only been with her for three months, and the things she could say were very limited.
Already said.
Bailu: "Lu Miaomiao, I will send you away."
Lu Miaomiao was helpless: "I think you are the one who is paranoid. You keep saying this over and over again. I have already said it, I can't leave, I don't have time."
Bai Lu: "There is still time, I can give you -"
Lu Miaomiao said calmly: "I have already reported myself to the police when you come."
Bai Lu couldn't help but squeeze Lu Miaomiao's fingers.
Lu Miaomiao: "As soon as your car arrived, Kang Yi sent me a message. While you were coming to find me, I had already called the police and surrendered. The police should be here soon. I hope they can give me more money."
I’d like to talk to you more in a little while.”
Bai Lu no longer cared about what Lu Miaomiao said, she nervously looked around.
She saw Tang Xing standing between two tombstones not far away, holding a cigarette.
She also saw many men wearing black raincoats appearing in a circle around her.
They stood around them as if nothing had happened, surrounding them... and Lu Miaomiao.
Tang Xing met her eyes and waved to her, as if to tell her to hurry up.
Lu Miaomiao looked ahead: "The policeman is still very gentle to people who surrender. I think we still have a little time, but there won't be much time. Xiaolu, it's time for us to talk about business."
Bai Lu frowned: "Why? Lu Miaomiao, I clearly didn't want to kill you. If you don't call the police or surrender, I can send you away. You and Chang Kangyi can stay abroad-"
Lu Miaomiao: "Xiaolu, I have something to ask you."
Bai Lu couldn't hide his anger: "You don't need to beg me. Lu Miaomiao, I don't need your crime to be so serious at all. I just need you to commit a crime, so that you can get out of the Lu family and lose the Lu family."
I have won the inheritance right long ago. I delayed asking Xu Yi to send someone to report you until now just to give you enough time to finish everything you want to do! Otherwise, you would have long ago——
"
Lu Miaomiao gently touched her head, calmed her irritability, and said with a smile: "That's good. Firstly, I'm afraid that you will be soft-hearted and can't bear to attack them. Secondly, I'm even more afraid that you will be raped by grandpa.
If you threaten family ties, grandpa will not allow you to attack them."
Bai Lu's eyes flashed: "I gave you so many opportunities to kill me, but you didn't take any action. I thought you were being cautious. I sold you bigger flaws, but you still didn't do anything. I realized that you
If you want to get the Lu family, and grandpa is a thorn in your side, then your target is grandpa. I arranged for grandpa to travel everywhere, and only a few bodyguards secretly accompanied him, but you still didn't take action."
Lu Miaomiao smiled and said, "I hate grandpa. For Lu's sake, just like Gu Pianran, I bowed my head and used my mother to serve Gu Pianran. But I can't blame grandpa, it was my mother who did something wrong first. I can't blame Gu Pianran, either.
Song Jinse is his mother, and he just wants to seek an explanation for his mother, that's all. I can't blame you, because it's my mother who brought it upon herself."
Bailu: "After talking with my father, I realized who you really wanted to take revenge on."
Lu Miaomiao: "Brother Yiting-my uncle has always understood me very well."
Bai Lu: "The people you want to take revenge on are the Lu family except us and grandpa."
Lu Miaomiao: "Yes, the second roommate of my eldest brother is the one I want to take revenge on. There were times when Xiangyang's parents couldn't stand the domestic violence of my father and my mother, so they came forward to persuade me several times. Xiangyang's mother, in
When my dad wouldn't let me eat, he would secretly call me to go to their yard and give me food. I wouldn't touch them."
The only people she wants to take revenge on are the first bedroom and the second bedroom.
Lu Jinshan, Lu Jinzhu, Ouyang Feng, her stepmother, the twins Lu Qinge, Lu Qinwan, Lu Jingyu, and her half-brothers.
They all have to die.
No one can escape.
And those who treat her well and give her warmth must live a good life.
Bai Lu's eyes flickered for a moment before he said, "The target of your revenge is also Grandpa."
Lu Miaomiao's pupils were shaking. It took her a long time before she nodded: "It was my grandfather who killed my mother with his own hands. I can't hate him, but I can't help myself not to blame him. But my grandfather was very good to me. He favored boys over girls.
His daughter is not allowed to inherit the Lu family. But he has never owed anything to his daughter in the family for food and clothing, and he is particularly partial to me. I can’t do anything to grandpa, but I...can’t let him live so happily.”
Her happiness is gone, why can Lu Cheng live happily in his later years?
He also found the cute little deer, and found in the little deer the children and grandchildren he longed for most.
Why?
She couldn't let Lu Cheng be so happy in his later years.
Her way of taking revenge on Lu Cheng was to make Lu Cheng watch his sons, grandchildren, and grandchildren die in front of him one by one.
Let the man with white hair send the man with black hair.
Bailu: "Lu Miaomiao, you are so smart, how can you not understand? Grandpa is just a fool. He uses his own way of thinking to define our happiness. He thinks the happiness in his mind is our real happiness.
.He's just a fool, but he never
He has never favored boys over girls. In his concept, a girl is happy when she marries a good man. He feels that it is unhappy for a girl to work hard in the business world. He has seen too many people in the business world.
Dirty things, he doesn’t want the girls at home to experience—”
Lu Miaomiao's tone was gentle but firm: "I know. But my revenge on grandpa is not because he didn't allow me to inherit the Lu family. It's just that... in your words, it was his stupidity that pushed me to hell. If he
If he hadn't deprived me of my inheritance rights, maybe I wouldn't have suffered what happened just because I was a girl. Even if he really favored boys over girls and ignored me, I wouldn't be in such pain."
On the one hand, grandpa carefully cultivated and taught her, but on the other hand, he blocked her path to inherit the Lu family. ap.
It gave her the ability and ambition, but no inheritance rights.
It was grandpa who pushed her into such a tangled and painful hell.
If her grandfather really favored boys over girls and only raised her to be a wealthy wife, then she wouldn't be in such pain and suffering.
Lu Miaomiao sighed: "Human beings are very complicated. People's feelings for another person are even more complicated. Up to now, I can no longer distinguish my feelings for my grandfather. The only thing I can be sure of is that both the first and second bedrooms are
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