Zhou Hanshen looked at the cover for a while and then opened the file.

The moment he opened the file, he felt as if a hole was being torn open in his heart.

There are quite a lot of things recorded in the file, including blood draw sheets, B-ultrasound sheets, electrocardiograms, fetal heart rate monitoring, including the last time Chen Rui had a stomachache, all in it.

There are even records of fetal size and weight.

From these things, you can see the fetus growing little by little.

On every page, Chen Rui wrote at the bottom.

The date of the first physical examination was the day he and Chen Rui received their certificates. Zhou Hanshen probably remembered it. She mentioned it to him at that time and he gave her a card.

And on it, what Chen Rui wrote was: This is a new beginning, you must grow up well.

He turned over page after page.

There is a page where Chen Rui writes: Although dad is not with you, he will be with you next time. Baby, don’t be discouraged. He will probably be a very good father.

Zhou Hanshen suddenly felt very uncomfortable. He gritted his teeth and his eyes were scarlet.

It's almost impossible to turn it over.

Later, I stood up, went to the window, and started smoking again. I smoked several cigarettes in a row. After I finished smoking, I calmed down a little and continued to go back and turn over the pages.

Chen Rui was only four months pregnant and had not had many prenatal check-ups, but every time, the receipts were neatly posted.

It took him a long time to finish flipping through it.

Later, he stood up, took out the B-ultrasound that Chen Rui had given him for the first time and put it in the drawer together several times.

At first, the B-ultrasound scan showed just a shallow hole, but later, whether it was his imagination or not, he seemed to be able to see the hole, and gradually he could see the shape of the child.

He seemed to be able to see the child growing up little by little from these few B-ultrasounds.

Under each ultrasound sheet, the child's size and weight are recorded.

Zhou Hanshen sat on the sofa.

As a salesperson, Chen Rui never used her sales skills on Zhou Hanshen. She used a little of them in front of him, that is, before getting married, in order to negotiate with him.

But then, she never used it again.

He recalled the scene when Chen Rui was sitting on the bed reading a parenting book.

Suddenly I felt that what he said to Chen Rui: "There will be another child." was such a hurtful statement.

What's the use again?

Even if it happens again, it will never be the same one again.

That is a small life that can never come back.

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Chen Rui followed the moving company and returned all her things to her newly rented house.

She did not return to Tang Qiumei's place.

Tang Qiumei's house was not so much given to Tang Qiumei by Zhou Hanshen as a filial piety to Tang Qiumei, but rather it was bought in exchange for her body.

When she lives in it, she feels like she has no clothes on.

When Chen Rui grew up, Chen Guangping and Tang Qiumei didn't teach her much about how to behave in the world.

But Li Ying taught her a lot.

She will always remember what Li Ying said, what kind of position a girl puts herself in will determine the kind of life she will lead in the future.

Just like talking about orders, if she uses her body to talk about orders at the beginning, then everyone will use this to talk to her in the future.

So that house was not a glorious thing for her.

The driver turned to look at him. He had just gone upstairs to move things for Chen Rui. He probably knew that she had broken up with her boyfriend and moved out.

The driver said: "I want to drive faster, but the old one won't go and the new one won't come."

Chen Rui said: "Yeah."

"No matter how handsome a man is, no matter how rich he is, if he doesn't feel sorry for you, you don't have to worry about him even if he breaks up with you." The driver said, "I see you haven't spoken, so you can't think about it."

Chen Rui smiled and said, "Why break up? I'm getting divorced!"

The driver looked at her in surprise.

"You are so young, you don't look like it."

Chen Rui said: "I look smaller."

The driver saw that she was a little girl and asked someone to help her carry all her things downstairs.

Chen Rui still didn't go to work that day. She had hired a housekeeping aunt to clean this house. Originally, she was reluctant to spend the money, but she had just had a miscarriage and she still cherished her body and didn't want to make fun of it.

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But she planned to put away the things she moved in by herself.

But after she moved in, she sat on the sofa but didn't want to move.

However, she still cheered up and arranged the things neatly one by one.

Only halfway through, she still couldn't hold it back and her eyes slowly turned red.

No matter how calm and calm she acted in front of Zhou Hanshen, she felt uncomfortable every time she said it.

Chen Rui stood there for a while, but suddenly she didn't want to clean up anymore. She went to the bathroom to wash her face, went down to have a meal, and after returning home, she lay down on the bed.

The next day, she got up early and called Zhou Hanshen. Zhou Hanshen's voice was hoarse and he must have been smoking: "I asked the lawyer to draft an agreement. Even if the couple divorces and the distribution of property, they must be discussed."

Chen Rui said: "No, the house and the money given to my father are enough. Any extra point will be a burden for me."

Zhou Han was deeply silent.

In fact, during the entire conversation between Chen Rui and Zhou Hanshen yesterday, she acted calm, gentle, and decent. She seemed to be negotiating a divorce with Zhou Hanshen peacefully, but in fact she did not leave any room for him.

Even all the time, every word spoken makes people feel that no matter you and Lu Ruan, no matter what you have been, what you are now, or what you will be in the future, there is no need to explain, because it is irrelevant, and whether you explain it or not is meaningless information.

Zhou Hanshen didn't know what to say.

Later, the two of them went to the Civil Affairs Bureau.

When the two got married, it was Zhou Hanshen who went to pick up Chen Rui from Chen Rui's downstairs.

It still is.

It's just that when Zhou Hanshen came to pick up Chen Rui, Chen Rui overslept, and although the two of them didn't have much affection, they still had some affection. This time, Chen Rui was on time, and there was more love between the two.

silence.

When Chen Rui went downstairs, Zhou Hanshen was smoking in the car. When he saw Chen Rui, he quickly put out the cigarette butt.

When Chen Rui got in the car, there was a smell of cigarette smoke in the car. Chen Rui glanced at him and saw that his eyes were all red and bloodshot, probably because he had not slept all night.

Chen Rui turned his head and looked out the car window.

Zhou Hanshen wanted to take her to have breakfast.

Chen Rui said: "I have already eaten."

Zhou Hanshen paused for a moment, then turned around and looked at Chen Rui.

After a while, he didn't get out of the car after all, and drove the car to the Civil Affairs Bureau.

He handed one of the marriage certificates to Chen Rui.

Chen Rui thought for a while and then looked down.
Chapter completed!