"Hate is a vicious circle, and those who enter will never find the end. Rong'er, or should I call you Xin'er, Xin'er, do you know why I'm not surprised that you have recovered your memory?"

"The emperor has experienced great storms and waves. He has never seen any changes. How could he make a fuss about my tricks?"

"No, I am just a mortal. I will act arrogantly and be at a loss when facing the people I love. But the reason why I am not surprised is because I know that you have recovered your memory." I said with some resentment.

"You know?" I almost jumped up in disbelief.

"Yes, I know, I just want to see when you confess to me. Fortunately, you didn't let me wait for a long time, so fast." He smiled bitterly.

"When did you... know?" Tianyi's sewing, there shouldn't be anything that he shouldn't have noticed.

"I don't know either. Maybe I knew it when I saw you in Suzhou. I just wanted you to walk back to me willingly. Fortunately, I waited, although you came back just for revenge. I waited until you came back and when you would return to me, the emptiness of waking up after midnight could finally not erode me. Every time I could see your clear appearance, steady breathing, and familiar smell after waking up, I couldn't help but hug you tightly. At that moment, I felt that my country had meaning at this moment. Xin'er, you are back, you remember everything but not my love for you, right? You only remember hatred, remember that they killed our Haas, fell into the devil of revenge, and could not extricate themselves."

"If... say these... love is over and it's hard to stop it..." For a moment, I didn't know how to answer him. Has he woke up at night? Has he hugged me so tightly? I only remember that every morning I woke up in his arms. How could I deny that his ambergris made me moved and relieved?

"Xin'er, it's all my fault. I just blame myself for not protecting you and causing you... But that's fine, Xin'er, so you won't be hurt, wrap yourself up layer by layer into a hedgehog, and hurt all those who are close to you. Xin'er, do you know? After you leave, I often go to the cold palace to touch the things you have touched. I want to find your smell on them. That natural and fresh smell. But I also smell your disappointment and loneliness. You must have been extremely disappointed with me during those days?" He looked into my eyes, deeply, nostalgic, and deeply sad.

"Go to that place? Can I still have hope?" I suddenly remembered the days back then. Qingxuan, do you know that your distrust has brought me into the abyss that will never be restored? A couple has a hundred days of grace. Why don't you believe me or my loyal love? It was like this before, but it's still like this today? What courage do you want me to face you? Love is not the care that is singing in vain. What I want is trust, a pair of people for a lifetime! Can you do it?

"You know that when you first moved into the cold palace, I went to see you every day, do you know?"

He goes to see me every day? Why don’t I know? Could it be...

"Do you still remember the pear blossom tree you drew that day? I also wrote 'Please be safe' below. I was really crazy at that time. I thought you still miss him."

"So... it turns out that the sound I heard that day was not fake, that was you." I was shocked. What I heard that day was not fake. It turned out that someone was there, it turned out that there was really!

"Yes, later you left. When I was reading the book, I suddenly realized that "Yin" was still the meaning of descendants. At that moment, my bitterness and regret were too late, and you would always know! At that time, I was wondering if I had been wrong like this. At that time, I thought that I would always compensate you. But I didn't expect that God would let you go back to me, so that day I said that if you want to take revenge, you can take my life. As long as you don't harm the country, it's fine. Now this still counts. If you can't let go, I can hand over my life to you." He said lightly, as if life is important in his heart.

"You always know? Why do you pretend not to know? I'm treating me like a fool. Is it fun to watch the clumsy performance in front of you? Why play with my emotions?"

He stopped saying anything, and bullied his body and tightly clamped my waist. "Xin'er, don't move... I only need this time, it will be fine... Xin'er, do you always think I don't trust you? No, I have always believed in you, but in the harem I have to check and balance the forces of all parties. Those women are not only those who continue their descendants for the royal family, but I also have to rely on the strength behind them, and I have to take care of them. I really can't be sorry for my children's affair... I don't force you, you want to have a good rest, this time I will definitely not let you down!"

I looked at him and nodded. His outline had gentle lines, which made people hate him. There was the warmth of my attachment in his arms, and I used to sleep peacefully in his arms with such peace of mind.

Looking at his back, I suddenly felt sad. Are we destined to misunderstand from the beginning? Tonight is destined to be a sleepless night, not only the two of us but others...

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