drunk madness
"Whoever marries a girl is really lucky." When the emperor said this, he looked at me with ulterior motives.
"Your Majesty, thank you. These are what women should do. There are already instructions in the "Girls' Commandments". The old saying goes, "When you marry, follow your husband." "When you marry, follow your husband." I must abide by it."
We kept chatting like this until the lanterns came out and night fell. The scattered stars lit up the blue sky, making us feel lonely and sad.
Suddenly I seemed to hear a familiar voice. It was his voice. His voice was very familiar to me. But the voice seemed to come from the building opposite. It was so distant and clear, I couldn't believe it, I didn't dare to go there.
Think about it.
Hastily, I raised my eyes and looked around.
Really, but he was crowded into the place of fireworks by a large group of people. I was stunned. The hand holding the chopsticks unconsciously let go. The chopsticks in my hand fell to the ground with a "dong" sound. The two chopsticks fell heavily.
They fell to the ground and were separated far, far away. It seemed as if they would never be reunited.
The emperor lowered his head and saw the chopsticks on the ground. He looked at me. My expression changed greatly and was a little strange.
"What's wrong with you?" Seeing that I was still awake, he bent down and helped me pick it up. The strange thing was that I didn't stop him.
How could he do such a thing as the emperor? The moment he raised his head, he saw it.
He didn't know what language to use to comfort me. He was just silent. He responded to my silence with his own silence. Maybe he couldn't figure out why I was so heartbroken? How can I pretend not to care when my love is betrayed.
Even if I say it a thousand times, how can I not care when the truth comes?
After a long while he said: "Are you okay?" He waved his hand in front of my eyes. I woke up in an instant, and my thoughts were brought back to reality.
Looking at him in front of him, he said, "I wonder if the emperor would like to reward me by having a few drinks with the little girl. The little girl is very drunk, but she is not drunk today."
"Since it's a girl's request, I won't refuse it. Girl, please." However, he soon discovered something strange about me. Is that a toast? It was obviously pouring wine into the handwriting. He could no longer pretend at this moment.
"Don't torture yourself, okay? Maybe it's your eyesight." He comforted me with gentle words.
"Yeah, I'm dazzled. Let's have a drink. After drinking, you forget everything. Right?" I looked at the emperor with expectant eyes. I hope he can give me a positive answer. He didn't answer and just looked.
Look at me. Look at me like that.
I turned my head to avoid his gaze, but I caught a glimpse of that unsightly scene. We saw them closing the curtains, and clothes being thrown out one by one. Suddenly, I felt a pain like my vertebrae. I felt as if the sky had collapsed.
Where did he go before? Where did the person who said he would protect me all his life go? Brother Yin, what's wrong with me, you should tell me, I will change it, I will definitely change it. Why do you want to
Looking for someone else? You have to go to a place like this with fireworks. Am I not as good as those people? We are not married yet. Why don’t you keep those promises from the past? Have you forgotten them all? Did you make a promise?
Can all the promises made be forgotten?
I picked up the wine glass and drank it all in one gulp. For a moment, the wine was mingled with each other. I don’t know why the wine that usually tastes so bitter was particularly sweet and sweet that day. At least it was sweeter than my heart. I felt that my world suddenly changed.
Collapse. Why? Why?
I asked myself repeatedly, asked the sky, and asked the earth. I got drunk after just a few drinks, and the world returned to chaos. I didn’t know anything about what happened next. I only knew that the emperor accompanied me and drank one glass after another.
.I was so drunk that night that I seemed to have forgotten all the unpleasant things.
I dreamed that I was back to the happy two children I once had. But now they have black hair on both sides. They are entangled with the complexity and troubles of growing up, carrying the noise of the world and the interference of interests. They are no longer the same as when I was a child.
Childlike.
"Your Majesty, did I do something wrong?"
"Don't do this." The emperor wanted me to try my best to wake up. He shook her delicate body.
"Answer me, am I really wrong? Tell me, why do you treat me like this?" Did he abandon me like this? Are all those sweet words false? I can't believe it, but I can't bear it.
Chapter completed!