I miss my old friend again on a moonlit night
It's night. The hazy moonlight is tangled with the entwining clouds and mists. It seems very quiet at night, except for a little sound coming from the Zhaoyang Palace not far away from time to time.
At this time, I am afraid that many beautiful ladies are waiting for the emperor's arrival in front of their palaces. Perhaps the emperor is already in Kong Cairen's palace, or perhaps in Shu Cairen's palace. They are having fun!
And I was sitting alone. I opened the dowry my mother gave me. I haven't looked at it carefully yet.
Jade flute, the flute that can convey your mood to the one you love.
I picked it up again. It's a pity that things and people are different. Suddenly there was a trace of pain in my heart. Give me a few more minutes? Then forget about him, okay? I said to myself. I picked up the cold jade flute, sipped it lightly, and played the flute.
A melodious sound rang out. At that moment, the clouds suddenly dissipated.
Brother Yin, I have been waiting for you for three years, but I saw that unsightly scene. If you had not gone there, how would I have slept in the same bed with the emperor? How could we have missed it.
Without these, maybe we have stayed together. Sometimes we can be as happy together as we were when we were little. Watching you dance the sword, listening to you talk about your ideals. Leaning against your chest and listening to your heartbeat.
Brother Yin, can you understand that feeling of missing me?
Spring, summer, cold and heat, spring and autumn. I promised to wait for you forever, but I, I'm sorry, I didn't fulfill it. But brother Yin, you must be happy. This is Xin'er's only wish. As long as those who love me are happy,
Okay. Xin'er is satisfied.
At this time, the bedroom door was suddenly opened. How could someone come? It was the emperor.
I hurriedly knelt down and said, "Long live the emperor, long live the emperor."
I hope he doesn't understand the language of the flute, I pray silently in my heart.
"My dear concubine, I have neglected you recently. Aren't you angry?"
I smiled faintly and said, "Your Majesty is involved in government affairs every day. I am capable, but your Majesty cannot solve problems. Since Kong Cairen is so talented, how can I be angry? I am happy that Your Majesty got such a concubine. May your Majesty be blessed."
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I saw the melancholy in his eyes: "My beloved concubine, you still haven't accepted me from your heart. Aren't you jealous that I am in Kong Cai's palace all day?"
"How can I be jealous? Since ancient times, emperors have always had wives and concubines, with three palaces and six courtyards. During the reign of Emperor Wu of the Han Dynasty, there were more than ten thousand maids in the harem. This has always been the case for emperors." I explained.
"If you really loved someone, you wouldn't say that." He looked at me affectionately.
"Why does the emperor say this?" I don't understand.
"The general was in the brothel that day, just for fun, and you got drunk and extremely jealous. Now I am in the womb of other concubines all day long, but you are leisurely and at ease. It shows that you still don't have me in your heart." He
He sighed suddenly, his eyes filled with disappointment.
"Your Majesty, forgive me. I, my concubine, deserve to die."
I knelt down quickly.
"My dear concubine, you don't have to be like this. You can't force matters of love. I will wait for you until the day you change your mind." He said firmly, just like when Brother Yin promised.
I looked at him and shook my head. I was helpless for a moment and lowered my head again. He is the emperor, what request do I have for him to always be by my side. That night he stayed in my palace. It was late at night, and I looked at him.
The person sleeping next to me.
How can I keep him when he is a noble man with a harem of three thousand beauties? He said he would wait for me, but even I don’t know when my heart will change. I am afraid that this love that I have persisted in since childhood will
It cannot be transformed in ten days and a half.
What on earth does he love about me? My appearance? There are millions of women in the world to begin with, why should they fall in love with just one person? If they love my talent, there are more than tens of millions of talented women in the world? If ten years later, if my appearance is not there, he will still be there.
Would you say such a thing?
I don't love him, but he became my husband. I should love him so that he has no worries. But I really want to leave this place of right and wrong. But we can be together for a night and a hundred days.
From the day I married him, I was destined to be his woman and the mother of this country. Every move I made must set an example for the world. Suddenly, I felt that the courage in my body was so heavy. It made me breathless.
Chapter completed!