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[Extra] Mr. Xu's inner monologue 1

She would not know how pleasantly surprised I was when I saw her name on the list of interviewees. The excitement was even greater than when I met her in voilet. I seemed to see the gorgeous fireworks set off in the silent night sky that year.

, dazzling, dazzling, and shocking.

The day we met Voilet was the eve of her birthday, but the memory of that night was not very good. Although I was full of expectations in the first half, the result was really embarrassing. What is even more regrettable is that the next day, when I smiled,

When he opened the door and wanted to say to her, "Xia Xia, I am Xu Binwei, do you remember me?", she had already disappeared.

More than ten years ago, she suddenly disappeared from my life just like she appeared without warning that summer.

I knew she must be in this city, but I didn't know where to look. The only connection between her and me was her grandfather, but the old man had already passed away, and I had no choice but to wait in the voilet every night.

However, she never appeared again, as if she had never been there, and that night was just an illusion caused by my deep thoughts.

Compared with New York, which has a population of 20 million, or even Shanghai and Shenzhen in China, the seaside is really not that big. But it was in this seaside city with a population of less than 10 million that I realized for the first time that the word "huge crowd" is an extremely cruel word.

, cruel and disgusting.

I had already thought about looking for her through police relations, but before I could do it, I saw her name on the list of recent interviewees in my company. You can imagine the emotions that were swelling in my chest at that time.

The joy felt like it was going to explode. I immediately told Lao Ding, the human resources officer, to let her stay in the secretarial department according to her wishes.

In fact, even if she applies for other departments, I will still choose to let her enter the secretarial department and put her under the hands of others. How can I rest assured?

At that time, I thought that she and I were destined after all, otherwise we would not have such a magical reunion after losing contact for more than ten years, nor would another miracle happen when I was at my wits end.

I thought of an idiom, destiny. I said to Xiao Yun, do you know what God’s will is in the dark? This is it. Xiao Yun smiled and said that my words gave him goosebumps all over his body. It was so disgusting. At that time

Xiao Yun and I were sitting at the bar, with soothing light music playing in our ears. I didn't argue. I just thought of her expression holding the wine glass, obviously worried but still pretending to be calm, trying to seduce me.

There is something similar to a feeling of elation in my heart.

Almost from that day on, I was looking forward to meeting her again. Unfortunately, the overseas branch had a project waiting for me to negotiate. No matter how reluctant I was, I had to fly to New Jersey at this time. The negotiations were very difficult.

It’s difficult. I have tried my best to improve my work efficiency and compressed the time to the shortest time. However, it was still delayed for nearly twenty days. I can only use the time to comfort myself.

After getting off the plane, I rushed back to the company without stopping. I couldn't wait to see her.

When I walked into the office, I had already seen her. She was wearing a white chiffon shirt and a green formal skirt. Her hair was tied back into a ponytail. She looked youthful and capable. After that, she

I came in with a cup of coffee and saw me, standing motionless like a frightened little white rabbit.

From her eyes, I could see that she remembered our meeting half a month ago, but she didn't recognize who I was.

I know very well that she was still young at that time, and maybe a young boy whom she met briefly was not enough to occupy her weak memory, but there was still an uncontrollable surge of frustration in my heart. This has been hidden in my heart for more than ten years.

Woman in the depths, he has completely forgotten me, not a single bit is left.

But it doesn't matter, we met again after all. Since she doesn't remember the past, let's treat today as the first time we met. No matter which way we start, I believe that we will get the same result in the end - it's me

desired result.

She can talk and laugh happily in front of others, but she is always trembling in front of me. I don't think this is because of her limited adaptability, or because I am too majestic and keep him at a distance. This can only mean that she cares about it.

The night she and I were together half a month ago was a ridiculous night for her and not a perfect night for me.

Once again, I complied with her wishes and pretended not to recognize her and treated her like an ordinary employee. But it was really hard because I always wanted to see her and I didn't want her to be away from me.

Too far. So I made her appear in front of me frequently by serving coffee and delivering information. I even gave her the title of special assistant, allowing her to enter my field of vision openly and sit under my nose.

.It was then that I realized that this overly large glass window was really beautifully designed.

Although I tried my best to suppress my inner desire, Xiao Yun still said that what I did was too obvious. Yu Xinrui also saw that I was special to her, but why didn't she realize it at all? Even when I was little, she was indeed a little boring

After making a joke, she put aside her usual forbearance and lost her temper with me. She knew that I treated her differently than others, but she thought that I was retaliating and care about the gains and losses of that night.

She is always cautious on weekdays, but at that moment she expressed her dissatisfaction unscrupulously. I knew that she was ready to leave. She was not afraid of leaving Dingsheng and me, but I was afraid. I was afraid that she would disappear again from now on.

, submerged in a corner that I didn’t know, so I didn’t correct her thoughts, I just vaguely told her that she was different from others, she couldn’t leave me because I wouldn’t let go.

Watching her walk out of my office frustrated, although I couldn't bear it, I still breathed a sigh of relief. At least I was sure that he would not leave Dingsheng for this reason.

I never let go of every opportunity to get close to her. I sat down to have a meal with her in front of the company's employees, and I let Xiao Yun and Chen Shasha see that I was not shy about sharing food with her. I learned that Uncle Shao intended to set up a relationship with me.

Jingwen, I specially brought her with me to attend. As long as Uncle Shao recognizes her as my girlfriend, I know that my father will get the news soon. I just want to keep it clear from her so that she can't argue.

In her eyes, I probably have a strong ability to control, but she doesn't know how carefully I plan when doing these things to make her aware without going too far and arousing her resentment.

It was the first time that I spent so much energy on something other than work. It was not intentional, it just happened naturally.

Xiao Yun said, why be so roundabout and tactful? Treating her as a commercial project and winning it quickly and decisively is my style.

How should I let him know that for me, she is a career that requires a lifetime of thought and love, which cannot be missed and cannot be calculated. Moreover, I am no longer in her heart, and there is another person hidden in her heart. If I want to get in, I need to
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