Volume Eight, Chapter Eighteen, Friends’ Concerns
Walking out of the elevator and coming to the lobby on the first floor of the hotel, and seeing the busy people walking by her from time to time, Chen Xiao suddenly felt very isolated and helpless. A sense of loss that he had never felt before gathered in his heart. From the moment the elevator door closed, she knew that from now on, in front of Han Feng, she would have to do her best to play the role of a sister-in-law and complete the responsibilities of a sister-in-law, and no longer have any unreasonable thoughts.
Thinking of this, Chen Xiao felt an indescribable sadness. Among the many girls who pursue Han Feng, she had the most opportunities to contact Han Feng and also knew Han Feng's inner world the best. Similarly, she could feel the most real feelings for Han Feng, but unfortunately, she was the one who could not express her love the most and then enjoyed the feelings.
The title of "sister-in-law" was bound tightly with Chen Xiao like a tight curse worn on Sun Wukong's head. Although she couldn't help but want to say what she thought to Han Feng several times, she finally restrained herself and chose to give up.
If you just choose to give up, for ordinary people, the period of distress may pass slowly with the passage of time, but Chen Xiao still has to continue to face Han Feng and always fulfill his responsibilities as a sister-in-law to care for her. This kind of life's psychological hardships for a person is unimaginable to ordinary people.
When facing the person you love every day, you must not only keep caring for him at all times, but also watch him get intimate with others. You must also control yourself from being jealous and feeling uncomfortable. This helplessness and loss are something that Chen Xiao will always endure in the future.
What’s even more pitiful is that if this relationship is for others, she may be able to gain the understanding and comfort of her friends by telling her friends, thereby alleviating this huge pressure in her heart. However, because of her relationship with Han Feng, she can only bury all this deep in her heart and endure it silently, and cannot say it out. This is both for herself and for Han Feng. After all, in the current society of China, if there is really something about the relationship between the two, it will still not be accepted by the public, and it will inevitably be criticized by the world.
When the elevator fell from the top floor, Chen Xiao's mood seemed to be falling to the lowest point with the whereabouts, but she knew that she must not be depressed or confused at this time, because there is another very important thing that she needs to do now.
Chen Xiao took out his cell phone and called Liang Jingsheng. In order to facilitate contact, Liang Jingsheng specially told her his never-exposed phone number, which shows that he attached great importance to Han Feng's affairs.
"Commander Liang, hello, I am Chen Xiao." Chen Xiao greeted the other party politely.
Liang Jingsheng also replied politely: "Hello, Miss Chen, it's for Dr. Ouyang's business. I'm going to call you to tell you."
"How is it? Does he agree to come to Beijing to help with the surgery?" Chen Xiao asked with concern.
Speaking of Ouyang Yiyi, Liang Jingsheng said with some annoyance: "Don't mention it, I don't know what this guy is thinking. The director of Ruijin Hospital is also a confused car. He just said to me for a long time but didn't make it clear. Anyway, the last sentence is that this guy won't come."
When Chen Xiao heard Liang Jingsheng say this, he became anxious: "Why didn't he come? He didn't know that the patient here is in serious condition. Do you need an expert like him to take the lead in the surgery?"
"He knows everything, but this bastard..." Liang Jingsheng realized that he had cursed and quickly apologized to Chen Xiao, "I'm sorry, Miss Chen, it's mainly because this guy is so annoying. I'm really angry."
Chen Xiao was not in the mood to mind these things at this time, so he hurriedly said, "Commander Liang, it doesn't matter anymore. You should tell me what he said quickly, right?"
"He said that although he had undergone similar organ transplant surgery in the past, it was much less dangerous than Xiaoyan's this time, and the organs were basically transplanted by his own people, or even relatives, and he had a greater grasp. However, this time he used foreign organs to transplant the Chinese, worried that it would be rejected and would affect the success of the operation. So he refused to take this risk." Liang Jingsheng told Chen Xiao helplessly that Ouyang Yiyi's reason.
"Isn't this nonsense? It's good to have the right organs. What else can you do with foreign Chinese?!" Chen Xiao shouted anxiously.
"I also told the director of Ruijin Hospital that he also worked with Ouyang Yiyi for a long time, but this guy was just a little hard and hard. I was about to discuss with the people from the Nanjing Military Region, but it really didn't work, so I directly pressed the gun on his head and took him to Beijing." Liang Jingsheng said angrily.
"No, you must not do this." Hearing that Liang Jingsheng was about to move, Chen Xiao hurriedly persuaded him, "Even if you really took him to Beijing, he felt resistant and could not do the surgery well, which would have hurt Xiaoyan."
Liang Jingsheng said helplessly: "Then I really don't know what else to do. Why don't you let me think of a solution and contact other doctors."
Chen Xiao knew that this matter was indeed very difficult for Liang Jingsheng, so he hurriedly said, "Okay, Commander Liang, this matter is very troubled. If it really doesn't work, we will find other doctors."
"But these old guys I know and the doctors in the hospitals all said that this guy is the most sure of it. Otherwise, I would have replaced people long ago, so why should I pay so much for him?" Liang Jingsheng complained repeatedly. Chen Xiao understood that he must have lost his temper about this matter just now. "Don't worry, I will definitely try to solve this matter. I will contact you if there is news."
"Okay, you're worried." Chen Xiao thanked Liang Jingsheng and hung up the phone.
Ouyang Yiyi refused to come to Beijing to perform surgery on Xiaoyan. This was definitely bad news, which made Chen Xiao's already low mood even more depressed. From Liang Jingsheng's final complaint, she already understood that Ouyang must be the most suitable candidate in China to perform surgery on Xiaoyan, otherwise so many doctors would not strongly recommend him, so Liang Jingsheng would not have to pay so much.
Standing in the hotel lobby, Chen Xiao suddenly felt confused. Where should he go now? When he went home, he was alone, waiting for news from Liang Jingsheng, which would not have any effect on the whole matter. Going upstairs to find Han Feng, it was absolutely impossible. He was now with Xiao Yan, and going up by himself was just to make everyone uncomfortable.
At this moment, Chen Xiao suddenly felt at a loss, and he didn't know where he should go. In this conflict and helpless mood, she slowly walked out of the hotel lobby and walked along the road. There was no direction anyway, so it would be better to walk around like this and change your mood.
Because it was snowing yesterday, the road was still silvery and people were wearing thick clothes and walking busy on the road. In order to increase the atmosphere of the festival, the hotel posted many beautiful Santa pictures on the glass outside the lobby, and placed a few Christmas trees at the door, with various small gift boxes hanging on them for guests to pick them by themselves, and colorful lights were also wrapped around. Although it is daytime now, it is still flashing interlaced, attracting the attention of many people.
Accompanied by parents, a group of children gathered in front of the Christmas tree. Some jumped to the small gift boxes hanging on the tree; some asked the parents to pick up themselves and pick the gift boxes hanging on the high places; some compared the small gifts in the gift boxes with each other.
Seeing these innocent children playing and playing, Chen Xiao came to his senses. Today is Christmas, the most important festival in the West. In recent years, this festival has gradually been accepted by more Chinese people, and has become a time of celebration before the New Year.
Thinking of the holidays and looking at the children, Chen Xiao felt even more disappointed. While others were celebrating the holidays, she endured loneliness, helplessness and melancholy alone.
She remembered the scene when she was young, whenever the New Year was celebrated, the school would organize parties. At that time, the children all changed into new clothes and laughed loudly to perform the show, enjoying the joy brought by the New Year.
Every time at that time, Chen Xiao felt that he was the happiest child. Her mother would make her new clothes for the New Year, and her father would buy her new stationery and books, wishing her good results in the new year. She would show off all she had obtained in front of her friends.
"Why do people grow up? Is it just to endure the hardships brought to themselves by emotions?" Chen Xiao asked herself in a low voice. Since she entered college, she rarely had the happiness of childhood. Changes from all aspects and the impact of emotions have made her have many experiences that girls of this age do not have. This made her stronger and relatively withdrawn.
"Chen Xiao!" Just as she was looking at the children in a daze, a greeting came to her ears. She looked blankly along the place where the sound was made. A familiar figure appeared in front of her. It was her good friend. On Han Feng's birthday, Lei Hua from the Wuqiao Acrobatic Magic Group, who had successfully performed a wonderful magic.
"Chen Xiao, why are you here?" Lei Hua, wearing a black windbreaker, looked very elegant. He walked quickly to Chen Xiao and asked with concern, "I looked like you from a distance just now, and then I tried to shout. I didn't expect it was you. Could it be that I came to find me specifically, right?"
Chapter completed!