Volume Nine Chapter Three Confidence Before Dying
"Originally, according to the normal operation, we should be able to find holes in Ms. Chen's lungs and repair them, so that there will be no breath entering her chest cavity. However, the operation has been going on for so long, and we have been searching carefully for a long time, but we have never found the place of the crack." The doctor explained to Han Feng helplessly.
"What, I can't find the gap. What do you doctors do for food? Then continue looking for it!" Han Feng shouted in anger.
"The operation has been going on for a long time. If it continues, anesthetics must be injected again, which will have a serious impact on the patient's brain. Moreover, we have indeed had a comprehensive examination and really can't find a gap. Even if we continue to search, it will be a waste of time and there is no meaning." The doctor explained to Han Feng patiently.
"Then what do you mean now?" Han Feng asked.
"Since the operation has no meaning, we should not let Miss Chen continue to suffer. Please prepare for her..." Although the doctor knew that it would definitely cause Han Feng's anger after saying it, he had to say what he was responsible for.
Sure enough, he was only halfway through his words, and Han Feng became anxious: "What you mean is to give up treatment and watch her die, right?"
Although the doctor did not agree with Han Feng's statement, the meaning was actually that, so he could only nod.
Han Feng kicked the doctor hard in the lap and cursed: "My uncle, are you still a doctor?"
The doctor screamed and fell to the ground. Han Feng refused to let him go, so he chased him and continued to kick. Sun Yan was afraid that he would hurt the doctor, so he rushed over and hugged him from behind, blocking him hard: "Xiao Feng, don't do this, calm down, don't treat the doctor like this."
Several doctors and nurses inside ran out when they heard the quarrel outside, blocking Han Feng together and trying their best to protect the doctor on the ground.
With the obstruction of everyone, Han Feng could no longer hit the doctor, but his emotions were still very excited. He roared like a crazy lion. After a long time, his strength was exhausted. Then he slowly calmed down and tears kept flowing down his face.
Everyone saw that he was no longer violent, so they slowly let him go. Han Feng knelt on the ground, pounding his hands and crying loudly. At this time, he already understood that even if he beat the doctor to death, it would be impossible to save Chen Xiao's life. For the doctor, they had indeed tried their best, otherwise they would not have been delayed for so long.
"Xiaofeng, calm down, go in and see your sister-in-law, don't do this anymore." Sun Yan supported Han Feng, and tears were already rolling in her eyes.
Han Feng nodded weakly and walked towards the operating table inside mechanically. His eyes were a little dull because he knew that the time left for himself and Chen Xiao was getting shorter and shorter...
Han Feng slowly walked to the operating table. Chen Xiao's body was covered by a huge white cloth, with only his head exposed. On the chest, there was a stent to support the cloth, which facilitated the doctor's surgery. Because considering that the family members would break into the operating room after they knew the situation, although the operation was not over yet, Chen Xiao's chest cavity was still covered to prevent adverse reactions from happening after seeing it.
Han Feng walked to the operating table, slowly lowered his body, and looked at Chen Xiao lying on the table. Because of the operation, her breathing and blood supply were maintained by medical devices, so various instruments and tubes were piled beside her, and her face was extremely pale and without any blood.
Looking at her like this, Han Feng's tears fell involuntarily again, but he immediately wiped them off with his hands. Although he knew that Chen Xiao had no consciousness at this time, he still didn't want her to see her crying.
"Sister-in-law, I'm here." Han Feng shouted softly. Although he knew that Chen Xiao could not hear his voice at all, he still shouted very carefully, as if he was afraid of waking up the sleeping person.
Sun Yan and other doctors and nurses wanted to follow in, but when they saw Han Feng's appearance and heard the sound of him and Chen Xiao talking, they stopped. Sun Yan waved his hand to stop the people behind her because she understood that Han Feng would definitely want to be alone with Chen Xiao for a while now and would not want anyone to disturb him.
She waved her hands gently to everyone and signaled everyone to go out. At this time, even if the doctors stayed here, it would be meaningless. Everyone understood what she meant and retreated together. Only Han Feng and Chen Xiao were left in the operating room.
Han Feng slowly sat down beside Chen Xiao, and then whispered: "The doctor just told me that they could not find the hole in your lungs after searching for a long time, so they could not repair it. This means that the exhaust gas will continue to run into your chest, squeeze your heart and other organs, but it is impossible to keep it by exhausting it... In other words, this maintenance is just a meaningless continuation and cannot save your life."
There was no change in Chen Xiao's face, which was actually normal, because it was impossible for her to hear Han Feng's words.
But Han Feng didn't care at all and continued to say, "I really want to save you. I got angry with the doctors just now, but now I understand that this is useless. If you can't find the hole and don't repair it, no one can save your life."
Sun Yan, hiding at the door, felt unspeakable when listening to Han Feng's words inside. Although every word Han Feng said was not loud, it was so deep, knocking on Sun Yan's heart, making her heart chaotic.
"I don't know why the hole was not found. I also believe that those doctors must have looked for it very carefully." Han Feng continued, "It's because of me that you came to Shanghai, and it's just to prevent me from having any regrets. In order to help me save Xiaoyan, you took that plane, encountered airflow, and caused your asthma attack..."
Speaking of this, Han Feng was already crying. He covered his mouth with his hands to prevent himself from crying.
"Sister-in-law, you have made too many sacrifices for me. As a sister-in-law, you have done too much for me, even more than my biological mother did, and you have to be considerate..." Han Feng continued.
Sun Yan was hiding outside, and she couldn't listen anymore, so she covered her mouth and ran away. The doctor and nurse guarding the door looked at her and retreated, and both lowered their heads. Although they had seen this scene of separation from life and death many times, it was the first time that it was so heart-wrenching like this time.
"Sister-in-law, your efforts have not been in vain. Dr. Ouyang performed an operation on Xiaoyan. The operation was very successful. She was out of danger. As long as her body and those transplanted organs did not show any rejection, she would have nothing. All this is your credit. I thank you for Xiaoyan. It was you who sacrificed yourself to continue her life..." Han Feng remembered that he should tell Chen Xiao about Xiaoyan's situation. After all, she had done so much and wanted to get this result.
Chen Xiao was still lying down like that, still indifferent, but Han Feng didn't care at all and continued to say: "Although you are only 4 years older than me, everything you do is so well-made. You did everything a sister-in-law could do, just hoping that I can be happy and healthy and happy. But I have never been to your opinion. I used to bully you, and even make you angry and worry about me. I am really not a thing." Han Feng recalled the scene of teasing her and "bullying" her when he met Chen Xiaogang, and felt even more guilty.
"You have always hoped that I could get into college, and I also hope that I would stay away from the underworld and not be addicted to fighting and killing. That time, I contradicted you for this. In fact, I knew in my heart that you said this for my own good. But I still want to make you angry. I am really a bastard." Han Feng confessed to his mistakes in front of Chen Xiao.
"Sister-in-law, I promise you that after returning to Beijing this time, I will definitely take good care of Xiaoyan. I will not intervene in any gangsters and will not cause any trouble. I will review my homework well and strive to be able to get into college next year's college entrance examination to repay your kindness to me." Han Feng vowed in front of Chen Xiao.
"I have made many vows in front of you, but I have not fulfilled them every time. No matter what the reason is, it is my fault. This time I really won't break my promise again. No matter what kind of obstruction, I will not change. I will definitely work hard to fulfill my promise." Han Feng added again.
Han Feng looked at Chen Xiao, and his heart was undulating. In the past few dozen days, everything happened to Chen Xiao, like a scene in the movie, constantly flashing in his mind. From the beginning because she was beaten by her elder brother, to the time she met naked in the bathroom twice, and later massage and medicine, taking medicine with her, Chen Xiao helped him solve the problem, it seemed to have happened yesterday, and it was so profound when he thought about it.
Han Feng slowly bent down, kissed Chen Xiao's face lightly, and then continued, "Chen Xiao, I'm sorry, I kissed you again. But this time, I really don't want to be careless or anything else, but I want to tell you from the bottom of my heart that I like you very much."
After saying this, Han Feng's heart beat violently. Although he understood that Chen Xiao could not hear what he said, this was the first time he had spoken his thoughts in front of Chen Xiao, but it might be the last time. She might never hear these deep words in her heart. Thinking of this, his tears fell down again.
Chapter completed!