Volume Nine, Chapter Fourteen, Yang Jun Walking into the Ward
In fact, many men have this kind of stingy mentality. When they ask them to accept a woman's feelings, they will be a little timid and dare not react. But when that woman really wants to like other people, they are reluctant to let go, and even think that it is disloyal to them. This very selfish mood is also a common problem for many men. For example, sometimes, a man has already divorced his ex-wife, but when he sees his ex-wife with another man, he is still jealous.
"How come there is no one? Isn't that big singer the best candidate? He was Chen Xiao's first love, and now he still has an old love for Chen Xiao. Since he returned to China, he has done so many things. Don't he hope to make peace with Chen Xiao? Now there is such a good opportunity. If we invite him and show it well, maybe he and Chen Xiao really reunited, will they all be happy?" Sun Yan immediately expressed his plans.
When Han Feng heard Sun Yan talk about Yang Jun, he became even more awkward: "He? Chen Xiao seemed to have given up on him for a long time. Now she is in the recovery stage, so let him intervene. If Chen Xiao gets annoyed and affects his condition, wouldn't that be even more troublesome?"
Sun Yan had already understood what Han Feng thought and began to persuade him: "Xiaofeng, if you can't bear to leave Chen Xiao, don't try so much. Haven't you told you a long time ago? Do you have to let it go? I heard what you said in the operating room that day at the door. Since at that time, you have admitted that the person you like the most was her, why don't you cherish it or confess your love now that she is awake?"
Han Feng felt very uncomfortable when Sun Yan said that. He sat down in frustration, picked up the wine glass in front of him, drank it all, and then said, "Sister, how do you know that I don't want to cherish it, don't want to confess my love?! Since the moment when the doctor told me that she was out of danger, I have been thinking about how to face everything in the future. This is the problem that I have been distressed for several days. I really want to tell her in person that I really love her, care about her, and want to be with her forever, but can I say it? What consequences will be in the future? Have you ever thought about it from my perspective?"
Sun Yan looked at Han Feng with a look of depression and tried to say something and held back. She knew that Han Feng must have a lot of bitterness at this time and wanted to confide in the outside world. It would be better to let him say it to him first and don't interrupt him.
"After all, she is my sister-in-law. Will we be accepted by the world when we are together? You also know how powerful the tongue of Beijingers is, and they will never tolerate such things. Also, although I will not intervene in any battles on the Tao in the future, it does not mean that I don't want these friends on the Tao. Walking in the world is the word "meaning". This meaning contains many aspects, not only loyalty to friends, but also a kind of filial piety to my parents and family. If I really do something to unite with Chen Xiao, what kind of face do I have to meet those friends on the Tao?!" Han Feng told his inner worries.
"These are just one aspect. If we can really be together, we can leave Beijing and go to a place where no one knows us to build a family and life that belongs to both of us. But what about Xiaoyan? Could it be that I will tell her now that everything I did before was just for responsibility, and I only have a sense of responsibility and no love for her? Not to mention how sad this will make her, we have already...I can't say such things to her on Christmas Eve night." Han Feng continued to talk about his own difficulties.
After listening to Han Feng's story, Sun Yan was speechless. She originally thought that the solution she had thought could be a good way to solve the problem, but now she realized that Han Feng was reluctant to leave Chen Xiao, but because of his relationship with Xiao Yan and the stubborn feudal thoughts in his heart, he could not make a decision to be with Chen Xiao. It was precisely because of this that he was so embarrassed. It seemed that his plan to help him open his heart was not so easy to achieve...
At this time, Chen Xiao was lying in the hospital ward and did not fall asleep. On the one hand, it was because there was still a faint pain in his chest after the operation, and on the other hand, it was because he was still thinking about the call Han Feng answered by Xiaoyan.
From this call, Chen Xiao could clearly know that Xiaoyan, who was far away in Beijing, was still concerned about Han Feng, but Han Feng came to Shanghai because he wanted to sign his surgery and could not be with Xiao Yan. This certainly touched Chen Xiao, but on the other hand, he felt a little uneasy, worried that this would affect the relationship between the two.
Chen Xiao felt this way, firstly, she heard what Han Feng said when she answered the phone and saw Han Feng's expression. But the most important reason was that when Han Feng and Sun Yan left, a nurse came to give her medicine and take her body temperature, she said casually.
The nurse may not know about Han Feng’s relationship with her, and she did not personally participate in her operation. She only heard about the operation that day from other colleagues, but she casually said: "Your boyfriend really loves you very much. Seeing that your surgery was about to fail that day, the confession made everyone present moved and cry." But Chen Xiao's heart was extremely shocked.
But in front of her, Chen Xiao didn't explain anything, just smiled, but after the nurse went out, she couldn't calm down. Although she couldn't imagine what Han Feng said at that time, it was a very emotional confession to everyone present. What he said must be?
Chen Xiao wanted to know very much, but she could no longer ask the nurse for questioning, and it was even more impossible to ask Han Feng, because she could imagine that it must be Han Feng's confession when he knew that he would definitely die. If he asked at this time, it would only embarrass both of them.
Chen Xiao felt very conflicted. On the one hand, she complained that if she had not been completely unconscious at that time and could hear Han Feng's emotional confession, it would be such a happy thing. On the other hand, she also had to thank her for her serious situation and the doctor's negligence at that time. If the situation was so critical, maybe Han Feng would not have made such a confession.
Tears flowed silently from Chen Xiao's eyes. She wished she could hear Han Feng's confession when she was awake and Han Feng spoke her heart in front of her. If there was such an opportunity, she would definitely speak her heart at all costs, so that Han Feng knew how much she actually liked her and loved him so much. But now it was impossible. As she and Xiao Yan were out of danger, everything would return to the past. She had to bury her feelings for Han Feng in her heart, pretending to know nothing, and nothing had happened.
Chen Xiao was thinking randomly, and the door of the ward suddenly opened. When she heard the movement, she raised her head slightly to look, but was shocked: "How could it be you?"...
The person who walked into Chen Xiao's ward turned out to be Yang Jun. He was holding a bouquet of bright flowers in his hand and looked at Chen Xiao with a smile. Under the shadow of the moonlight, his handsome face also showed his elegance and freedom.
Chen Xiao looked at him very surprised, and never expected that he would come to Shanghai at this time and appear in his ward.
"Why don't you welcome me at all when you see me coming? You still stare at me like that and want to eat me?" Yang Jun looked at Chen Xiao, smiled and joked.
Chen Xiao then realized that it was indeed a bit inappropriate for Yang Jun to stand at the door, and he hurriedly said, "Why don't you welcome? Come in quickly."
Yang Jun walked into the ward, took the door with him, then sat down next to Chen Xiao, and placed the flowers on the bedside table next to him.
"How did you come to Shanghai? Are you alone?" Chen Xiao began to ask after Yang Jun sat firmly.
"Of course I'm alone. Do you still have to ask why I come to Shanghai? Of course I can't rest assured that you are. But there was a performance in Beijing two days ago, and I had to finish the performance before I could come. Now I have already arranged my time and can spend it with you for a while." Yang Jun replied with a smile.
"Whatever you do with me, it's the New Year almost. You must have a lot of time for performances and events." Chen Xiao said with some confusion.
"Can those performances be more important than accompanying you?" Yang Jun restrained his smile and said seriously, "Besides, I'm already here, you won't drive me back."
Seeing his serious look, Chen Xiao was embarrassed to say anything else, so he could only smile helplessly: "You, it's still the same as before, and you'll make a sudden attack. Don't say it in advance. Is it really that important to accompany me?"
Yang Jun did not answer, but just looked at Chen Xiao with a smile.
"Why don't you say anything?" Chen Xiao asked when he saw Yang Jun not speaking.
"To be honest, you must be unhappy. If you don't tell the truth, I feel sorry for you, so it's better not to say anything." Yang Jun replied.
Chen Xiao suddenly understood what Yang Jun meant, and she stopped asking questions, and stopped talking. The longing for Han Feng that had not yet ended just now surged in her heart again.
Chapter completed!