Volume Four, Volume 12, Chapter 36, I’m Not Your Toy
Although she had been sure that everything was not dreaming, Xiaoyan still felt indescribable nervousness and fear. She asked hesitantly: "Are you really Han Feng?"
"Please, who else can you be if you are not me? Do you think you are watching novels or TV series? There are really people in the world who look exactly the same. It's me, Han Feng." Han Feng smiled and teased Xiaoyan.
"But didn't you just say that you don't marry me and fall in love with others?" Xiaoyan asked hesitantly.
"Is there any? Have I said that? Have you remembered it wrong?" Han Feng pretended to be confused.
At this time, Xiaoyan was completely confused. She even began to doubt whether the cold Han Feng rejected her just now was a dream. But she immediately remembered that Chen Xiao was still beside her, and hurriedly turned around and looked for him: "Teacher Chen."
Chen Xiao was still not moving. Seeing Xiao Yan looking for him, he nodded at her, confirming that everything just now was real and not an illusion.
With Chen Xiao's affirmation, Xiaoyan's tone became tough: "Why isn't it you? It's you, just now, I said coldly that I wouldn't marry me, and I also said that I already fell in love with someone else."
"Is that true? If you didn't remember it, then that's true. I'm confused." Han Feng said deliberately with a smile.
"Are you confused?" Xiaoyan asked in confusion.
The change in Han Feng's attitude also made Chen Xiao very puzzled. He couldn't help but look at Sun Yan standing in the distance. Sun Yan made a hint to her with his eyes. Chen Xiao realized that it must be Han Feng who found her and told Xiao Yan what he confessed to Xiao Yan. Sun Yan gave him an idea, so Han Feng had such a big change.
She understood that Sun Yan did this to prevent Xiaoyan from having too much emotional fluctuations at this time, so she nodded to her gratefully and expressed her approval of her decision. The two women reached a consensus in an instant.
"Then, what did you mean just now?" Xiaoyan was not confused by Han Feng's hippie smile and continued to ask. After all, this is not a joke. If she doesn't figure it out, she can't feel at ease.
Han Feng tilted his head and looked at Chen Xiao with his light, as if he was asking for his opinion. Chen Xiao nodded at him and signaled him to comfort Xiaoyan first.
"Okay, let me tell you the truth. I was just teasing you. OK, I just wanted to see if you really want to be with me?" Seeing Chen Xiao's hint after understanding his intentions, Han Feng fell down and looked at Xiaoyan with a serious look.
"You didn't lie to me?" Xiaoyan was already struggling back and forth so hard that she couldn't believe Han Feng's words.
"Don't worry, it's all true! I won't lie to you!" Han Feng had no choice but to give the other party a positive answer.
I thought Xiaoyan would collapse when she got this news, or she would scream excitedly, but her performance was completely beyond everyone's expectations. She suddenly raised her hand and slapped Han Feng in the face.
Perhaps it was because it was too sudden that Han Feng was not prepared at all and did not dodge. He hit his face heavily, making a crisp "pop" sound.
This slap made Chen Xiao and Sun Yan a little confused, just staring at Xiaoyan and Han Feng blankly, not understanding what Xiaoyan meant this time. Han Feng also looked at Xiaoyan in a daze.
"Create me? I ran to Yunnan all the way to find you just to make you tease me? I suffered so much, just to be with you, just to test if I really want to be with you? I have said so many things just now, you can refuse it cruelly because you want to test me!?" Xiaoyan asked Han Feng in a trembling voice.
Han Feng looked at Xiaoyan nervously, realizing that Xiaoyan was really angry this time, so he hurriedly stepped forward to hug her and wanted to comfort her. Xiaoyan tried desperately to dodge backwards: "Don't touch me, don't touch me!"
Her crazy shouting scared Han Feng, causing Han Feng to stop and dare not walk forward. She could only comfort her: "Okay, I won't touch you, calm down and listen to my explanation, Xiaoyan."
"I don't want your explanation or listen to your sweet words. I don't understand. What am I in your eyes? Why do you always hurt me again and again? Then give me hope and break it. Is it so unbearable in your eyes? Is it just a toy that you can just let you play around like this?!" Xiaoyan was still questioning Han Feng angrily.
Seeing Xiaoyan's excited look, Han Feng suddenly felt that if he would comfort him according to the plan he had discussed with Sun Yan, although he might get Xiaoyan's forgiveness, it is very likely that he would become the same feeling as before. Even if he left here and returned to Beijing, he would still not be able to completely cut off the relationship. So he said seriously: "Xiaoyan, I don't have this meaning. You are very important in my heart. I have never wanted to play with you or deceive you. You misunderstood me, I... Okay, since that's the case, I'd better tell the truth. Everything I had just happened, I..."
Sun Yan listened to the conversation between the two with great concern. Seeing that Han Feng was a little overjoyed, he wanted to tell the truth, so he hurriedly rushed over and interrupted his words: "It was actually a misunderstanding just now. Okay, Xiaofeng, Xiaoyan is angry, so don't say it again."
Chen Xiao understood what Sun Yan meant and hurried forward: "Yes, don't talk nonsense like this in the future. Xiaoyan, don't be angry with him."
Of course, Han Feng understood that the two of them were mixed and gave him the opportunity and space to deal with Xiaoyan, but at this time, he was a little hesitant, thinking that if he didn't explain it clearly, would Xiaoyan feel more uncomfortable in the future?
Sun Yan understood his thoughts from his anxious eyes, so he no longer gave him any chance to speak, and grabbed Xiaoyan's arm: "Xiaoyan, go with my sister, go back and rest first, ignore him, and turn around and help you clean up him well, and leave." After that, he almost forced Xiaoyan to leave, returned to the hospital hall, leaving only Han Feng and Chen Xiao in the garden.
Chen Xiao and Han Feng looked at each other, both of them seemed a little embarrassed. Neither of them spoke first, but just stood silently.
After all, the night was still cold. A gust of night wind blew, and Chen Xiao unconsciously fought a cold war. Han Feng hurriedly took off his coat and walked forward: "Put it on quickly, don't catch a cold, your asthma cannot catch a cold."
Chen Xiao was very grateful to see Han Feng care about him so much, but after taking off his coat, there was only one single piece of clothing left inside. He was afraid that he would be frozen, so he hurriedly refused: "No, you should put it on yourself."
Seeing Chen Xiao refuse to him, Han Feng stepped forward without saying a word and forcibly put his clothes on her body: "Can your body compare with me? What are I afraid of when I get cold? If you catch a cold, you will be in trouble."
Chen Xiao originally wanted to struggle to take off his clothes, but seeing Han Feng's firm attitude, he could only catch it. He grabbed the collars on both sides of the clothes with both hands and closed them hard.
"Go back to sleep, or accompany me?" After a while of silence, Chen Xiao finally spoke first and sought Han Feng's opinions.
"You go back to sleep. I feel a little confused now and can't sleep." Han Feng seemed very depressed.
"Why, still because of what happened just now?" Chen Xiao asked with concern.
"Yes, I don't understand why you and Sister Yan didn't let me explain it to Xiaoyan clearly now. If you drag on it like this, it will only drag everyone down." Han Feng complained.
"Look at her reaction just now, you told her now that she can accept it?" Chen Xiao reminded Han Feng.
"But if I don't say it clearly now, will I still have a chance to say it in the future? And if she says it in a while, can she accept it?" Han Feng asked back.
Chen Xiao was silent because he could not answer the question raised by Han Feng. Xiao Yan's stubborn temper had exceeded the scope of ordinary people's understanding. When would she explain everything clearly to her, she would give up completely, give up Han Feng, and not do anything stupid, no one was sure of this.
"Okay, let's stop arguing by ourselves. Let's have a walk with me. Maybe chat and you will feel better." Chen Xiao suggested to Han Feng.
Han Feng didn't want to go back to sleep, so he nodded and replied, "Okay." The two walked side by side towards the boulevard deep in the garden, chatting while walking.
It was late at night, and the hospital garden was quiet. Only a few floor lamps on the ground emitted a faint light, illuminating the faint paths, and the surrounding woods were dark.
Han Feng and Chen Xiao walked slowly. At this time, the two of them had changed from the previous one to walking side by side, but after changing to this method, they became even more silent.
"Why did you really think about it when you said that to Xiaoyan just now?" Chen Xiao asked Han Feng who was walking in front of him.
Han Feng did not stop and continued walking: "Have you thought about what you mean?"
"Of course it means the relationship between you and me, and Xiaoyan. Have you really thought about how to deal with it? Do you really think that giving up Xiaoyan is the right choice?" Chen Xiao asked loudly.
Han Feng stopped and turned back: "Why do you ask this? We have experienced so many things and are both concerned about each other, right? At this time, you still ask me if I have thought about it, is it meaningful? I have not forgotten what I have said, and I will be responsible for what I have done. I will tell you again now that I just like you!"
Chapter completed!