Volume Fourteen, Volume Fourteen, Chapter 27, A New Way of Love
Over the past few days, she has been trying to explain it clearly to Han Feng, because she could see that Xiaoyan now does need Han Feng's careful care, and he cannot express any feelings for her. Instead of feeling uncomfortable with the three of them, it is better to explain it clearly earlier and end their deformed relationship as soon as possible. This may be beneficial to the three of them, but she is afraid that she would tell Han Feng directly that he would definitely not agree, and maybe it would also cast a shadow in his heart that had just been stimulated, so she has been enduring it.
Today, Han Feng took the initiative to ask her to come out for a walk, and she planned to make this matter clear with Han Feng, but Han Feng called Sun Yan again, which made her feel very confused, so she lowered her head all the way and kept silent.
"The Spring Festival is coming soon. Have you figured out how to pass?" Han Feng suddenly stopped and looked at the rolling river in front of him, and said this inexplicably.
These days, everyone was in a very depressed mood, and it seemed that the concept of celebrating the festival had long been gone. Han Feng raised this topic at this time, which surprised Chen Xiao and Sun Yan, and they didn't understand why he had this interest.
"This year's Spring Festival is destined to celebrate in Shanghai. To be honest, this is the first time I have been spending the Spring Festival in other places when I grew up so old. Fortunately, we are all together and are still reunited." Han Feng looked at the confused two and continued to sigh. There was no trace of sadness on his face, but he was full of hope and expectation for the future.
"I haven't had the feeling of the New Year for many years, nor did I feel like everyone is gathering together like you said." Sun Yan honestly catered to Han Feng. For her, after years of wandering, she really has no feeling of the New Year.
"That was before, and from now on, we will be a family. This is the first year we spent together. Of course, we must live a good life and be prosperous. In this way, we will get better and better next year." Han Feng comforted Sun Yan, his face filled with joy.
"You asked us out to talk about this?" Chen Xiao asked with some doubts. She originally thought Han Feng would talk about Xiaoyan.
"Yes, this matter is the most important thing at the moment. We should make this festival livelier and warmer. I asked Dr. Ouyang and he said he could do it in Xiaoyan's ward, but it doesn't matter if he doesn't make a big fuss and stimulates her. Even this kind of festiveness can help her recover." Han Feng did not feel the disappointment in Chen Xiao's tone, and was still talking to himself.
"Han Feng, are you planning to stay with Xiaoyan like this in Shanghai?" Sun Yan saw Chen Xiao's dissatisfaction, and at the same time asked about the doubts in her heart.
"Of course not. After the Spring Festival, let's take a look at Xiaoyan's situation. If her mood and everything are stable, we will pick her up and go back to Beijing together, and then everyone lives together. Chen Xiao also goes back to school to work. Sister, you can manage the business and let Mina take care of Xiaoyan. Anyway, she has no job now. Even if we invite her to play in Beijing once and then be a nanny at home, as for me, I will review my homework well and try to take the college entrance examination. What do you think?" Han Feng didn't hear the feeling of the two of them asking questions at all, but he said a very beautiful plan.
"You, you said we all live together and then go back to Beijing, then what happened to you, Jingwu Club?" Chen Xiao didn't expect that Han Feng had such a plan in his mind, but he had never heard him reveal it before.
"Our home is in Beijing after all, so what's the point of staying in Shanghai? And I don't want to intervene in the company and the Jingwu Association. Although everyone doesn't say it, I can see that the brothers and sisters are still not willing to care about them. Instead of being awkward for everyone, I might as well just resign and we will all go back to Beijing." Han Feng expressed his inner thoughts.
"Even if we can all go back to Beijing, what's the point of living together? How inconvenient it is." Sun Yan had obvious concerns in her heart. Obviously, she thought Han Feng's beautiful plan was not considered comprehensively.
"What does it mean? Of course it is a family. Sister, Chen Xiao, I understand what you are thinking in your heart. In fact, this question has been in my mind for many days, and finally I came up with such an idea. I think you can understand what I meant to do this." Han Feng's expression became serious.
Chen Xiao and Sun Yan looked at Han Feng seriously, waiting for him to continue to explain...
Seeing the two of them being serious, Han Feng no longer avoided anything and continued directly: "I know what you are thinking in your heart. Chen Xiao, these days, including when you were in Yunnan, you have really suffered too many grievances. You must watch me take care of Xiaoyan, endure the rolling eyes of some people who don't understand us, and also endure the pain of being unable to be with me, but missing you infinitely, right?"
Chen Xiao didn't expect Han Feng to suddenly see such words about understanding her. She looked at Han Feng without answering, but the answer was already in her eyes.
"And you, sister. Actually, I know that your feelings for me have always been very subtle these days. Especially after my third brother was seriously injured, you invisibly regarded me as your only spiritual sustenance. If something happened to me, you would feel uncomfortable; if I am in a good mood, you would be happy, right?" Han Feng did not continue to talk to Chen Xiao, but turned the topic to Sun Yan again.
Sun Yan also didn't say anything, but she agreed with Han Feng's words in her heart.
"Xiao Yan is actually the same. Although she is now schizophrenia and is not awake, deep down she also hopes to be with me. If one day she recovers, this idea will definitely be in her mind." Han Feng began to speculate on Xiao Yan's mentality again. Although Chen Xiao and Sun Yan were not completely sure, they also felt that Xiao Yan should be what she said.
"First of all, I would like to thank you all for your kindness to me. I also want to say that in the past, I did not do enough to you, which made you all worry, feel uncomfortable, sad, and painful for me. This is because I didn't think about a problem clearly, but now after so many things, I think I have thought it clearly and really thought about it clearly." Looking at the two of them, Han Feng said with a very firm attitude.
"What have you figured out?" Chen Xiao still didn't fully understand what Han Feng meant and looked at him in confusion.
"Xiaoxiao, can you tell me what love is? Han Feng did not answer Chen Xiao's words, but asked her a seemingly simple but actually very profound question.
Chen Xiao didn't understand what Han Feng meant, so he looked at him blankly, not knowing how to answer.
Han Feng did not urge her, but turned to look at Sun Yan again: "Sister, what do you think?"
The same question, at the same moment, he asked the two women, both of whom looked at him blankly, wondering what was wrong with him today and what kind of idea he was making.
"In the past, I always thought that love is the business of two people, that is, two people need to support each other, live together day and night, like many families, live a world of two people, then have children, raise them, and live a cycle of life. But now, I feel that in this era of complex and rapid changes in relationships, it is difficult to explain love with the previous concept." Han Feng looked at the two women and began his own insights.
"I found that because of the changes in the rhythm of life, people's requirements for feelings have become more realistic and positive. In fact, many people find it difficult to stay together for so-called eternity and vows. Love often becomes a spark that collides in an instant, often becomes a kind of nostalgia and yearning for a beautiful feeling, and also becomes a hope for life, and it is no longer just living together, it is so simple." Han Feng continued.
Chen Xiao and Sun Yan were both surprised to see Han Feng, surprised that these words were really spoken from him. Although some of them were a little naive, they could see so thoroughly the current social situation and the ups and downs of their feelings.
"No one can guarantee that people nowadays have only had feelings for one person in their lifetime, nor can they guarantee that after they have feelings for one person, they will no longer have feelings for others, because our lives are ever-changing every day, and new sparks of love will be created every day. At this time, if you choose and choose in these complex feelings, it has become a topic that many people have to face. Just like me now, I love Xiao Xiao in my heart, and Xiao Yan is what I think I am the one who knows me best, but how do you think I should choose?" Han Feng continued, revealing his thoughts in his heart.
His words also aroused the deep thoughts of Chen Xiao and Sun Yan. Han Feng was right, and it was really not easy for him to make choices and trade-offs among the three of them.
Han Feng turned around, and the night wind blew his hair, looking very elegant and chic. At this time, his mood was not dull and depressed, but quite relaxed. He said to the two of them: "Since you cannot choose and cannot choose, why can't I reluctantly give up, just take it, so that there will be a brand new way of life between us?!"
His bold thoughts and statements finally made Chen Xiao and Sun Yan enlightened. They looked at Han Feng in surprise, wondering why he had such bizarre thoughts, and even began to doubt whether he was a little nervous.
Chapter completed!