I can't remember how old it was, but there were some hazy clips in my mind.

My mother was poisoned by a traitor, and she was lingering in sick bed. One day, she could no longer bear it and called me to her side and gently held my hand. Blood was flowing from the corner of her mouth and her face was pale. She looked at me, her eyes full of reluctance.

She told me, "Zixuan, Mother is sorry for you, I can't be with you anymore."

She also said, "Zixuan, my mother can't bear to leave you, my mother really doesn't want to leave."

But my love for my son could not resist the poison. My mother went there. Before leaving, she smiled, "Zixuan, go and earn the throne! In that case, no one can bully you anymore." That sentence was like a spell, throwing a stone into my calm heart, ripples after layer, and I couldn't be quiet for a long time.

The father kept me in the name of Concubine Chen and lived with her biological son, the seventh prince Shangguan Luoxuan. I called his younger brother affectionately. But things were really not as beautiful as I imagined. Concubine Chen wanted her son to ascend the throne, and ignored me so much. I hated her! After all, he always treated me well in front of his father, and he would beat and scold me in private. I never cried because I knew that the more you hated you, the more you wanted.

Laugh, laugh until the person you hate doesn't know what you are thinking. So I became so well-behaved. I will do the best in my entrustment or martial arts. Then I will say all the good things about Concubine Chen in front of my father, and then feel his caress. I heard him praise him, "My Zixuan is really sensible." I always thought that my father loved me the most, because he always spent much more time with me than other princes. Only when I knew the day when I was crowned the crown prince, I realized that I was wrong and was outrageous.

My father conferred my second brother Shangguan Rongxuan as the crown prince. The biological mother was less than one year old and disappeared mysteriously. My brother, who has been fostered in the name of Wanpin. My brother is more in every aspect, but my father never likes him, never caresses his head, and never praises him. My father obviously loves me so much, but why...

That was the problem that I only understood after a long time of growth and maturity. My father always loved my brother. My father didn't care too much about him, but in fact he was just to protect him. And I was just his shield. My father's love for me was just an illusion for other people with ulterior motives. That was that I was the future crown prince. If you want to take revenge, I went to find me. In the years before I was appointed, I was bullied, insulted, and even assassinated by all kinds of concubines and princes, but I survived because when I thought that I would be the future emperor and Ni Shixia, I felt that everything was worth it. But on that day, the dream in my heart was completely destroyed.

Not long after, Qingyun came to visit and I saw Jun Yaoran, a child who was in a similar situation to me. The father was greedy for his mother's family but was afraid of her family. So he killed his mother when she knew how to settle down. He told me that he was the saint and the master of the saint sword. We can join forces to seize our own world together.

So we started to act, secretly building intelligence agencies and forming our own forces. Jun Yaoran also told me that we will succeed because we still have an ace in our hands.
Chapter completed!