Chapter 129: Use force to suppress each other

Ever since she came to Ding's house inexplicably, the small stone had hurt her hands, but after she pretended to be a ghost and scared people, she couldn't find the small stone no matter how hard she looked for it. She couldn't help but suspect that she might have just woken up and hallucinated.

; Now she can know that the small stone is indeed there, but she doesn't know where it is or what role it can have - she almost died, but in the dark she saw the small stone clearly, and she kept

Watch it until you feel tired and want to close your eyes.

But she didn't expect that when she closed her eyes, she heard the sounds around her, and slowly opened her eyes. Her hands were empty, and no small stones appeared in her hands like the time she pretended to be a ghost; instead, what appeared in front of her eyes was

The faces with smiles and tears touched her: she was no longer alone.

Then no one disturbed her. After feeding her the medicine, they all used extremely soft voices to persuade her to sleep for a while, as if they were afraid that louder sounds would frighten her into fainting. Everyone's movements were extremely careful and hard.

No sound is produced.

No one mentioned to her how the child was, no one said anything, they didn't even ask if she was feeling unwell, they just took good care of her; her grandmother was still sitting on the bedside, patting her body gently and humming.

She had never heard a song to lull her to sleep, it was like she was suddenly a little child now.

Zixuan can't have a deep understanding of what it feels like to be lost and found again, because she didn't die in her last life: Well, she didn't realize that she was dead before she came here, and she still wanted to go back.

Instead of staying, there would be no joy of regaining life; but she saw the words "lost and recovered" in the eyes of her grandmother and others, and saw the "lost and recovered" in the action of Liuli turning her back to wipe her tears.

Maybe Liuli was even more excited because she had lost her true self before; watching her master die and come back to life twice was definitely not a pleasant thing, and it really embarrassed this girl.

Zixuan wanted to comfort these people who really cared about her, but her mouth was so dry that she couldn't say a few words even though she opened her mouth and tried her best. Bi Zhu burst into tears and couldn't say anything.

She spoke again, watching her close her eyes, and waited until her breathing stabilized before everyone left quietly.

However, Zixuan did not fall asleep. Although she was very weak now, and although no one mentioned her child or the Ding family, she knew very well that the child was gone; that kind, connected by blood to her,

The warm feeling in her body completely disappeared.

Her hand gently touched her already flat belly, and the tears just slid down her face, quietly sneaking into her hair and disappearing. That poor child, I was so scared to save it, but in the end she still couldn't save her. Although.

, she has never promised me anything personally, but the child has been in her body for two months, how can she not have feelings?

She once felt it kicking gently in her belly, and put her hand on her belly to feel its existence. Later, she was already imagining what this child would look like, thinking that it would be as lively and cute as the ones she saw in her previous life.

Just like a child, you can stay with her, accompany her, and gently call mom in her ear.

She even thought about giving up the idea of ​​going back because of this child: even if I begged her, she never made up her mind because she didn't want to have too much nostalgia in this world, and she couldn't give up when she found a way to go back.

. Now that the child is gone, she realizes that even if the child is not born, it is still her flesh and blood and her heart and soul.

However, she met Yuan and the child, and Yuan watched the child grow up; everything was blamed on the Ding family. She said that the concubines of the Ding family would not settle down and wanted to leave the Ding family to have a baby, but Ding Yang said

They didn't agree with anything, and eventually something happened to the child in Ding's house.

But what she hated most was herself. Why was she so careless and why didn't she insist on leaving? Just because of the emperor's will, just because the Ding family insisted? She was really too careless.

In the first more than a month, she couldn't get out of bed and couldn't walk, but in the past half month or so, she was able to leave the Ding family. Even if she couldn't travel long distances, even if the Protector's house was not repaired, she could rent one in the capital.

She lives somewhere; if she leaves, there will be no fall out, and the child will not have such an accident.

Tears burst out, but Zixuan bit her lips tightly without making any sound. When her heart hurt too much, she was not used to letting others see her pain. She was used to facing it alone.

In fact, Zixuan was too sad at this time and got into trouble. The "Mrs. Protector's House" was not fully repaired and could not move in. Even if her health improved, she still could not withstand the long-term bumps of the carriage. Even if she went to the Zhuangzi where she bought

Or Zhuangzi of the Ding family is impossible, it is very likely that the fetus will move again; as for going out to rent a place to live, this kind of thing is absolutely impossible to happen, not only the Ding family will not agree to save face, the emperor

He won't agree either.

Luozi Tang. Zixuan's hands clenched tightly, she was determined to find that person. Although she didn't know that Po Wen wanted to harm her, she knew that there was a blood-activating medicine in Luozi Tang; she was not used to it.

She wants human life, but no one kills her child. When she kills her - without that pebble, she is already a dead person, so she still insists on not wanting human life.

Of course blood debt must be paid with blood.

There were sudden noises at the door. Zixuan quickly wiped away the tears on her face, thinking that Liuli or her grandmother and others were leaving and returning. However, no one knocked on the door, and the door was opened gently. She

Looking over, she was really flattered when she saw that the queen came in holding the palace attendant's hand.

"The Queen..." She struggled to remember, but she was so weak that she could break out in sweat just by raising her arms. She could only lift her head.

As soon as the queen signaled, someone from the palace rushed forward and gently pushed Zixuan down on the bed, preventing her from tormenting her anymore.

"You don't have to be polite. I'm aware of the fact that I have the strength to salute now that I'm seriously injured." The queen finally sat down under the crowd's service, waving her hands and saying, "I'm here to see Mrs. Fuguo." She could still say a few words.

If so, you all should exit the door and wait."

Zixuan was a little puzzled and looked at the queen without speaking. Silence is the best when you don't know much. At this time, it is easiest to say too much and make mistakes.

The queen leaned down to look at her complexion: "You almost lost your life this time. The fact that you woke up is not a matter of human power but of God's will. If you don't have the strength to say anything, just listen to me. Even if it's

If you have the strength to speak, you can only listen to me." She looked at Zixuan and smiled slightly: "Now you understand what I said when I was in the palace, it is not a good thing for you that I saved you.

Because the Ding family and the Xian concubines are in the same boat."

Zixuan nodded slightly and did not speak. No matter how many questions she had, they were not as worried as the queen's intention. But as the queen said, what could she say? She could only listen.

The Queen looked at Zixuan: "I know your thoughts. Now that the child is gone, do you want to make a clean break with the Ding family? However, it is not that easy. Because I will not agree, and the Emperor will not be happy either.

Even if you or the Ma family ask you to leave the Ding family now, do you think the emperor will be happy to issue such a decree?"

Zixuan just had a lot of thoughts in her mind. She thought about many possibilities, but she didn't expect that the queen came here to reconcile: "I don't understand the queen's meaning." What reason did the queen have to not let her leave Ding?

At home, this matter puzzled her the most.

The Queen smiled: "Mrs. Fuguo" is a thoughtful person, there is nothing she can't figure out. Although I am the head of the Sixth Palace, I have nothing. And even if the virtuous concubine is now demoted to a concubine, she has

It is only natural that I will fly to the branches one day. Do you think I can be happy? Unfortunately, the Ding family is one of the biggest helpers to the virtuous concubine. Do you think I am anxious or not?"

"And her sister is still a concubine in the Ding family. Even if I demoted her to a low concubine, given time, with the strength of her sister, her natal family, and her husband's family, she can become a good concubine, and the noble concubine will only last for a short time.

That's all. If you leave the Ding family, Ding Dahou will be your wife after the divorce. It is not difficult to guess who will be your wife at that time. She will become a dignified first-class imperial concubine. For a virtuous concubine, that is

This is a great help, even a concubine can compare with it." The queen pursed her lips as her mouth went dry.

Zixuan was a little dizzy: "Why doesn't the queen take this opportunity to send Aunt Fang out of the Ding family?"

"Where to send her? If you punish me too severely and give me a bad reputation, people will say behind my back that I am using the situation as an excuse, and by allowing her to leave the Ding family and have a chance to regain her freedom, you are letting her rise in value; you

Won't the situation remain the same if we make peace with each other again?" The queen looked at Zixuan: "Mrs. Fuguo," do you understand?"

Zixuan bumped into her and didn't speak for a long time. The dispute between the virtuous concubine and the empress concerned her, and she didn't want to compete with Aunt Fang for favor. At this time, the empress was clearly threatening her so that she could not write a letter to the emperor asking for peace.

Leave.

The queen looked at her and sighed: "I know it is unfair to you, but I can guarantee that as long as the virtuous concubine is convicted, I will immediately make the decision for you and Ding Yang to reconcile. You know, even if you write a letter,

It is extremely difficult to reconcile, and the emperor will agree to you so easily? After all, the lost child is also the flesh and blood of the Ding family, and the Ding family will also be deprived of its title. This treatment can be regarded as an explanation to you.

"

Zixuan didn't want to agree, because she just wanted to live a small life, and then see if there was a way to go back. As for the Queen and the Ding family's affairs - who cares about her? They should figure out their own affairs, anyway, she just wanted to

Heli, now the emperor has no excuse, and with Ma's family here, she doesn't have to worry too much about the emperor's sudden fall.

We'll talk about the future later. Maybe she can go back to her world. Even if she can't go back, she doesn't necessarily have to stay in Shangtang: if you don't keep a sister here, you have a place to keep her.

Chapter 129: Use force to suppress each other
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