What exactly is love?

Su Jie was very confused about this. In order to understand, he even searched on Baidu to see if there was any answer that could relieve his depression.

However, Baidu, which he had high hopes for, lost its power. He could have found anything he wanted on Baidu, papers, novels, and even A-films. He has always been invincible.

But this time, Baidu did not give him a clear answer.

It has been a week since the quarrel that day. During this period, neither Su Jie nor Xing Meng took the initiative to contact each other. Since the relationship, it was the first time that the two of them had not contacted each other for such a long time.

Su Jie didn't know what Xing Meng was thinking, but as far as he was concerned, he was absolutely depressed. He seemed to be in no mood for nothing. Even if he played in League of Legends, he would lose his previous interest.

He actually lost love, and more than once. Zhang Yiman and Chen Yiyao both made him feel the pain of a broken love, but the pain at that time was still different from now.

Neither Zhang Yiman nor Chen Yiyao had any relationship with Su Jie. In Su Jie's mind, they were not entirely their own at that time. But Xing Meng was different. Su Jie once thought that she was his woman, his own private property, and no one else could touch him. It was his exclusive.

However……

Su Jie's depression was not because Xing Meng fought with him, nor was Xing Meng's distrust of him. What really made him difficult to think about is...

Perhaps it is really just like Xing Meng said. He doesn’t know anything. He doesn’t know how to love others. He doesn’t know how to give. He only knows to be loved and only knows to ask for it.

Su Jie never seriously thought about what kind of person he was. Xing Meng's words on that day caused him to think. He has thought about it very seriously this week.

He suddenly realized that many times he even hated his personality a little. Just as he said that day, he was not a good person or a good man.

All he has to do with Xu Yao is indebted. He can feel the changes in Xu Yao. From the arrogant chairman at the time to the willingness to lie under him and moan and climax. Her changes are not because of her physiological needs. It is because she fell in love with herself.

But what about him? What money can he give Xu Yao? He only got the capital to open a small bar because of his luck. Perhaps his total assets are not as much as Xu Yao's car.

As for feelings, he only owes Xu Yao in this regard. Not only Xu Yao, but also Yuan Jing and Xing Meng, who made Su Jie owe Su Jie.

"Oh."

Su Jie lay beside the rooftop of the bar, looking at the quiet night sky, and raised his lips and showed a bitter smile helplessly.

Some people say that human progress is accomplished through self-affirmation and self-denial. Su Jie had just completely denied himself, but there was no progress. Could it be that the procedure for affirmation is missing?

But who is willing to affirm him? When he was a child, he wanted to get recognition from others. But from teachers to classmates, no one is willing to give him affirmation. He has never gotten even a little red flower.

As for Su Quanxin... in his eyes, Su Jie may have never been useless. As for Zhang Xuemei... stop making trouble. There is no Su Jie in her eyes.

He picked up the red wine next to him and poured a glass of it. Su Jie drank most of the sip. After all, he still didn't learn how to taste wine. The red wine was also drunk as beer.

It was already past one o'clock in the morning. From here, there was silence in the distance. There was only street lights standing alone on the street. Occasionally, a taxi would pass by and soon disappeared into the road.

The bar is closed. Tonight it should have been on duty for Zu Daoyi. But Su Jie asked him to go back and stay here.

Su Jie likes such darkness and loneliness very much. Just like when he was in school, he likes to stay in the water room at night. He feels that only night and loneliness can give him a sense of security.

Men also need a sense of security. Many times, men's dependence and sensitivity to a sense of security are far greater than women.

But what is different from women is that their sense of security is often something strange and incredible. Just like Su Jie, he likes the night.

"Isn't it boring to drink alone?"

Just as Su Jie felt that his life continued to enjoy the fun brought by the night, a word suddenly rang behind him.

It was midnight that time, on the second floor rooftop. Suddenly, the voices of speech came from behind. I guess anyone would be shocked.

The same was true for Su Jie. He was shocked. His body tightened and his hands shook. The wine glass he held almost fell out.

"Who?" Su Jie shouted loudly and then turned around.

I saw two men standing behind Su Jie, only three or four meters away from him. This made Su Jie's heart jump again. How could it be? He didn't notice it so close to him. And... how did they get up?

"Who are you? How did you come up?" Su Jie took a step back and picked up the red wine bottle next to him and was on guard at any time. As long as the two of them dared to make any moves, he would take the initiative and pour one of the wine bottles first.

"If you want to get up, come up. You don't have to be nervous. We have no malice."

Neither of the men were moving. A man wearing black-framed glasses in front said with a smile.

Su Jie did not speak anymore. Instead, he frowned and looked at the two men. Both of them looked in their thirties. The man wearing glasses in front was very tall, but was thin, with an ugly face, a very long face, a very large chin, and a little crooked mouth.

Looking at him, Su Jie couldn't help but think of Tian Boyu. The two of them had some similarities in their chins. The difference is that Tian Boyu is more attractive than this person.

The man behind him was taller, about 1.9 meters tall. He was much more serious than the smiling face in front of him. He always had a stern face from beginning to end. However, because of his appearance, even if he had a stern face, he gave people a sense of honesty.

"Don't you invite us to have a drink?"

The man wearing glasses put his hands in his pockets, raised his chin and looked at the red wine in Su Jie's hand and said.

"Who are you?" Su Jie frowned even more and asked in a cold voice.

"Friend." The man in glasses shrugged.

"But I don't know you."

"Don't you know each other now?"

"But I'm not interested in knowing you." Su Jie held the bottle in his back hand and said, "So, please leave. This is a private place."

Neither of the two men moved. They just looked at Su Jie quietly. After a while, the man wearing glasses said: "It seems that I have to introduce myself first. I have a premonition. You will definitely change your mind. You are definitely interested in getting to know us."

Su Jie's lips curled up slightly and said, "What if you have a wrong premonition?"

The man wearing glasses spread his hands and said, "This shouldn't be true. Because my premonition is very accurate. For us, premonition is a very important thing. If the premonition is wrong, maybe the one waiting for us is death."

Su Jie's smile just now dissipated. His face was full of solemnity. What did he mean? Could it be that they were the killers sent by others? Who could it be? Could it be that wise bald donkey?

Su Jie was full of questions. But he didn't ask. Because he felt that these were not important. What was important was how to protect himself. This was the most important thing.

Su Jie's hand holding the wine bottle tightened a little bit again. However, the two people opposite him still looked very casual.

"Don't be nervous after saying that. Okay. I want to introduce myself now. You don't need to be on guard against us. If we are going to be bad for you, you'll have died a hundred times long ago." The man in glasses pursed his lips and said, "What about my name? Wen Yanan. Is the name very old-fashioned? And it sounds like a female name. Haha. I know. You must be like this. I don't like this name very much. But there is no way. My parents can't change it according to their preferences."

"He is mine... he used to be a comrade-in-arms. Now he is my partner. His name is Liang Biao. I call him Biao Zi. You can also call him this in the future. As for me... I like others to call me Teacher Wen. If you want, you can also call me that. My dream since childhood is to be a soul worker and a great people's teacher. Actually, I am still a missionary. But the religion I preach is not Catholicism or Buddhism. I have my own beliefs. I have not given a good name yet. But if you are interested, we can discuss it."

"I just saw you drinking so much. I think you were worried. In fact, you can tell me. This is my interest. I can always peel off the truth from complicated problems. Judging from your age and current situation, the only thing that bothers you may be emotional issues. This happens to be very good at it. If you..."

"stop."

Su Jie reached out to interrupt Wen Yanan. This was the first time he found that there was such a person who could say that he could not answer a word. He could just say so much.

"I want to hear the point. Why do you come here? What do you want to do?"

"Here... it's naturally to find you." Wen Yanan said as if she was taken for granted.

"Look for me." Su Jie frowned. "What are you looking for me?"

"This is a long story." Wen Yanan smacked her lips and said, "This question must be based on..."

"I want to listen to the point."

Wen Yanan shrugged and said, "The point is... do you know Pei Dingding?"

Su Jie was slightly stunned. Then he nodded blankly.
Chapter completed!