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0182 Never fair

Listening to Xu Yao's muttering, Yuan Jing quickly glared at her and whispered: "I haven't seen what's going on yet. I'm muttering something."

Xu Yao curled her lips and said, "It's all. What can we hide?"

Yuan Jing didn't say anything anymore. She just glanced at Xu Yao and then looked at her tightly closed door of the bedroom. Although she didn't just complain like Xu Yao, she was no less than Xu Yao when she talked about curiosity.

In the bedroom, Su Jie pulled Pei Dingding to the edge of the bed with great enthusiasm and said anxiously: "It's time to say it this time. Tell me quickly. When did you owe me a favor? You don't know. This has troubled me for more than a month."

Pei Dingding smiled when he heard this and said, "It's better to say it's the arrangement of fate than to owe you favors."

Su Jie turned his eyes and thought for a moment. Then he said, "I don't understand very much. Is there a more common saying?"

Pei Dingding said: "Then let's start from the beginning. What do you think I'm doing to you?"

Su Jie didn't think much this time, but nodded happily and said, "It's not bad."

Pei Dingding said again: "Then why do you think I treat you like this?"

Su Jie raised his eyebrows and tried to ask, "Is it because I helped you?"

Pei Dingding shook his head and said, "It's not that. I stayed in the overpass for a long time. During this period, a kind-hearted person also saw me and gave me help. So, the matter between me and you is not because you helped me."

"What's that?"

"The arrangement of fate." Pei Dingding said slowly.

"Damn it. I've gone back again. Can you tell me something I can understand?" Su Jie looked dissatisfied. After a long time, he seemed to be back to the topic at the beginning.

Pei Dingding took a deep breath, then stood up and went to the bed. He looked out the window and said, "I am an orphan. I suffered all the sufferings on earth for fourteen years. When I was fifteen years old, I met my master, an old man who practiced Taoism. I still don't know his name. I just called him Master. I learned Taoism from him for ten years and understood the secrets of heaven. Ten years later, he left. I had some Taoism at that time. I knew that our fate between master and disciple had ended."

"Since then, I have practiced alone, exploring rivers and mountains, stepping into the world, understanding the hustle and bustle of the world, gradually, my Taoism has become more and more perfect. Since then, I have the ability to see through my destiny."

Pei Dingding said here and turned around. He looked at Su Jie and smiled bitterly: "Before I had this ability, I always thought that the ability to see through fate was obtained by my own practice. But it was not until I saw my own destiny that I realized that this ability has no causal relationship with practice. It was just a arrangement from God."

Su Jie was confused when he heard this. He thought for a while and said, "What is the so-called heaven? The Jade Emperor, Buddha, or God."

Pei Dingding smiled and shook his head. He said, "There is no god in this world. Naturally, there will be no Jade Emperor, Buddha, God, etc. These gods and Buddhas are just products of human beings themselves."

"What is God?" Su Jie's eyes widened. At this moment, he had forgotten his initial question. He just simply expressed his curiosity.

At this time, Su Jie was like a primary school student with a strong desire for knowledge. In fact, in front of Pei Dingding's theory, he was indeed a primary school student who knew nothing. These things had long exceeded his cognition.

"God..." Pei Dingding raised his head slightly and thought, "My master called it "Tao". I also called it "Tao". But this is just a title after all. You can also give it a title yourself. God, God can do it. And its essence... is actually nothingness, no form, no cognition, and no rules."

Su Jie shook his head calmly and said, "I still don't understand."

Pei Dingding smiled and said, "You don't need to go into this. Actually, I don't understand it very much."

Su Jie smiled and said, "Then what? After you learn to see through your destiny."

Pei Dingding said: "At first I felt novel. Later, after I saw my destiny, I had a mission."

“What mission.”

"Pushing the mission of turning your destiny is like giving you nine pictures. This is my mission. Because there should be such a move in my destiny. So I have to complete it."

Su Jie smacked his lips and sorted out the clue in his heart. He said, "Let me say that. Why is it me?"

Pei Dingding shook his head and said, "There is no reason. Destiny is arranged like this. I say this. You may feel that it is unreasonable. But the fact is that. In this world, people probably ask why every day. But where is there any reason? Why are some people walking well on the road? But they are hit by his car. Why are there no problem when everyone drinks a brand of drinks? Some people are poisoned. Why are some people born with disabilities? Why are some people born with luxury? "

Su Jie was speechless when asked by Pei Dingding several questions. He moved his lips and thought he would refute it, but he could not find any basis or reason.

Acquired efforts may be a very important factor in changing destiny. But in fact, there are many people who work harder. But why do some people become famous and why do some people become unknown?

"Is luck also a kind of fate?" Su Jie thought for a while and then asked a more reliable statement after considering it.

Pei Dingding shook his head and said, "There is no luck in this world. Whoever should be. God arranged this way. Everything is destined."

Su Jie grinned and said, "Wouldn't God be so unfair?"

"Fair." Pei Dingding smiled and said, "There is no fairness at all. The fairness you know now is actually just relative. There is no complete absolute fairness in this world."

Su Jie stretched out his finger and scratched his mouth. After thinking about it carefully, he nodded slowly. Although this statement was cruel, the problem was that the truth was that. Even if he was unwilling to admit it, the facts were here.

Is there any fairness in this world? He is the same person. He can only get a grade in Qin City with more than 500 points. And students in Beijing can only get a grade in Tsinghua University and Peking University with just more than 400 points. Is this fair?

The country invests billions of infrastructure construction in Beijing and Shanghai every year. This money is collected from taxpayers across the country. But in fact, those who enjoy these infrastructures and these beautiful urban environments are just locals. Outsiders go there, even if they pay taxes, even if they have paid for those urban construction, but they are sadly xenophobic. Is this fair?

"There has never been fair in this world. Never." Pei Dingding walked to Su Jie who was in deep thought. He stretched out his palm and gently pressed against Su Jie's forehead. He slowly said: "This is cruel, sad, and difficult to change. When some people are big fish and meat, eating bird's nest and shark fins, some children can't even afford to go to school. They walk more than ten miles a day, sit in the leaking school building, and look at the mottled blackboard. When some people drive expensive sports cars and ride on the streets. When they are holding female models and drinking tens of thousands of dollars of foreign wine in a nightclub, some people are worried about renting a house. They put all their efforts into life. But what they get is only the money for a bottle of wine."

"There is no fairness in this world. It doesn't exist at all. Even you are treated unfairly. Why can others enjoy the warmth of the family? You lose your mother at a young age? Why do other people's fathers be kind and kind? But your father ignores you? Is this fair? You have paid so much for your first love girlfriend. But your classmates just drove a car. This replaces your feelings. Do you think this is fair?"

"There is no fairness. This is a bloody world. Benevolence is no longer enough to cover up the cold and cruel facts of this world..."

Pei Dingding's faint words suddenly became illusory. The palm that he pressed against Su Jie's forehead also emitted a slight fluorescent light.

Su Jie was completely stunned at this time. He felt that his body's qi and blood were completely flying. It seemed that a heat flowed from his forehead into his body, stimulating his body and stimulating his qi and blood.

"No fairness..." Su Jie could not withstand the changes brought by his body at all. His heartbeat was beating rapidly, and his eyes began to turn red. His whole body was also trembling slightly. His clenched fists burst out with blue veins.

"There is no fairness. There is only a bloody reality."

Pei Dingding withdrew his palm and then took two steps back with his hands on his back. He looked at Su Jie quietly.

At this time, Su Jie had fallen into an uncontrollable mood. In his mind, scenes from childhood to adulthood passed by.

He seemed to have returned to elementary school. It was a rainy day. When he stood at the door and looked forward to it, it was someone else's parents who came and went. They held umbrellas and looked at the children running out of the school with a look of distress.

Time passed little by little. The school gate, which was originally crowded, gradually became empty. The people he was expecting did not appear. In the heavy rain, he ran, enjoying his loneliness in the rhythm of the raindrops. At that time, he didn't know how to be sad. He just ran blindly, and even the loss in running and forgot.

The scene changed. He came to his high school days. He bowed his head and walked into the school gate. He bowed his head and walked into the class.

His father went on a business trip. He asked his stepmother for tuition. But what he got was cold eyes and ignorance.

In the classroom, the head teacher was sitting on the podium to collect tuition fees. The surroundings were full of classmates. He did not enter the house. He stood at the door. He quietly looked at the students who were playing.

He turned around and left. That day, he stole more than a dozen iron manhole covers. When he took the money from the scrap station, his mood was particularly comfortable. The nervousness that was originally afraid of being discovered turned into stimulation at this moment. For the first time, he enjoyed the fun brought by stimulation.

When he handed the tuition to the head teacher, he even felt so proud. But when he was stopped by the police in the police station, his pride instantly turned into fear.
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