An Jincheng has done so much for her, she can't hurt him.

Even now, she kept her spirits up because she couldn't bear to see An Jincheng worrying about her anymore.

Going to live abroad?

restart?

He Jiayin didn't know if he had such confidence.

Yes, An Jincheng will accompany her, but if she does, she will feel guilty for the rest of her life.

To An Jincheng, she will always owe him.

He gave up his life for her, but she couldn't give him anything.

"Good news, if you want to go, we will make a plan together and leave as soon as you are well, okay?" An Jincheng always spoke to her in a consultative tone.

"Brother Jincheng, I have nothing left..." This is what He Jiayin said in his heart: "I can't drag you down."

"Good news!"

"I'm divorced..." She didn't want to mention the child. She lowered her head and sobbed for a while, and then said, "I'm not worthy of you. You should be with a better woman..."

"Jiayin, I don't allow you to say such things!" An Jincheng felt distressed and held He Jiayin tightly in his arms: "Never say such things again!"

He Jiayin couldn't say anything. She couldn't tell An Jincheng that she didn't want to live anymore.

An Jincheng would never let her die, she knew that.

"Jiayin, do you still remember the first time we met?"

He Jiayin still didn't speak.

An Jincheng talked to himself.

"That day was June 7th." An Jincheng will never forget that day: "I was ten years old and you were eight."

"Brother Jincheng..." He Jiayin raised his head and looked at the man in front of him.

She never thought that An Jincheng would remember it so clearly.

"I will never forget that day. Good news, your appearance that day lit up hope in my gloomy life. You are my only hope in the next twenty years of my life.

"Is it an exaggeration? No, not at all. Because you don't know what kind of life I lived before.

"I haven't had a father since I was a child. To be precise, I don't know who my father is. My mother was a dancer in a karaoke bar. She passed away when I was three years old. I have been living with my grandmother.

"Since I can remember, I have been bullied by the children around me. They said that I was a wild child born to my mother and a wild man, and that I was a shameless illegitimate child. I was still too young to understand what illegitimate child meant and what crime an illegitimate child committed.

What's wrong? Why should I be bullied like this?

"So I went to ask my grandma, and she told me that no matter what my status was, the fault was not mine. It was the adults who made the mistake. I asked her, was it my parents' fault? Grandma didn't say.

"My mother is no longer in the world, so I want to find my father to find out why he abandoned us. Of course, grandma will not tell me who my father is. But I still found out from my neighbors, and they said that I was Anjia

illegitimate son.

"In order to meet my father, I made preparations for a long time. I collected bottles and sold scraps to earn fare. I was only six years old at that time. When I finally arrived at the door of An's family, I was driven away mercilessly.

come out.

"The security guard wouldn't let me in, that's for sure. I had to squat at the gate and wait. I remember it was late autumn and it was already very cold. I wore very little. After waiting all day, I was almost freezing.

At that time, I saw a car stopped at the gate of An's house.

"I observed and saw that when the security guard opened the door for him, he called the man who got out of the car Mr. An. I thought he was my dad. So, I ran forward, pulled his sleeve and called him dad.

.

"This is the thing I regret the most. I actually called such a person dad. He refused to acknowledge me at all, pushed me aside in disgust, and entered the door without looking back. So I vowed never to do it again.

Go to Anjia.

"Unexpectedly, two years later, something happened to the eldest son of the An family, the legitimate son of the An family. The An family took me back by force. I didn't want to come back, but they threatened me with my grandmother's life. If their precious eldest son hadn't become dementia,

, my identity will never be recognized.

"Even after I enter the An family, my identity as an illegitimate child will not leave me. Although it is claimed that I was adopted from a distant relative, how can such an illegitimate child be hidden? All the servants in the family are

They look down on me and don't regard me as a young master at all. There are also those cousins ​​who won't do anything to me in front of adults, but in private they don't shy away from calling me a bastard.

"The man who claimed to be my father simply regarded me as the heir to an estate without any care. I lived like this for two years. I spent every day in pain. I hated everyone.

.I even hated my mother, why did she give birth to me? Until that day, I met you.

"I will never forget that day. When your father brought you to settle down, you called me brother Jincheng. And you showed me a kind smile. Maybe you were just being polite, but that was when I arrived.

It was the first time I felt the warmth after settling down.

"This is the first time someone has been so kind and gentle to me. You didn't treat me like others. You are like a ray of sunshine shining on my heart that has been frozen for thousands of years, making my heart slowly melt and become softer.

"If I hadn't met you that day, I would have fallen into the endless abyss. Because of you, I want to become a better person in order to stand with you.

"Because of you, I choose to stay in the An family and continue to be the second young master of the An family, because only with this status can I be closer to you.

"Later, the old man told me that he had arranged a marriage for me. When I knew that it was you, you don't know how happy I was. Looking at my father who I had hated for so many years, I felt for the first time that he did

Got the right thing.

"When I put the engagement ring on you, I simply felt like the happiest person in the world. I felt that my life was perfect.

"When you left, I hated myself for not being able to help you. I still blame myself for this. If I could have helped you, you wouldn't be suffering like this!"

An Jincheng held his head in pain.

"Brother Jincheng..." He Jiayin was stunned.

After knowing An Jincheng for so many years, this was the first time she heard him say these words.

She never thought that she would have such a huge impact on An Jincheng's life.

She thought that he was just like her, and that he was just following his family's arrangements when getting engaged.

She had never thought that An Jincheng's feelings for her were so deep and persistent.
Chapter completed!