Touching my belly, I curled up into a ball, I don’t know, I don’t have the answer

This problem surpasses any problem I have encountered before, including the feeling of almost being raped.

The baby is my flesh and blood, I can't let him go through so many hardships, I can't let him struggle like that, I can't

At some point, the sky became cloudier and rain started to fall.

The peach blossom rain in March is hazy, whether it is big or small, it is not small.[

Hitting the petals, it made a faint whisper, so soft it was almost inaudible.

Like a mother's hand, gently stroking Hua's little face.

What a sad sky, what a sad flower, what a sad air, what a sad world.

I hesitated. He didn't call. I didn't know if he wanted my baby. I didn't know if I should have him.

If I want my baby, I will give him a happy and complete home.

It is difficult to find happiness in a broken home.

I don't want my baby to have the same hard time as me.

Really, although I can tolerate it myself, I can say it’s better than some people.

But, it is hard work after all.

When I indulged him like that, how could I not feel a trace of sadness in my heart?

I don’t want to be so young either

What's the use of saying this? Let me wait.

I want to know what he means.

If he loves the baby, I can find a way.

If he doesn't like to raise his head, his face is wetter than rain and his eyes are as wide as possible, I can't see a glimmer of hope in the sky.

Above the head, an umbrella blocked the rain, but not the wetness; it couldn't block the light, but it brought darkness.

Ran Hua, stand beside me.

I looked at it and didn't move.

Leaning on the corner of the chair, I have no idea yet.[

I want to think slowly.

"You will get sick if you get wet. Do you need to abuse yourself?"

Ran Hua's voice was relatively soft and deep.

There is no sunshine, no frivolity, no happiness and no contempt.

There is only dullness, like a butterfly wing touching water.

I heard that the wings of some kinds of butterflies cannot touch water, otherwise they will die because they cannot fly.

I don’t know, but today, it’s already like this
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