There is a wasteland behind the detention center. Detainees are not allowed to come here, but I am a special exception.

In the wasteland, there are three newly raised graves.

The tomb is not high and the inscriptions are not neat.

The white snow is mottled, showing a bleak appearance.

Jie Jie and I stand here to pay homage to them. It is seven years old. I hope they will be reincarnated early and find a good family and a good breed.[

Today is the winter solstice.

In addition to paying homage to the three dogs I killed, I also want to pay homage to the baby who passed away.

I haven't even met him in person, so I don't know if he will recognize me in my next life.

Maybe it's better not to know him.

After all, I am ashamed of him.

I gave him life but could not maintain it. I failed to give him a chance to experience hardships in this world.

Dear God: I have stumbled along the way, and I am ruthless and unrighteous. I think I can't let anyone down, but I owe it to these three dogs and my baby alone.

No regrets, no tears; only silent sighs, helplessness, I can't do anything

A bottle of thin wine is used to comfort the souls of the dead: They have gone far away, but do not look back. We will meet again one day and apologize again.

"It's over, don't be sad."

Behind me, that honest voice stood with me for a long time before finally speaking.

I nodded.

Day by day, everything will pass.

Good, bad, sweet, bitter, sour, astringent, everything will pass.

"I just overheard something, are you leaving?"

the prison guard asked me.

I turned around and looked at him, not understanding.

I'm ten months old. Even counting from the day I was taken to the police station, it's still April next year.

"What the director said seems to be news from the bureau. Your lawyer has applied for parole and will probably be released soon."[

The prison guard looked at me and said he was a little unsure and a little reluctant to leave.

My eyes widened, curious.

"You lawyer" is a wonderful word.

If he wants me to come in, he lets me in. If he wants me to go out, he seems to be able to let me out. Very good! Very powerful!

I don’t know if he has finished what he said, saying that I always disrupt his plans.
Chapter completed!