679. If He Wills to Wait for Him in the Next Life
"Your Majesty, just let Mu San put an end to his longing for General Shangguan. If Mu San had survived today, Mu San's heart would no longer be swaying from side to side, clinging to a tree that won't bear fruit.
Don’t get married, don’t get married, and forget about the person who is standing behind you and guarding you silently, the person who is most suitable for you!”
Shangguan's presence in Bai Musan's heart is a taboo that no one can touch, and it is the poisonous thorn in Bai Musan's heart that can never be untied. This relationship is deeply buried in Bai Musan's heart, and Bai Musan is
Three are well protected.
Mu Bentang knew that there was a man hidden in Bai Musan's heart that no one could replace. Therefore, Mu Bentang never said anything about marriage to Bai Musan. He only occasionally appeared in Bai Musan's sight or gave him gifts.
Bai Musan gives her a plate of favorite cakes, or follows behind Bai Musan to prevent other men from touching her.
Bai Musan always thought that when the last moment of her life came, the person she would miss the most in her heart was Shangguan Lin. Now her guess was proven by the facts that she really missed the best time in her life when she followed Shangguan Lin.
She used all her girl's fantasies and longings for love on Shangguan Lin.
For example, when Shangguan Lin taught her martial arts, she secretly carved her and Shangguan Lin's names on the scabbard; for example, Shangguan Lin liked to stare at the fish in the water, so she embroidered more than a dozen stripes on her handkerchief.
Xiaoyuhou took advantage of Shangguan Lin's carelessness and stuffed it into Shangguan Lin's military book; for another example, Mr. Shangguan Lin
It was a long journey from north to south, so she sewed short boots with soft cotton soles herself so that he would not be too tired; for another example, those few pieces of sugar put into Shangguan Lin's chrysanthemum tea, those pieces that were sewn carefully but were taken away by Shangguan
Lin discarded the clothes and secretly drew a portrait of Shangguan Lin, but he caught him and revealed his identity?[
There are countless such things.
There are so many that when Bai Musan thinks about them, he will forget them countless times.
However, after so many years, the yearning that filled a girl's heart has long since turned into a kind of belonging and respect similar to that of a relative. Although Bai Musan missed Shangguan Lin very much, it was not a yearning.
Bai Musan herself didn't expect that when she was dying, all she could think of and want to see was the man who turned away and lost his temper when he saw another man touching her.
The man who risked his life to taste the food for her at the imperial banquet, the man who would rather have an empty defense when attacking Xuan Zhao, would also help her overcome the difficulties.
she
It's true affection, love, not gratitude, not sympathy.
"Mu Bentang, if I can go back alive today, I will definitely marry you and make you my husband. I will never marry him again in this life, and I will only love you!"
Really, I really won’t be looking at the beauty of the past and not see the happiness I have now.
only
"Mu San, listen to me, don't be confused, don't risk your life in exchange for mine! Instead of tying me to the horse's back, you might as well tie me to your back! Just make sure that I don't fall off the horse.
If Xuan Zhao's men are captured and beheaded, I won't die!"
Bai Musan was tied tightly with tight knots. The empress hugged the horse's neck and tried hard to break the rope, but the tight knots did not move at all and showed no signs of slackening.
"Your Majesty, please go back alive. Send a message to Mu Bentang on behalf of me. Just say
He hit the horse's back hard with his palm. The horse was afraid of Bai Musan's kick, so it quickly raised its hooves and galloped back along the road with the queen in tow.
"Mu San
It was as if she could hear the sound of Xuan Zhao's horse hooves chasing after her. The queen turned sideways and stared at Bai Musan with her eyes open. She could only see the blurry figure of a woman drifting away from her.
Chapter completed!