230 Love and hate are intertwined "Uh... I can't blame you completely. I think my sister-in-law still has feelings for you, otherwise she wouldn't show so nervous and caring about you that night. What exactly is the reason? What is blocking her? Think about it carefully. Something happened three years ago that made her unable to overcome that hurdle. The person who tied the bell must be untied. I think this matter must be found. [26nbsp;]" Guan Haoli frowned.

"Three years ago... that happened. We were always very good before that. There could be no other potential problems." Teng Jinsi answered decisively.

"If it's just like this, it's much easier, just a woman! He just needs to be more coaxed and must be patient. One day she will be moved by your sincerity. It's really too silly to pick her up to and from get off work. The most indispensable part of the TV station is gossip entertainment reporters, so it's better to be careful." Guan Haoli pondered. He also heard Nangong say in detail about the specific situation that happened that year, and there was no omission! Could it be that something else happened that they didn't know?

Teng Jinsi said that he understood and knew that some things were too anxious, especially when it came to winning back Xiaolu Fangxin, he could only take his time.

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In a park near the hospital, two girls were walking side by side under the dim street lights. The evening breeze gently brushed across their bodies, with a little autumnal coolness, making people feel happy, but despite this, there was still an unconcealed melancholy between Liang Zhenzhen's eyebrows.

"I still can't overcome that hurdle in my heart?" Xue Jiani held her friend's hand. In fact, she could see that she really had feelings for Teng Jinsi, but she was deliberately buried in her heart. After all, she had suffered such injuries. Although it was not caused directly by him, it could be called an indirect cause.

This kind of pain is very heavy for women, and it is a big deal for life if it is not done well. And those days were the most vulnerable and helpless times, but the person she loved the most was not around. The successive blows caused some psychological shadows on her, which was difficult to eliminate for a while.

"Jianni, sometimes I really just want to live a simple and ordinary life, find a very ordinary man, hide in the market, and live a lifetime like this." Liang Zhenzhen found a stool to sit down, her face calm as water.

Xue Jiani sat down next to her and pinched her hand, "Well, I used to think so, but to this point, we can't help it. Many things may be determined in the dark and cannot escape. For example, I have never thought I would fall in love with a playboy like Guan Haoli. For a long time, I haven't really forgotten that person. I always feel that God deliberately joked with me, just like the one he played in a TV series. Because he had some difficulties, he had to leave me and went to another city to work hard."

Speaking of this, a faint bitter smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, "I once imagined that in a few years, he would appear in front of me again in a superior manner, but four years have passed, and he did not appear, nor did he say a word, completely evaporated from the world. During this period, I met Guan Haoli. From hating to not annoying, to falling in love with him, even I felt incredible, as if I was dreaming. True, we should look forward. Being too persistent in the past will only make us more painful. It is like a shackle that tightly imprisons us."

Liang Zhenzhen held her friend's hand again. This was the first time that Jiani took the initiative to mention that boy to her, which shows that she really let go. Yu Jiani said that it was not easy to admit that she fell in love with someone. Her strength and tolerance are hidden deep in her heart, which makes people feel distressed.

"Well, I understand..." After saying that, she changed her mind and pouted and said coquettishly: "Hey! I found out that you were sent by Dr. Guan as a lobbyist?" She thanked her very much.

"Puff... Stinky girl, don't misinterpret my meaning. Although Guan Haoli and Teng Jinsi are good friends, I still favor you. I hated him back then. If you hadn't pulled me, I would have dragged my knife to chop him. Could it be that you would have forgotten?" Xue Jiani snorted.

"Of course I remember, alas... time flies so fast. Three years have passed. Before I returned to China, I planned to have nothing to do with him and start a new life again, but my plan never keeps up with the changes. Since he was caught by him at the airport, everything that happened behind was messed up, especially in the bar that night, I was surprised to find that I still... cared about him. This perception made me feel very ashamed. I was obviously hurt so deeply by him, and I hated him very much, but there was that kind of thought deep in my heart. I was very scared... I was really scared, Jiani, do you think I was very mean? Why can't I forget him?" Liang Zhenzhen was a little excited.

"Zhenzhen, do you know? How deep is you love someone, how deep is you hate him? Love and hate are mutual. Once you don't have any feelings for him one day and can handle it calmly, then you won't hate him anymore. A very simple truth, will you hate a stranger?" Xue Jiani's voice was calm, but every word was touched into the heart of her friend.

A bitter smile slowly bloomed from the corner of Liang Zhenzhen's lips. Yes! Jiani's words make sense, and the word "love and hate" can't be described properly.

"The feeling of falling from heaven to hell is so terrible. I dare not come again. Moreover, I am no longer a girl of eighteen or nineteen years. I don't have that many three years of life that can withstand squandering. I need to think carefully."

"Yes, dating is completely different from getting married. It doesn't matter how passionate you are when you are young. You must be cautious when choosing a partner to marry. This is a big thing that will give you your whole life to him. You must take it seriously. We are already past that impulsive age."

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The two sat on the bench in the park and chatted a lot. Although the future was uncertain for them, after this heart-to-heart conversation, I had a very clear idea in my mind.

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