489. Soul Break!
It took too long for the child to be born, and he was already dead from lack of oxygen when he was born. Hua Shuo fell into a coma due to excessive blood loss.┝26nbsp;┥
Is it because of him? If he hadn't said those words, maybe the fetus wouldn't have moved and the child wouldn't have died like this.
It was a boy who looked very clever. He really wanted to hug him, but the imperial doctor refused to let him. At that moment, he felt heartache, as if a hand had tightly grasped his heart, which made him almost unable to breathe.
, shed tears as a man.
Cui Yingyan sat by the bed, staring at her pale face with closed eyes. It had only been a few days, but she had obviously lost weight!
"It hurts...my stomach hurts so much..." She pressed her belly and talked in her sleep, while crystal tears overflowed from the corners of her eyes and rolled down her cheeks.
"What on earth is going on? She has already taken the medicine, why is she still complaining of pain?" Cui Yingyan was anxious for a moment and asked the imperial doctor who was standing by.
The imperial doctor tremblingly raised his hands and reported back: "Back to the emperor, according to the teachings, the prince has successfully induced labor. Although the empress will feel uncomfortable, it should not be in severe pain. I am just afraid..."
"What are you afraid of? Say it quickly!"
"I'm afraid that the queen can't let it go."
"Go down." Cui Yingyan waved her hand, but she still couldn't let go of the pain in her heart.
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Hua Shuo opened his eyes in confusion, and the first person he saw was Cui Yingyan. Overnight, the youthful and handsome face that had been on his face was suddenly taken away.
She moved her body slightly, her whole body ached, looked around, and said weakly: "My child... my child..."
"Child..." For a moment, I didn't know how to explain it to her.
"Where is the child? Isn't it cute? Come and hold it for me to see and hold." She looked forward to it, her eyes brimming with anticipation.
"Our child... is gone."
"Gone? What does gone mean, what is gone?" As she spoke, crystal tears rolled down her cheeks, and she bit her lower lip. She was too sad to cry.
"Don't cry. The imperial doctor said that you have just given birth. It is best to keep your mood calm. If you are too emotional, you may hurt your body." He twisted his fingers to wipe away her tears, and couldn't help but feel even more heartbroken.
"My child, where is my child?" She held his big palm and looked at him expectantly.
"The child is gone." He suddenly shouted, his heart aching.
"Why not? I am ten months pregnant with the child, please return the child to me." She held his hand tightly with a pair of skinny little hands.
"Calm down and don't be too sad. The imperial doctor said that as long as you take good care of your body, you can have children again in the future, do you understand?"
"Is it possible?" She looked back at him with a smile, as if she found his words a bit funny.
Seeing the bitter smile on her lips, he was speechless for a moment. A big mistake had been made. No matter what he said now, he could not heal the trauma in her heart.
"Have a good rest and don't think too much."
"I want to be alone for a while." Her pale and beautiful face suddenly dimmed, she let go of his hand and said calmly.
"Well, have a good rest. I'll see you later."
With him here, she couldn't take a good rest, so he could only let her calm down alone.
Hua Shuo struggled to hold up her weak body and watched his tall and departing figure gradually disappear from sight. Even if she wanted to take another look, she couldn't.
She leaned weakly on the folded soft pillows and tightly grasped the quilt covering her body. But no matter how firmly she grasped it and how densely she covered herself, she still felt a chill rising from the bottom of her heart, completely cold.
All over her.
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The next day, news came from Yuehua Palace that Concubine Hua committed suicide by hanging from a beam last night.
After hearing the news, Cui Yingyan couldn't recover for a long time. He felt like he had been hit hard in the head. The pain was sudden, numb, and he couldn't feel the pain at all.
She is in trouble!
He just hoped that this thing was not true, but a dream, a nightmare! His tears seemed to have dried up.
"Ah!" He hugged Hua Shuo's cold body and roared to the sky, "Why did you leave me alone and leave? Why?"
She gave up her young life so easily and left quietly.
He gently closed her eyes for her and touched her face tenderly. She was still so beautiful, and he would still be moved by her, just like when they first met.
The darkness around him was like deathly silence. This vague and soft darkness surged up and trapped him in it. He was trapped in the boundless darkness, and he could not escape from it for eternity...
A few days later, a grand funeral was held in Luoyao City.
All those who loved ASUS attended the funeral. Fu Yaxuan stood beside Fu Dingyun the whole time, supervising his every move. Fu Dingyun's expression did not change much, with a serious and sad look on his face, looking at the beautiful woman lying on the bed.
In the cold coffin, the soul has turned into a butterfly and left.
Hua Shuo's body was buried, and the heavy coffin was placed in the huge tomb. Below, she could be reunited with her son.
The flowers were blooming and falling, and a shooting star on the horizon, like a stunning firework, slowly streaked across the sky.
After a long funeral, when leaving, Fu Yaxuan put down a bouquet of white lilies before dusk. They were noble and magnanimous, bright and brilliant, fragrant and elegant, with a strong and light sweetness, flawless, unstained by dust, and as pure as his smile.
Lily flower, this is a life that is both benevolent and yielding. It has a strange shape. There is always only one flower on each branch. It faces one way and is unyielding. Because it is so unique, nothing can understand the proud sun it is chasing. Such a flower,
Not stained by the worldly dust, such a flower always remains true to itself.
The floral fragrance is very subtle but long-lasting. Although the flowers are simple and grand, the petals are very hard and the flowering period is very long. The flower stems are as straight as steel wires. They would rather break than bend down easily.
Know how to appreciate others and know how to appreciate yourself.
Only lilies can read lilies.
Chapter completed!