Ruan Haoyang looked back at her, smiled bitterly, and said: "I know you want to blame me for the things I did to you and Yue'er. At that time, I just thought... I am going to die anyway, and keeping you by my side will not only make you suffer, but also myself."

It will also be painful.”

This time, after finishing speaking, she did not refute him, but nodded and said: "You are right, the happiness now is like a mirage that can disappear at any time. In the past two days, I have been worried that time has passed too fast, and you will

You left us too soon. What you did before, I think about it now, what you did was not wrong at all, but very considerate, but... I don't have such a hard heart. I want the family to live happily together, even if

It’s a day, no matter what you pay, it’s worth it.”

Ruan Haoyang sighed and said, "Do you want to tell me that I have a hard heart?"

Su Wan nodded solemnly, without thinking that the other party was still a patient, and replied: "Yes, even if you think about us, Yue'er has contacted you secretly a few times. Are you not soft-hearted at all?

Looking back?"

Ruan Haoyang was startled for a moment, his pale lips slowly moved, and he said: "Of course I want to. Every time he contacts me, I can't help but feel soft and want to tell you all the truth, but I know that once I tell you,

, everything I did before was in vain, so I became ruthless again, I..."

Su Wan's hands tightened on their waists and said: "No matter what, we are together now. Our family has missed seven years of time, a combination of circumstances, various misunderstandings and entanglements, and now we are

We were finally able to be together, but you...

Haoyang, promise me, you can miss any link, but your will to survive and your fighting power must not be out of touch. I know you are in great pain after taking medicine, but...for Yue'er and me, you must endure it.

Come down and don’t stop taking the medicine, okay?”

Su Wan is so smart, how could she not think of things that Ruan Haoyang can think of?

After hearing her words, Ruan Haoyang was stunned for a moment, then he patted Su Wan's head dotingly and said with a smile: "Okay, I promise you, I will survive. I owe you and me during this period."

Yue'er, I will definitely use all my remaining time and try my best to compensate you!"

Su Wan saw that he said such a long sentence at once, and his expression did not seem to be as uncomfortable as before. A glimmer of hope ignited in his eyes. He looked at Ruan Haoyang expectantly and asked: "Haoyang, are you not in as much pain as before?"

Already?"

After listening to her words, Ruan Haoyang felt that his body seemed to be less hot, and the tearing feeling was also relieved a lot.

Ruan Haoyang nodded and said: "Yes, I feel a lot more relaxed..."

As he said this, he actually had the strength to repay Su Wan.

One hour passed, two hours passed, and finally before evening came, Ruan Haoyang's body completely recovered.

But when Su Wan looked at him, he looked very haggard. It had only been a few hours, but he looked like he had lost a lot of weight. He looked like he was fished out of the water!

Su Wan looked at him, sighed, and said, "Let me help you take a bath."

Ruan Haoyang's expression recovered a lot and his consciousness was very clear. At this time, he did not forget to make a request that was beneficial to him. He pretended to be weak at that time: "I'm afraid I don't have the strength to wash!"

"But you are sweating so much. If you don't wash off, you will have a fever." Su Wan said seriously.

"Unless someone helps me wash it!" Ruan Haoyang waited for Su Wan to be fooled, and made his request calmly. Su Wan did not doubt him, so he asked Ruan Haoyang to wait in the room, and then ran to the bathroom.

A full tank of hot water was put in the bathtub, and then Ruan Haoyang was helped into it.

Uncle Ruan Haoyang stretched out his hands and asked Su Wan to take off his clothes and get into the bathtub naked.

Even though the two of them were already very close, Su Wan was still very embarrassed to be so "frank with each other". His cheeks turned red and he turned away, not daring to look at Ruan Haoyang at all.

"What? Are you shy?" Ruan Haoyang suppressed his smile and said seriously: "If you are in trouble, then I will wash it myself!"

As he said that, he picked up the towel but accidentally dropped it into the water.

Su Wan couldn't stand it anymore and said, "I'd rather wash it for you."

Forget it, I've done it all, let's see what the difference is. It's not you who suffers.

Thinking of this, he took a deep breath, picked up the towel from the bathtub, and began to scrub Ruan Haoyang conscientiously.

As he rubbed it, he felt that somewhere in Ruan Haoyang... seemed to have reacted.

"Hey, you...don't you have no strength?" Su Wan said angrily.

Ruan Haoyang said innocently: "That has nothing to do with me."

After listening to his words, Su Wan was not angry. Instead, he seemed to think of something: "Haoyang, that's not right!"

"What's wrong?" Ruan Haoyang asked smoothly.

"Why... are you so energetic?" Su Wan looked at Ruan Haoyang strangely and said, and he couldn't care less about being shy at this time.

Ruan Haoyang's mind turned around and he seemed to remember something. He thought for a moment and said, "Maybe it's because I've never had chemotherapy before!"

Su Wan nodded and said, "Then next time we go to get medicine, let's talk to Cheng Bin."

"If you're not shy, just say it. I won't say it anyway." Ruan Haoyang shrugged his shoulders. Su Wan was even more sure that he was "faking illness". Otherwise, how would he still have the energy to tease himself?

After taking a shower, he went downstairs. Downstairs, Ji Tianxi, Ruan Yue and Yao Yao were waiting nervously for the two of them. Seeing that they came down with relaxed expressions, they all breathed a sigh of relief. Ji Tianxi was the first to ask:

"how's it going?"

"It hurts, and now... I feel much better." Ruan Haoyang's eyes flickered between him and Yaoyao unscrupulously. Thinking that Su Wan was going to match him up with Yaoyao, he felt very benefited and felt very happy.

It's a pleasure.

Ji Tianxi's concern and anger were reflected in his eyes. He snorted coldly and said, "Looking at how energetic you are, you probably won't die!"

"Well, why don't we go out to eat?" Ruan Haoyang was in a good mood and did not confront Ji Tianxi.

"Eating out? No, Haoyang, you can't eat food from outside. You can only eat porridge, fruits, and vegetables at home!"

"Then I'll go out and eat Sarah without salad dressing. You go and eat it!" Ruan Haoyang said seriously: "After eating, I want to buy something."

"Okay then!" Su Wan couldn't bear to refuse his kindness, so he nodded and looked at a few people, who also nodded.

Ruan Haoyang looked at Su Wan and Yaoyao: "Then you change your clothes quickly and wait here outside!"

After Ruan Haoyang said that, when Yaoyao got up, he sat down where Yaoyao had just sat and waited for Su Wan and Yaoyao to change clothes.

Ruan Yue was squeezed between Ruan Haoyang and Ji Tianxi. She felt an invisible pressure constantly penetrating and ejaculating. She felt uncomfortable all over and almost wanted to run away.

"Ji Tianxi, no matter what, thank you for taking care of their mother and son!" Ruan Haoyang said a word without thinking. Ji Tianxi and Ruan Yue were stunned at the same time.

"Hmph, I don't need you to thank me. I'm not nice to them because of your face." Ji Tianxi snorted. Although he felt quite pleased with Ruan Haoyang's sudden "knowledge of good and bad", he still said unceremoniously.

"Well, it's not easy for you either..." Ruan Haoyang looked at Ji Tianxi sincerely, looking like he was sympathetic, and he was clearly trying to make a show of himself!

Just now he was expressing his gratitude to others, but after a while, it became like this again. Ji Tianxi felt unhappy and snorted, but he didn't bother to argue with Ruan Haoyang, he wouldn't be fooled!

Yao Yao and Su Wan changed clothes quite quickly. They met up to go to dinner on the top floor of a large shopping mall in the center of New York. Everyone ordered a dish, but Ruan Haoyang ordered a strange dish without salad dressing.

Sarah, watching several people eating with gusto.

After eating, Su Wan remembered that Ruan Haoyang had said he wanted to buy something before going out, and asked him what he wanted to buy.

Ruan Haoyang looked at the shopping mall's introduction sheet and said: "Go buy ski clothes and shoes!"

"Are we going skiing?" Ruan Yue's eyes lit up, and Yaoyao also looked at Ruan Haoyang with interest.

Ruan Haoyang nodded and said: "Yes, spring is coming soon. While I still have energy, I will take you to go skiing!"

In my memory, their family of three had never gone to the park together to watch a dolphin show like other happy families, let alone such time-consuming learning activities as skiing.

"But...what if you feel pain after taking medicine tomorrow?" Su Wan asked worriedly.

Ruan Haoyang shook his head and said: "Don't worry, the medicine is to be taken once within 12 hours. I will calculate the time. After I finish taking the medicine and have an attack, I will be ready to go. What's more, it may not happen every time."

, after all, this is the first time I eat it today.”

Su Wan felt relieved and said: "Okay, but you have to promise me not to force it when the time comes."

"Humph, don't worry, little one, you think he is a three-year-old!" Ji Tianxi said sourly.

The group of people went down to the twelfth floor of the shopping mall, which specializes in sports equipment. The largest, most complete and most luxurious ski equipment brand in New York City also happens to be opened here.

Several people were dazzled by the selection, and each of them chose what they wanted. Except for Su and Anhui, Ruan Haoyang picked them all by himself!

When placing the order, Ji Tianxi said mockingly: "You are so selfish, you don't know how to respect women at all."

Unlike him, he always respected the vision of the two women Su Wan and Yao Yao, and seriously praised some of the impractical and childish designs they chose.

"Hmph!" Ruan Haoyang let out a single sound from his nose with disdain, glanced at Ji Tianxi threateningly, and was too lazy to say anything more to him.

After returning, several people went to bed early. Su Wan set the alarm clock, prepared medicine, filled water in a thermos bottle, and slept next to Ruan Haoyang.

Ruan Haoyang was very well behaved today, hugging Su Wan tightly and not doing anything extraordinary.

Probably because he was exhausted during the day, Ruan Haoyang quickly calmed down his breathing and fell asleep.

On the contrary, Su Wan couldn't fall asleep for a long time while looking at the street lights outside.

Thinking about what Ruan Haoyang said to me today and Ruan Haoyang's condition, the more I thought about it, the more I became afraid. Then I felt that I was scaring myself by thinking too much, and then I comforted myself in my heart. I don't know.

After struggling for a long time, when it was completely quiet outside, Su Wan fell asleep in Ruan Haoyang's arms.

However, not long after he fell asleep, Su Wan heard the alarm clock ringing, and instinctively turned his head to turn off the alarm clock, and Ruan Haoyang also woke up.

"Haoyang, are you awake?" Su Wan asked.

Ruan Haoyang nodded: "Is it time to take medicine? What time is it?"

Su Wan nodded, glanced at the time, and said, "It's almost four in the morning."
To be continued...